
the appearance of human body yuri is reminding me of the current part in the novel i'm reading where yuri turns into a human much longer and mikhail confesses to him after confessing he threatens yuri to date him and he gets yuri soft ankle cuffs to keep him from escaping... it's still unhealthy but far from toxic??? because he doesn't actually have the guts to abuse yuri, mikhail loves him too much and is so crazy for human yuri.
actually, fun fact, in the novel he said he actually fell for the DOLL yuri and he even talked about doing it with his doll form and how it wasn't right so he'd wait for him to turn back into a human again... i was flabbergasted bye

For anyone looking for the novel link: https://chrysanthemumgarden.com/novel-tl/pomcd/

i kinda expected it? this was how it is from the start... but imagine having that false hope? but actually, the whole time i'm reading the funny/happy scenes, i was so on edge because i just felt like something was wrong. i couldn't even giggle or be happy whenever Jaemin did a cute thing to Taeyoon... it makes my skin crawl for some reason. I didn't like how Taeyoon opened up to Jaemin because I know and CAN FEEL Jaemin is an ass under all that make up.

"embroidered in a little romance" BRO I DAMN WISH. EVERY TIME THEY INTERACT IT'S LIKE I'M CLENCHING THE ARMS OF MY CHAIR, AS IF I'M LETTING OUT THE FATTEST TURD EVER—LIKE THE PRESSURE AND FRUSTRATION? I FUCKING THOUGHT THEY'D KISS BUT NO LITTLE BOY THE FUCKING DUMBASS OBLIVIOUS SHIT DIDN'T EVEN LET HIM. FIX YOUR HEAD BITCHASS I'M GOING CRAZY BEFORE YOU EVEN GET TO REALIZE HE LIKES YOU BACK AS WELL.

I KNOW WHAT YOU AREEEEEE I KNOW WHAT YOU BOTH BOYS AREEEE !!!! GAY AS HELL FROM HELL TO BACK !!!!!! please just confess before i lose it. ALSO WHAT IS WRONG WITH JIWON DID YOU LOSE SOME SCREWS ON YOUR HEAD??? WHY IS YOUR FIRST RESPONSE TO BE DISCRIMINATIVE ?!?!!?!?!!!!!! YOU ARE DUMB AS FUCK I WON'T AND CAN'T EVEN DEFEND YOUR CINNAMON ROLL ASS !!!! love you though, sweetie.

jiwon has a longstanding history of trauma & abuse that messed with his perspective of things and led to his personality being the way it is :( he’s less dumb than he is just so convinced everything will go wrong for him if he doesn’t give up immediately & he’s so overly aware of how people perceive him due to a lifetime of growing up in the spotlight that he goes out of his way to self sabotage on impulse because he’s convinced things won’t go well for him. he acts that way with jungwoo because he’s not aware jungwoo is trying to flirt with him, he thinks jungwoo has caught onto his feelings & is trying to scope him out to shut him down, and he’s paranoid about it
this literally is slow burn because i'm burning alive from being impatient just kiss that damn juicy lips bro
There is a novel if u would like to read ahead
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