Water September 19, 2020 7:46 pm

Haesoo has inferiority complex. He is always jealous of people. Jealous that his friend released his book. Jealous that taku is free minded, carefree and takes risks in his career. Jealous that jowoon is moving high in his acting job. But he is still letting his fear to keep him from doing what he loves. While he is hesitating, others are moving. No one is going to help him from that hole he is in, he needs to pull himself out. Jowoon told him in the flashbacks to pursue his writing career since it is what he loves not to succumb to what society thinks is right or wrong. He became a writer but scared to write what he wants. Taku also told him he likes his writings, he doubted taku and still drowns in self pity.

Water September 19, 2020 4:59 pm

I don't understand people. Are you reading the manhwa to enjoy or you just want an ending that is different from how other yaoi mahwa ends. This mahwa is different. Most yaoi stories where the main guy ends up with the mc contains rape, blackmailing, manipulation sometimes even violence. But this is different. There wasn't any rape and others here. All their mistakes are relatable. There is more to "it's just a predictable ending"

    Angie September 19, 2020 5:01 pm

    It's very rare to see ML who admits to his mistakes, apologises, who actually grows up and matures and not who let his love interest go (not persuading him to come back).

    Angie September 19, 2020 5:03 pm
    It's very rare to see ML who admits to his mistakes, apologises, who actually grows up and matures and not who let his love interest go (not persuading him to come back). Angie

    And who let*

    Water September 19, 2020 5:05 pm
    It's very rare to see ML who admits to his mistakes, apologises, who actually grows up and matures and not who let his love interest go (not persuading him to come back). Angie

    Very rare. Jowoon realised his mistakes, apologised and stayed away which most ML don't do. They apologise and still continue to pester the MC. I am very sure he is ready to let go of haesoo because he thinks that is what will make haesoo happy. How is that toxic.

    Angie September 19, 2020 6:23 pm
    Very rare. Jowoon realised his mistakes, apologised and stayed away which most ML don't do. They apologise and still continue to pester the MC. I am very sure he is ready to let go of haesoo because he thinks t... Water

    Many MLs don't apologise for anything
    And if MLs change it's often literally overnight change and about 180 degrees.
    In Jooown's case it's slower process ( what's more he still is recognisable, not completely different person), he let his love go which is very,very rare and he is seriously reflecting on his behaviour and actions.

Water September 19, 2020 3:35 pm

It is safe to say haesoo misjudged jowoon. He rushed to conclusions without having heart to heart talk with jowoon. Look at the flashback, jowoon advising haesoo to choose writing as his career choice because that is what haesoo likes. All haesoo's hatred and resentment started from jealousy. Jealousy blinded him, he couldn't see that jowoon loves him. Smh..... JOWOON IS NOT TOXIC......

    lavender September 19, 2020 4:03 pm

    it’s ok i forgive them for reaching i guess because they’ve been extra salty as of recently <3. mentally preparing myself for more comments about 87 “dragging” because it’s “another flashback” when literally all of them have served a purpose plot wise. cant wait for haesoo to essentially follow joowon’s advice from when they were younger to listen to his heart instead of choosing the “realistic option”.

    awhile ago i thought youngha would give an unsatisfying rushed ending, but the way everything comes together—she’s surprised me so much with this development and i LIVE for it.

    Water September 19, 2020 4:07 pm

    Let's pray she gives us a satisfying ending.

    Angie September 19, 2020 5:02 pm
    it’s ok i forgive them for reaching i guess because they’ve been extra salty as of recently <3. mentally preparing myself for more comments about 87 “dragging” because it’s “another flashback” ... lavender

    Oh very nice observation about listen to his heart instead of choosing the “realistic option” (in comparison to job matter)

Water September 14, 2020 6:00 am

BDSM in yaoi makes me scared of trying it. It is embarrassing when someone keeps referring to you as an animal. And even calling you a slut. I am like pride and ego shattered. Self respect gone down the drain. I feel second hand embarrassment for the subs and bottoms too.

    Marcaline September 14, 2020 8:59 am

    Well you shouldn't. BDSM has a lot of sides and I think everyone who is interested in it can find what they like and enjoy the most. Some like to use or be called such words as slut and etc and some don't. And that's okay! I think people kinda forget that BDSM has much more than just tying someone and using ,,bad,, words.

    ratrenna September 14, 2020 5:12 pm

    BDSM has many different parts and aspects to it. you don't have to get straight to the bondage and kinky stuff. if anything the most important thing about beds is trusting your partner and having a good relationship.

    gabiuxx September 18, 2020 11:48 pm

    Isn't it about setting rules and boundries then?
    I would not want to be treated as an animal all the frickin time.. But if it was just a play we did sometimes then sure..

    It's all about figuring out what you like, what you want to try and what doesn't get u going haha

Water September 12, 2020 3:36 pm

I am so impressed with jowoon. We can now see the parents don't feel anything for each other. Finally haesoo's mum is taking her son's side. I don't even think the parents should get married. It won't make sense anymore, it's not like they love each other anyways.

    Ashika September 12, 2020 3:43 pm

    I feel like maybe joowon ´s dad was a little in love, but headoo's mother just wanted to remarry him so that jxh wouldn't be together

    lavender September 12, 2020 4:00 pm

    we stan a mature man i guess. wish an ounce of that maturity would rub off on taku

    WhatEver! September 13, 2020 8:32 am
    we stan a mature man i guess. wish an ounce of that maturity would rub off on taku lavender

    And somewhere when haesoo called taku and said that he's going to meet someone(jowoon) then taku said "you've nothing to do with that" ( regarding to rumors) taku still need to grow up!

Water September 12, 2020 6:35 am

Uke is so nice and friendly. I just hope the seme guy doesn't force himself on him.

Water September 11, 2020 9:15 pm

What is he still doing in the house. He had a chance to run away, he did and came back. Why.... What does he want from SH. Is it love, comfort what exactly does he want. I feel like deep down he also enjoys those pleasurable moments. He didn't tell SH he likes him. He just automatically thinks because SH is now sleeping with him, he will stop having fuck buddies. He should wake up, he was only hired to draw erotic paintings. He should just escape and be happy.

    Idkwhoami September 12, 2020 1:23 am

    In my opinion the reason he didn't run away is because since his bitch teacher broke his heart and he's the only person NK cared for then it means that he got nowhere and no one else to go to and all he got left is seunghoe because his bitchy teacher called NK a prostitute and well screw you bitch cuz NK is not a prostitute so that's why he stayed

Water September 11, 2020 9:08 pm

Guys chill....... I don't think he will allow them to touch him. He literally helped learned sir so he can separate him from NK. I felt like he said it just to stop them from saying anything else. The fuck buddy was just trying to provoke him. If a gang rape happens, the author will probably lose most of her international fans and it won't make sense.

    Hadis September 11, 2020 9:10 pm

    OFCOURSE it won't happen!
    NK most probably will be kidnapped b4 anything happens

Water September 11, 2020 4:41 am

Smut scenes were included in the raws but not the translation.

Water September 7, 2020 5:37 am

I am really impressed with the author. I love the way she tells her stories. They are dark yet enjoyable.

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