
….it bothers that the uke goes from being madly in love with his friend to being in love with Makino. Love doesn’t work that way. I see the mangaka tried to show why he might fall in love with Makino by showing Makino being attentive and kind but if he was really in love with his friend he would have ended up with the friend. If the mangaka has written in a scene where the uke realized he really just had a crush on his friend and it wasn’t actually love, then him falling for Makino would seem more feasible.

I don't disagree, but I thought that the whole point of that story was that the uke had been watching Morino for a long time at a distance and kind of developed a crush without realizing it. And the fact that he was watching Morino is what made Morino start watching him.
...I could be mis-remembering.

.....to be all hot and heavy for him so he’ll feel secure about his feelings. I was totally the same. I’d do just about anything to make my boyfriend as turned on as possible. I just always felt this desperate desire to make him overwhelmed with desire for me. So I let him do just about anything with me (except fisting-that was my line) and I worked really hard to get good at all the things that made him hot. I’d always had that tendency with guys but when I fell in love it just grew. I don’t fall in love easily but once I do I’m crazy in love and want by bf to feel similar. Sex always felt like the way to bind them. But once I had a baby, I slowly developed the idea that defiling my body that was now a mother’s body, felt grosser and grosser. Plus we’d broken up and I felt he was getting sex without giving anything I really wanted back, so I quit sleeping with him. Even though I tried with a few guys, it just didn’t work. I thought I should snag a good step dad for my baby but I just lost all interest and it felt wrong. Eventually it got to the point I couldn’t even read straight romance bc it was uncomfortable even reading about fictional women in sexual situations. And that’s how I became celibate.

That sounds extremly one-sided to me. "Wanted to snag a good step-dad for my baby" sounds fucked up. When you enter a relationship its should be 100%. If you want him to be loyal to you then you have to be loyal in return and witholding him of sex is like pushing him into the arms of another woman. In regards of love im the same. Dont fall easily but when i do its 100%. Gotta remember that the relationships with your partner is important, its supposed to last even when the child has left home.

Short hand expression. I Thought my post had gotten pretty long without going into more detail about how I wanted to find the kind of guy who would give my daughter a father figure who was like my brother in law, who for all intents and purposes became my nieces dad. My dad was a train wreck and so I wanted more for my kid. I wouldn’t get with a guy just bc I thought he’d make a good dad but I was only willing to consider guys who seems like they’d love and care for my child like their own. But I had no emotional energy to put towards building a relationship and I was feeling ambivalent about sex so I gave up. Also I had lot of parents growing up. My dad was my older sister’s step dad but my mom left him when I was an infant. In the years between 4-6 I had two more parental figures as my mom remarried but came out as gay when I was. So my step dad got a gf bc he wanted to stay with my mom bc she was his great love (but he still wanted sex and intimacy.) . Except his gf was my moms great love so it all ended badly. But for awhile i has 3 parents in one house. And my 40 yr old dad had just married an 18 year old so I got a step mom as well. Then there was Ruth who lasted through most of elementary school to about 8th grade. Then Carolyn who came in between 8th & 9th grade. She lasted till I was about 21.. Kelly was around for about 8 years. Moms been single since and I don’t know about my dad bc I’ve only spoken to him once since I was 15. All of that experience has given me this feeling that love doesn’t last, at least for one party. Having ppl come into my life as a parent then then one day they’re gone and they’re no longer my parent devestated me. I was terrified of doing that to my kid. I wish parents with kids would realize that their kids aren’t the ones that broke up. I feel like a conversation should be had that if you break up, no matter how acrimonious, the kids with have visitation with the step parent. So “snagging a step dad” was shorthand for a lot.

Sadly I'm the same, with trying to please the guy I love in anyway, but mostly emotionally. And I fall in love pretty quickly aswell, which doesn't help :/ I always put their needs before mine, which leads to me losing confidence, being dependant on them, and then always breaking my heart in the end with 0 care because they expect you to just accept it like always lol.
I really hope you and your child can live happily and that your choice of remaining celibate helps you! You've been through a lot, and I'm sure you're a great parent. (▰˘◡˘▰)

It’s obviously a homage to fifth element or a parody and the title is similar to a thoughtful video on misogyny called “born sexy yesterday” that heavily features the fifth element. It’s by (I think) pop culture detective on YouTube. He takes on the misogyny buried in popular movies and shows. (My fav is “the adorkable misogyny of the Big Bang Theory”.

These please!!!!! I’ve been waiting forever for these:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/nawa_ga_nakutemo_daijoubu/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/egoistic_trap/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/zantei_boyfriend/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/daiikkyuu_junaizai/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/fuuki_no_okite/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/yamada_kun_to_tanaka_kachou/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hoshii_mono_zenbu/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kijima_kun/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/usagi_to_neko_no_hatsujou_jijou/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sneaky_red/
Also:
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kohinata_san_chi_no_chounan_wa_fukigen/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/jyuushi_saida/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/oo_maji/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hajimari_wa_sayonara/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/honjitsu_kara_no_rinjinai/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/kokuin/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/sneaky_red/
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/bouai_friendship/

I’d just have to walk around covered in blood. Coffee is serious for me. I also make amazing coffee. I use the same method Aoba and Mano kin. The pour over method. I used to live in a super nice apt and on the bottom floor was a Japanese woman who owned the coffee shop in the lobby. She also use to pour over method which meant very cup was fresh and hot but it just wasn’t as good as mine. The secret is I make a double brew andonlusedve i iced. I use twice as much coffee as recommended for the first part. I pour enough to make 6 cups. The intake that fresh hot coffee and pour it over a fresh filter with fresh coffe, I use about half the amount of coffee. Your basically making coffee with coffee. This gives me about 4-4&1/2 cups of coffee which I then put honey and cream in over ice. It’s really good. It’s some srsly dark coffee so I use a lot of cream. You also have to use good coffee. Fortunately Costco has big bags of free trade organic coffee for a great price, which is important bc your gonna go through some serious coffee beans.

Oh man, I want to try your coffee now. That sounds so good.
Have you ever tried Vietnamese coffee (cà phê đá) by far the best coffee I’ve ever had. It’s made with robusta coffee beans which are twice as strong as normal (arabica) coffee beans. You brew the beans using a Phin filter which I find gives the beans a more consentrated taste. It’s usually served with condensed milk and is super yummy.

I wanted to like ice coffee bc it’s cute the acidity and the acidity of coffee can make me nauseas. The thing about cold brew is that bc your not using hot water the oils in the beans aren’t being released. Those are what give freshly brewed coffee that amazing smell. I have a cold brewer just gathering dust now. Drink the double brew when you need energy. Espresso tastes watery to me now
....when my daughter was tiny she got them confused and got in trouble for putting a chicken in a bucket of water. She was so pitiful. Tears running down her face she explained she wanted the duck to have some water fun. Except it was a chicken and they don’t go in water. It was fine. It had to spend a few days inside in a crate under a heat lamp and it was back to normal. My daughter was the cutest fucking little kid.