Damn it was so good gift he made something which wouldn't hurt him he appreciated his hobbie for being safe is good , I love how smart seme is even i couldn't resist his ways but i can understand uke he won't confess since seme laugh off in beginning about liking thing.. oh god they will have slow sex in seme's secret hideout
Seme's older brother getting on my nerves "you don't own shit in house" like hello he is hyper dominant Alpha he do own, I love for first seme being highest in hierarchical can control himself not stupid anger not mindlessly killing people just searching his comfort in uke so far I like hope it stay same! (Again I hope uke family suffer worst )
I feel like the beta brother might have a superiority complex to his brother and that he feels like he is kinda better now that he is running most things while the ML is trapped in the annex with restrictions but this will only last for so long so I’m excited to see where this is going, I like it so far
After date ended brett wanted Hayden to put him under his coat like he did back in LA perfect timing snowfall and all but Hayden told brett "stop it go home date has ended" brett stand for while said "i know what I did what my action done but I also feel bad I m waiting here my resentment to reach you I know the kind of face you made back then it's different today, i would never go to this stupid date with any other person you even kept the imprinting I know you have feelings for me" and Hayden left , brett in his house watching Hayden historical drama full of romance, and Hayden at home regretting his behaviour while boxes brett send were still there , then he drunk himself to whiskey and reach brett house , brett told Hayden "you drank whiskey of course it's me who taught you how to drink" Hayden cling to brett and brett told Hayden "don't do it while you are drunk you won't remember it next day" Hayden told brett "stop it I can't keep rejecting you with harsh words it hurts me you said I kept the imprinting i keep it cuz it doesn't harm others it's only me so please go back to LA" I guess brett is here for Hayden
** I could be wrong at last part cuz may be Hayden is asking brett to leave or take him with him. I actually feel bad for both of them.
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What in the pain was this chapter ... Probably one of my favorites ....
Lots was said ... Like you said, Hayden hugged tightly Brett yet begged him to go back to LA. He told him it hurts him to see Brett hurting himself and calling it a price to pay. He also talked about the memories Brett keeps talking about, how he's not holding onto that fake gaze, that he felt so pathetic that he ran away, he asked him to throw those memories, like he did.
About the bonding, he told him, he didn't break it because it doesn't harm anyone else but if it becomes something lingering to you, I will erase it, so please leave...
The whole chapter was pain, from the kiss moment, when Brett said if Hayden wants to go on a date with other people he'd accept it, Hayden feeling suffocated in his own space with Brett's gift ...
WHAT NOW? Please Brett don't f*CK it up because this feels like goodbye
I think he needs this wake up call.
It’s not that he doesn’t like Hayden, but more the he hasn’t recognized those feelings since he’s never known what they look like so he does what he thinks he has to to show affection but it’s not “true” affection.
Are there better ways of approaching their very complicated relationship? Yeah, but ultimately Brett is going to have to learn how to properly love someone and it has nothing to do with material things (like he’s been taught by his dad).
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This whole chapter was so bittersweet af my tears couldn't stop when brett said about other people involving I m like bro no don't say , Hayden on the other hand is getting hurt for rejecting brett in harsh way possible brett can't understand these emotions these feelings but how he will he has no one to make him understand that and Hayden has brush his hand off making brett understand them in this whole situation Hayden is more prone to feel hurt emotionally due to bonding since it's one sided as well but brett he is feeling like hd can't let Hayden slip away from his hand ? But gettynh drunk and holding brett by neck feels like he regret his he treats brett so he asked him to leave new york and go back to LA i wonder what brett will do now? Is he gonna take Hayden drunk talk as unnecessary rubbish of will take it seriously
He's already taking it extremely seriously, just from the look he has, he's almost stunned, he showed that expression very rarely and it has always been in moments of vulnerability.
What a brilliant writing ... I can't wait for the English version ... (We're so used to classical chasing arcs where everything is superficial, overly dramatic without any essence, that this dialogue came so unexpected yet felt very real)









After drunk talk of Hayden , they slept side by side in morning Hayden trying to touch sleeping brett face only to stop himself, brett was awake then he was leaving without even saying anything but brett stopped Hayden by saying "you are leaving without eating breakfast" Hayden didn't respond , brett told Hayden that " my rut is next week you told me 2 years ago that when my rut comes i should tell you so I m keeping promise without forgetting it comes to me " Hayden left and talking to that pedo victim dude about how actors life shape up by making a life they live it's confusing part but it's related to life and acting scene of them, next scene Hayden talking to scott in video call told scott that brett is in new york and Scott told Hayden "i haven't heard this name in so long" scott about to tell Hayden something but chapter ended.
Honestly I feel Hayden isn't ready to open his heart again for brett and brett trying open up now keeping his promise Hayden is doing his own level of brett has redemption arc. But my brett is baby girl so i forgive him for everything I feel bad for none they needs to compromise some thing like their rigit stubbornness of walls which Hayden created and brett who broke his wall for Hayden and letting him in we might get to see brett in rut next chapter I m excited !!!! I wonder how brett would look in rur
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Hayden is really drawing the line ... Scott will probably say something that will soften him, but what would he say after 2 years... If it's something important and he only deigns saying it 2 years after, everyone will be pissed at Scott again.
Hayden said he loves him but he can't and won't try again and Brett isn't inclined at all to be emotionally vulnerable to Hayden. If anything, Brett isn't amused or smiling anymore, he looks pissed and bitter (even if he subtly manipulated the rut invitation + how he acted as if he was asleep). It's like Brett's brain never stops for a moment.
What will Scott tell seriously ... And please we want Brett's rut next chapter, not the one after (the hiatus ......)
Tbh scott is not my likable character here he hates brett so I don't like him hope he doesn't say anything bad again that Could worse situation between hayden and brett and I know Hayden has soft spots for omegas what if he doesn't go to rut of brett cuz of that brett lose his shit again or finally decide to give Hayden cold shoulders cuz this chapter it feels like a last bait brett is giving Hayden for improving their relationship if he mess up again over talking what scott told him I won't like Hayden for that..... I mean Hayden didn't treat brett right enough in a while and I feel bad for brett.
This story is overall a great one, but I was never too comfortable on how the author handled Scott’s affair with the exchange student (forgot his name right now). It all seemed so one sided, going so far as to exchange student straight up telling him I never thought of you like that then next time they meet he’s trying to apologize and Scott was all like “This is how you know” or something like that (my memory is hazy) and you don’t see them have sex but when Scott announces his pregnancy he’s one of the potential fathers. Anyway, all this to say that Scott mentions an “Angela” who’d “just went to sleep”. I’m assuming that’s his baby? Scott strikes me as the type that would have a baby thinking and hoping it will make his life better. From the little glimpse we saw, it seems like it might have worked for him, so even though he’s not a Brett fan, I’m sure he knows what went down between them and how it’s affected Hayden all this time, so he might not diss Brett because this isn’t about him or Brett, it’s all about Hayden.
Tbh scott affair played well he is like those guys(in real life girls) who gets influenced badly by drugs and all never get a good family environment you can say why scott choose that korean guy over martin (who is drug addict) cuz that guy is just like Hayden I feel he never moved on from Hayden and wanted a guy like Hayden so bad even wanted a guy like him to be father of his child and he hated how brett used him to get Hayden eventually Hayden confronted scott that I m not the type of guy you think , I m sure he wouldn't bad mouth brett at any cost but what if he does he never liked brett and even in season 2 scott was spreading his pheromones for Hayden (which brett sensed but Hayden didn't cuz he was bonded with brett) .... Scott never thinks brett is good partner for Hayden so i think he would tell something negative about brett but gotta wait for next chapter what he will tell him.