I am not going to say that I am going to drop this and all because I know that I am too curious to do that...but one thing for sure I will have 0 expectations from now...that's how disappointed I am. I truly think that the author thinks that we are here just to see them fuck all the time no matter what.
And I've seen some comments about people insulting the story on an illegal website. Just know that the majority of the people commenting on the story at this time on Friday are the people who bought the chapter on lezhin...we are just here to rant.
Same. I just.. same..
Fuck I really didn't want to read it but...we got bonus coins for Christmas and just gave in...what the hell is happening Mr Kim standing there made me cringe so BADLY I had to skip the sex scene cause I'm so fucking done with them fucking, I'm grossed out beyond belief. I wasn't disappointed because I didn't think it can get worse than last week but damn.
(Gotta be honest tho, I felt sad when Nakyum was surprised/disappointed that Seungho didn't kiss him. It's all so fucked up.)
Exactly
Because I think that for NK there is no problem? SH is angry at him because he doesn't know the truth so he has to accept it all. So Yeah fucked up is the word...
Can we just give NK some booze so he can speak up? Or at least give us thought bubbles so we can understand what's on his mind during that whole shitstorm. The story's getting stretched in all the wrong places. It's funny how everyone else seems to have so much to say but the only things coming out of NK's mouth are moans and cries
I...I mean I understand him he is scared and probably doesn't know how act in front of SH and his "fuckep-up"ness but I also understand the frustration of him not expressing his thoughts. For example, in this chapter, he couldn't tell him that there was someone at the door in an explicit manner!
I have a hitch that even if Nakyum would try to explain what happened, Seungho wouldn't believe him, especially not after he gave him the chance to speak up in chapter 62 and all he could say was "I'm sorry."
Whenever Nakyum says/thinks of something, I get chills. Last ch he was thinking that after all this, he doesn't dislike Seungho, and today, he was still trying to convince Seungho that he doesn't want to leave. But ofc the brightest mind of the land can't comprehend shit not even when it's spelled out for him.
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Seriously I am disgusted by the chapter rn...fucking NK in front of Mr Kim...the level of disrespect. Ok he is his servant and all but he is also one of his closest men that is OLDER than him, the man could be his father...and how NK is supposed to look at Mr Kim face now?
That was one of the most disgusting scene of this story.
At this point, it's getting ridiculous. I literally laughed during the whole chapter...
Also, Haesoo's throwing those cigarettes is actually so powerful. Him, smocking is linked to JW. It was a way to stay close to him, to have something that reminds him of JW since he couldn't have him. Those cigarettes are literally the representation of their past relationship and all the bad sides of it. Them loving each other, but not admitting it, making the other suffer, lying to each other, hurting the other...So him throwing those cigarettes is like he is finally ready to move on from the past. Now, JW is his...He doesn't need those anymore.
this interpretation is so spot on!!
I think that the author wants to make us doubt until the end to continue nourishing the wait and stress until the end...and clearly, it's working lol.
If you have a bad feeling about everything you are falling into the trap.
Joohae is endgame...everything that happened so far is a confirmation.
Ikr?! The authors are queens at making us wonder what would happen until the end. Lol
Have you seen the latest raws? Omg its giving me confidence that it really is joohae endgame. Im just controlling my excitement cos i wanna see takuxhaesoo break up first. Hihi
I don't believe the authors anymore since I read,
hirunaka no ryuusei/ daytime shooting stars
But I’m almost sure joohae are together :)
Yes, I've read them! Exactly it's obvious that they are endgame. I mean if they are not ending together it would be because she decided last minute to go against all of the story in the most incoherent way...which I doubt it's going to happen lol.
What do you mean you dont believe the authors anymore? And is it a good idea for me to read the 2 mangas you said? Haha
Still hate the timeskip tho. Like wtf! After all the angst and frustration i felt about haesoos indecision suddenly theres a timeskip? I need to see the journey. How haesoo made the decision. How they reconciled, how the rejected guy reacted. But i gotta say im excited for lots and lots of extras of joohae being lovey dovey. ♡
They can’t do what they want to their story, make a plot twist or something like that, I don’t trust them hehe
it’s the same manga ! and it’s depending if you like the end or not, personally I hate the end but love the rest of the story :/
That’s why I hate time skip, specially when we stil have some questions.... we need flashback but I would prefer that everything happens in the « present »
I’m waiting for joohae moments, I cant be a end when they all end up alone
wtf i didnt even bother finishing hirunaka no ryuusei. i felt robbed because i was rooting for sensei
Good decision, I was rooting for him too, still crying about the end
"I've never once seen you smile"
SH, sweetheart, what did you do to make him smile?
AND THATS ON PERIOD???
I thought the same think jfc
Who in the right mind would smile after getting trashed a number of times. Bruh is supposed to be intellectual.
Well...That was a lot to read.
I seriously hoped that they wouldn't be any sexual relationship and I am even angrier by the fact that it was turned into a kinda consenting thing since NK even though he repeated "no" was feeling pleasure. Like "look he is coming it's ok that he is being abused". NO.
I mean, obviously, this whole story has nothing to do with morals and what is good/bad in a normal human being conception but it needs to stop. I consider myself being very tolerant with SH since I try to have a non-Manichean way of thinking but the violence needs to stop or it would be hard or even impossible for me to enjoy their "love story".
I mean I get it, SH needs far more than falling in love to change, he is fucked up to the core and, unfortunately, NK is his punching ball that he is going to use until they reach a breaking point. I think we are clearly going there...And if it's not his belief that NK despises him and wants to run away that made him surrender maybe it's going to be his own guilt that will make him stop everything. I mean when the guy is going to learn the truth, I am seriously afraid of how he will react, he will go crazy. I don't think that he will be able to face NK...
I don't know for you but in order to save this "if there is anything left to save" they need a separation. You can't create something healthy from this rotten base. They need time apart from each other with the belief that the other isn't going to come back. They need to think that it's over.
Anyway, I need time to digest the chapter before thinking of theories on what could happen next...
The worse of all yaoi seme raped him, killed his family and the uke still fell in love. The end. So they will also fall in love. Just be prepared. If NK leaves SH, SH will probably break and his tiny sanity left will leave. If NK stays with SH, he will get broken from abuse but his job is to fix SH. That's how I see it.
I don't doubt the fact that they will fall in love, they are already actually. I am not against the idea of them working things without that separation, but I do hope that it's not going to be resolved with only an apology. My point is, what is happening in the recent chapters is going to have heavy consequences in their relationship.
Also, I think that SH's left sanity is already leaving, as we can see in the recent chapters, and NK is actually the reason why SH is losing it. IDK, narrative-wise, they probably need to touch the bottom to go up again...We just don't know how deep that bottom is going to be.
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MR KIM
I can't think of anything else. How to unsee? Guys I am traumatized. This is unforgivable.