Everything in the omegaverse is based on the theory of wolf hierarchy, but that turned out to be faulty science that the scientist who came up with theory spent his entire life trying to get ppl to stop believing. This scientist was studying wolves in the Yellowstone nationally park. He noticed a hierarchy among the wolves and came up with the theory of alphas and so on. He wrote a book on it and it became ingrained in our culture as a fact; but as he continued to study the wolves he realized what he’d thought was a hierarchy with the strongest wolves being alpha was actually just parents. The younger wolves obeyed their parents. He pulled the book and then spent the rest of his life trying to correct the faulty science, unfortunately for him it was firmly cemented in pop culture by then. But this is fiction and yaoi so it doesn’t actually matter but it does make those dumbass fckbois and alt right wanna be nazi’s calling themselves alpha males look lame as fck.
But that's just in family packs. If packs ever need to merge, or fight for territory, or it's a lone wolf fighting for a female, they do exist and the head of a pack can be any male wolf it's just very rare. The concept of being BORN an a/b/o is ridiculous in any sense. It doesnt exist anywhere lol so that really skews the idea of what it's based off of no matter what.
Well that’s the beauty of fiction. Also why my fav genre A large part of my life was (and to some degree still is) sci-fi and fantasy (although I hated fantasy with mages and drarwes and all the rest, only Tolkien could I tolerate it. Or more like everything else written felt like a crappy copy.) Anyways while there are hierarchies in wolf packs it’s not the rigid social structure predetermined from birth that most ppl have been taught to believe.
“Wolves do not have an innate sense of rank; they are not born leaders or born followers. The "alphas" are simply what we would call in any other social group "parents." The offspring follow the parents as naturally as they would in any other species. No one has "won" a role as leader of the pack; the parents may assert dominance over the offspring by virtue of being the parents.”
“While the captive wolf studies saw unrelated adults living together in captivity, related, rather than unrelated, wolves travel together in the wild. Younger wolves do not overthrow the "alpha" to become the leader of the pack; as wolf pups grow older, they are dispersed from their parents' packs, pair off with other dispersed wolves, have pups, and thus form packs of their own.”
“Wolves (and other animals, including humans), display social dominance, he notes; it just isn't always easy to boil dominant behavior down to simple explanations. Dominant behavior and dominance relationships can be highly situational, and can vary greatly from individual to individual even within the same species. It's not the entire concept of wolves displaying social dominance that was dispelled, just the simple hierarchical pack structure.”
-“that was when you robbed me of what remained of you inside me.” I kind of get it. When you love someone desperately, to the degree you feel like you’re dying when you’re apart; and then you break up, it’s not an end. It’s the beginning of an end. At some point you have to let go of what’s left of them inside your heart. For me I willingly let it go so I could move on. Dude sounds like it was something he didn’t want taken yet. Idk I could be wrong. I do know for awhile, even though I was the one who left him, I didn’t want to let go of that thread that held us together. But when I did finally let go I’d had time to work through some of the jumbled feelings. Maybe he’s been unable to work through it at all, and so in that moment it was stolen from him instead of him working towards the place where he could let that piece of her go. Again just speculation and I could be reading way to much into it.
love & not just possessiveness I’d really like this. I haven’t read in awhile bc it bothers me the seme has the same name as my kid. Really fcks it up for me. At least it’s spelled differently.
.....is it good. It’s started off looking good & im wondering if it’s worth purchasing. I do want to read it but I just spent a shit ton on my niece’s bday & I’m a bit worried about my cc. I still have to help my kid but slime supplies for her gift for my niece. So just hoping for some reassurance. Thanx in advance
... this is stretch. (Pun intended.) Although when I fell down some stairs (don’t drink while wearing heels and climb dark stairs) I ended up needing back surgery. The pain was, intense. They put me on some good stuff but it gave me the most god awful constipation I’d ever experienced. I was dealing with the horrific pain of having my back cut open, part of my spine removed and then the removal of an entire disc, so I wasn’t really paying attn to the fact I hadn’t pooped in a week. When I finally had to go the stomach pain was incredible and the act of going was terrifying. I thought I was being ripped in half. I thought my butt would be permanently damaged. It hurt worse then when my jackass boyfriend tried to “surprise” fist me. Which led to me poring blood out my twat and had me thinking I’d have to go to the ER and tell them my vagina was just torn asunder by my asshole boyfriend. After going my butt bled and I was worried it would be wrecked. It healed up. I also sent my bf out for some Metamucil and senna.
-still didn’t hurt worse then having my baby get stuck coming out while I had back labor. I planned a natural birth but apparently after an hour in transition when the dr rec’d a c section I screamed “get it the fck out of me.” You know during labor you ass can kind of turn inside out? I filmed my sister’s labor and there’s a photo where her butthole looks amazing. I was six months pregnant at the time so
It scared the shit out of me.
I.... You're a brave soldier my dear, ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
You are now the leader of all of us
How are you alive? Share some immortality tips
How am I alive? Good question, really just dumb luck. I’ve been kidnapped, had a knife pointed at me by a jealous lover and used ride on top of cars going way to fast while way to drunk. Straight laced kids who did everything right died around me but my dumb, drunk ass just persevered. But I think my luck would have run out eventually so I credit getting knocked up unexpectedly as what most likely saved me from dying young. My kid changed my life. Apparently what I was missing was the most adorable baby to ever be birthed into this world. Just ridiculous cuteness. But srsly I just needed something more important then my neurotic inward thinking. Something I had to not fck up. Since then I’ve seen the friends I partied with get hooked on heroin, go to jail and die. In a short time frame. I’m not perfect,not by a long shot, but my kid is awesome. She’s sweet, funny and even though she’s my little Eeyore she’s just fcking amazing. I can’t believe I’m doing such a good job. I mean my kid is really amazing.
Birth was incredibly painful but it did give me the most amazing creature to ever grace the planet. Also my birth got fcked up. I had a Dr disregard my wishes and do two things that took a birth that was going gang busters and drag it to a halt. Apparently my dr was on call till 12am and I got there at 11:42 which meant she had to attend my birth. She broke my water before my baby had turned into position which caused back labor which is not what you want bc it’s a million times more painful. 2nd she gave me a drug to cause me to go from 0-60 contraction wise. My sister is a birth expert, was the president of a birth advocacy group and later VP for a midwife advocacy group and we knew breaking the water is a terrible idea except in certain cases. The drug should only be used to situations like where you need to be induced and when you’ve been laboring for awhile and contractions have slowed or stopped. Putting them together was a perfect storm to cause a birth to go wrong. I wanted a natural birth and ended up with a c-section here they cut my baby’s face. I’ve seen beautiful births that I’m srsly jealous of bc this was my one shot. My body doesn’t react well to pregnancy hormones and I can’t have another one. My sister loves giving birth so much she considered being a surrogate. Unfortunately her body doesn’t react well either and almost died during the birth of her 3rd child. If you don’t want kids I totally respect that. Not every chick wants to be a mother. But if you do want a baby don’t let the pain stop you. I chose a natural birth but epidurals are fcking amazing. You don’t feel shit from your waist down. My c section was done with only an epidural and I felt nothing.
-the seme making gay marriage legal? On a site pretty much dedicated to gay manga? Really. Wtf. Also I grew up with gay parents before gay marriage was legal and it sucked. My medical bills weren’t being covered by my mom’s insurance but her “wife” had excellent govt insurance. My mom came close to giving up custody of me and signing me over to my stepmom but that put me at risk of my dad (drunk, wife beater, kids all had protective orders bc he molested his daughters) getting custody of me. It was the Deep South and someone like my dad was considered by many (including judges) a better parent then my gay mom just bc he was straight, cis and Christian. Gay marriage gave the basic protections. It’s still legal to not hire or to fire an employee whose gay in 26 US states, as well as not rent to or evict gay tenants in those same states. Gay marriage at least allows the husband or wife to be with their partner while sick or dying and for them to get their estate when they die. It protects the kids too. It’s scary to be a kid and know the govt could take you away from the parent who loves you and give you to a parent who isn’t someone who you know will protect you.
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....please stop. Just stop it. I see so much judgment and bitchiness lately and it’s ugly. I used to take the time to remind ppl that we are getting something for free that we can’t even buy a version of that would make sense to us. That if being grateful is somehow impossible to them, then they should at least have the courtesy to shut the fuck up. I used to write long well articulated essays giving information on topics like rape fantasy and why it’s a normal thing for women and (some men) to fantasize about even though they have no desire to be raped in real life. I’ve provided links to psychologist’s papers on the phenomenon and why even rape victims (like myself) enjoy rape fantasies and why it’s normal (although often it’s a reaction to women’s sexuality being repressed. Rape fantasy being a way to enjoy erotic thoughts and stories without the guilt culture, and fundamentalist religion can cause). Yet still ppl continue to say really ignorant and shaming shit. (The same ppl who would have a fit over kink shaming in other contexts but for some reason don’t see the hypocrisy in their actions.)
and here i was thinking I was completely fucked up, because I too have been raped/sexully abused on two different occasions (aged 9 and 17), but still read rape fantasy shit. I'd actually be interested to read one of your long articulated essays on the matter.
You’re not a degenerate, it’s super normal. I have a link to one of my “essays” it was a response to the backlash to a DJ of Nemu & Maya where Nemu initiates sex with Maya when he’s asleep. I broke my response into three parts. Part 1: How fucking ridiculous the critics were being when you take the full context of Nemu & Maya’s relationship and how it started; and 2: how this constant freak out over “yaoi rape” is shaming and ignorant. I go into some detail about the why of rape fantasy and how it’s perfectly normal. Part 3 are online resources and articles about rape fantasy and I even have a link to an article on why rape victims enjoy rape fantasy. I hope this helps. We are complicated and contrary as humans and are sexuality is the same.
if I met Bernie. But he’s my dad, well my dream dad. He’s America’s dad. I’d also fan girl over AOC & Ilhan. Katie Porter as well. She’s like a badass mom who can turn the sociopath Mark Zuckedburg into the little bitch boy he is.