I can't believe the author of lack of love did this.
This is shit. Cheap shit.
The characters are ALLLLLLLLL, but I mean ALL! Despicable! The MC, the ML, the side characters, all of them fcking suck. Their personalities are the worst, and they're so inconsistent, like wtf???
Man this is not character development, this is Pokémon evolution, and you want me to appreciate them? How? Who even could?
You can very well set up some tragic past or events here and there, there's just no way of getting attached to such fickle, arrogant and detestable assholes.
Honestly I don't even know how I managed to finish this story, every 3 chapters starting ch25 I had to check how much were left, and the only reason I finished it was because I couldn't have hurt myself so much to just give up half way.
I've been frowning from chapter 3, and never stopped till I reached this very page I'm writing on right now. I've frown so fcking much that I feel like the upper side of my head have been smashed into a brick wall and plastered.
The story looks quite dark in the first chapters
-and actually is-
But it was very well balanced with the funny moments, heart breaking, heart warming and terrifying ones.
I'm usually annoyed when there are too much sex scenes and end up skipping them, but in this story, they were surprisingly primordial, their relationship develops through them and it was an interesting approach.
And ffs I love their relationship so much, I love their interactions, I love the side characters especially mustache servant, he was such a sweet man. Soon also, she's adorable.
Also loved Beom and Muhu's interactions, they're hilarious.
You must be mentally prepared for the side stories, which are actually the ending and holy fuck, I loved it. Killing the main couple is so rare and it made their story complete, that they would die so young and abruptly in this era was actually so coherent. Even the reincarnation thing made sense with their final wish to the wisteria tree.
I would have liked to know if the little brother was cured, and what was his illness, as well as beom brother's full story.
I was also confused by the age gap at first in the side stories,
then I realized that their ages are not specified in the main story, but we do know that geum hoo is actually a fully grown man, that he was in the military then dropped out after the tragic events in his family and raised his little brother by himself
He seems to be around 12, 14 years old?
whereas Beom seemed quite young and inexperienced in life, he basically grew up alone and survived by prostituting himself.
So the age gap has always been here, the side stories just showed them earlier in their reincarnated lives than the main story, which explains why it was so obvious there.
12,14 >> geum hoo's little brother, sorry it was badly phrased xD
And yea like I said the side about their reincarnation seems to be happening earlier in their lives.
In the main story, geum hoo seems to be in his mind 30 and Beom early 20.
In the side story Beom celebrates is 18th (?) birthday and geum hoo looks about twenty something?
Where it doesn't make sense now that I think of it is that Soon and geum'little bro are adults and getting married so I don't really know what to do of the timeline xD
Ohhh that makes more sense lol i was so confused at first thought u meant geum was 12, 14 (・Д・)
I feel like the ages were changed mostly because the author might be into this minor and adult thing which is like a thing a lot of bl and yaoi authors are into for some reasons they almost always include these in their stories and it’s so frustrating and creepy at this point (ಠ_ಠ)
I will never get whats so hot about a Minor and a grown Adult being “in love” its just pedophilia that really shouldn’t be normalised like this
Depiction of Stockholm syndrome and burnout for Jung hoon and Lima syndrome, narcissistic personality disorder and trauma due to abuse for Hyunjae.
I didn't like the story, the ending was... brutal? And honestly I couldn't get attached to any of the characters.
The art was great if it wasn't for that weird ass habit of the author of drawing HEARTS everywhere in violent sex scenes, and the overuse of ahegao was seriously too much.
The few tentatives at comical figures didn't work, as the story was way too dark.
The plot was interesting though and I wish the author would have focused more on this than on the rape scenes,
at some point okay, we get it. The "protagonist"
-can I still call him a protagonist tho?-
gets raped in the worst and most violent possible ways by literally each and every single men that ends up in a room with him.
We don't need so many details and above all, we don't need fucking cute hearts drawn everywhere around that distorted bleeding butthole ffs
Sorry but this made me extremely uncomfortable.
What the fuck is wrong with those tags????
You guys need... I don't even know what you need. A doctor probably. Or an army. An army of doctors. What the fuck.
The only right tag was rape. ALL the others were bullshit. BDSM? Seriously? BDSM is consensual bitches go do your homework instead of wasting away MY sanity on illegal porn websites.
{Weird font}this is the most adorable SHIT WHAT? Please define "adorable".
Romance. ROMANCE. RO???? What the mother fucking hell is going on here, you fucking terrorists.
Hot? You guys think this fucking assault is HOT???
Look I have many other questions, at least as many as the "popular tag for this manwha", but I'm just gonna ask one:
. WHY? .
Is there something happening in this story?
Is there a plot?
I dropped it at Ch 15 since all they did so far was fucking. In each and every chapters they fuck. There's nothing lovable in those characters and there's not even a story I can read ... I mean... If I only want to see sex, I have pornhub and the "art" there is way better
So is there something happening at some point or will it be 53 chapters of bland characters having bland sex here, there, in this place or that one?
Ah??? So something DOES happen in this manwha?
Shit.... Maybe I'll resume later, but right now I'm looking for some light shounen ai comedy or something, I've been very unlucky lately with my read, the tags on mangago have kinda become trolls'main activity, the research only lead to awful stories tagged "adorable" "interesting", "shounen ai" "romance" for gang rape shit. I've seen enough bruised/bleeding butts and 40cm long light sabers for now x')
I'm always worried when I start a yaoi about the character development. I didn't expect the protagonist to REGRESS.
In just a few chapters, he became an insupportable spoiled diva capricious and boring. I just couldn't sympathize with him.
I ended up dropping it at Ch 29 because the only character who seemed interesting was the one who appeared the less, and the plot was way too light for me to stick till the end.
Not my thing.
DON'T start reading the scanlations, go straight to the official, it does t make sense at all. i almost dropped it because i couldn't understand what the fuck was going on.
It was a good story, very interesting and a trope that I've never came across before.
Also, i curse the censorship a lot and this one didnt make exception, ahhh hell it's so badly done !!!
So it got me curious , and i googled penis beads.
*Sigh*
Fuck me.











An update??? A real one, 15 months after the last update?! I don't even remember the story xD
Thank you for picking it up, I sincerely hope that you won't also randomly drop it without a word at the randomest moment x')