these two are my ALL TIME FAVORITE MANHWA COUPLE like they are my comfort couple lmao i love these two sooooo much they're relationship is the best part of the novel.
newaysss time for spoilers!
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- i wanna clear up something first, they don't mention it here in the manhwa but in the novel, it was stated that max ended up staying in her room for 4 days not just one. she let him use her bathroom and everything, gave him food, very domestic stuff lol.
- they also cut a very 'sensual' part ig you could say lol??? where he touches her lips while she's asleep. oh and he also slept on the floor not next to her on her bed.
- if you keep up w the raws you'll know that she will end up 'fake dating' him in order for her father to not marry her to the crown prince lol.
- max is reluctant of course but ultimately agrees as this is his only way to get closer to her before he can reveal that he is the crown prince.
- they have their dates where she takes him to buy clothes, they go eat strawberry cake all that cute stuff.
- when she announces that she is in a relationship w max it's when she attends rose's tea party. mikhail is there he gets jealous yadayada and then they leave to go eat cake lol.
- max is very protective of her since she's very clumsy. there's this one scene where she's cutting roses to host her own tea party and he shows up and sees her holding scissors in her hand and freaks out bc he thinks she'll cut herself. he ends up cutting the roses for her.
- they eat together at her home. sometimes w her dad other times w/o bc he's very busy.
- there's a moment where he has to leave to go to war and he takes her handkerchief w him. she's very sad to know he has to go.
- while he's away juvel kind of goes into a slump?? basically she misses him and feels lonely. she's always worrying about him.
- he returns after 1 or 2 months i'm not sure i don't remember lol. anyways she gets mad at him for not writing her any letters and he feels bad and it's the first time he genuinely apologizes.
- forgot to mention they're in her room when this happens lol and he tries to leave after she falls asleep but her hand grabs his wrist and he ends up staying. he sleeps on the floor (again lol) w her hand intertwined w her own.
- they attend another ball but it wasn't that important lol
- after that she starts to REALLY fall for him but she thinks that it'll only burden him bc she still thinks that her father wants to marry her off to the crown prince.
- at this point max is completely head over heels in love w her.
- there's this incident that happens w mikhail and max ends up saving her and once they get in the carriage he confesses that he's in love w her.
- she's very shocked at first and tells him if he could give her some time to think about her answer. he's reluctant at first but agrees.
- she tells him that she'll give him an answer after the princess' coming-of-age ceremony.
- there's this cute moment where he gifts her some hairpins and puts them on her himself. he says that it was hard to hold back from trying not to kiss her in that moment bc he told her to close her eyes. he didn't want to scare her away.
i'll add another part later!! my computer is about to die brb!! ヾ(☆▽☆)
these two are my ALL TIME FAVORITE MANHWA COUPLE like they are my comfort couple lmao i love these two sooooo much they're relationship is the best part of the novel.
newaysss time for spoilers!
_
- i wanna clear up something first, they don't mention it here in the manhwa but in the novel, it was stated that max ended up staying in her room for 4 days not just one. she let him use her bathroom and everything, gave him food, very domestic stuff lol.
- they also cut a very 'sensual' part ig you could say lol??? where he touches her lips while she's asleep. oh and he also slept on the floor not next to her on her bed.
- if you keep up w the raws you'll know that she will end up 'fake dating' him in order for her father to not marry her to the crown prince lol.
- max is reluctant of course but ultimately agrees as this is his only way to get closer to her before he can reveal that he is the crown prince.
- they have their dates where she takes him to buy clothes, they go eat strawberry cake all that cute stuff.
- when she announces that she is in a relationship w max it's when she attends rose's tea party. mikhail is there he gets jealous yadayada and then they leave to go eat cake lol.
- max is very protective of her since she's very clumsy. there's this one scene where she's cutting roses to host her own tea party and he shows up and sees her holding scissors in her hand and freaks out bc he thinks she'll cut herself. he ends up cutting the roses for her.
- they eat together at her home. sometimes w her dad other times w/o bc he's very busy.
- there's a moment where he has to leave to go to war and he takes her handkerchief w him. she's very sad to know he has to go.
- while he's away juvel kind of goes into a slump?? basically she misses him and feels lonely. she's always worrying about him.
- he returns after 1 or 2 months i'm not sure i don't remember lol. anyways she gets mad at him for not writing her any letters and he feels bad and it's the first time he genuinely apologizes.
- forgot to mention they're in her room when this happens lol and he tries to leave after she falls asleep but her hand grabs his wrist and he ends up staying. he sleeps on the floor (again lol) w her hand intertwined w her own.
- they attend another ball but it wasn't that important lol
- after that she starts to REALLY fall for him but she thinks that it'll only burden him bc she still thinks that her father wants to marry her off to the crown prince.
- at this point max is completely head over heels in love w her.
- there's this incident that happens w mikhail and max ends up saving her and once they get in the carriage he confesses that he's in love w her.
- she's very shocked at first and tells him if he could give her some time to think about her answer. he's reluctant at first but agrees.
- she tells him that she'll give him an answer after the princess' coming-of-age ceremony.
- there's this cute moment where he gifts her some hairpins and puts them on her himself. he says that it was hard to hold back from trying not to kiss her in that moment bc he told her to close her eyes. he didn't want to scare her away.
i'll add another part later!! my computer is about to die brb!! ヾ(☆▽☆)
SPOILER
the princess' full name is Beatrice Evelyn Hachette and she is Max's half sister.
so i just wanna say right now that beatrice is in my top 5 favorite characters in this novel/manhwa.
she may be the princess of the empire but she's very useless in her father and mothers eyes since she's a girl.
her mom is very abusive, not physically but verbally. she's always yelling at her for not doing much, just sitting around drinking tea instead of trying to impress her father.
always yelling at her saying she wished she was a boy, that if she was a boy her life (the empress) would be a lot easier since that way she could also fight for succession rights.
this obviously makes beatrice feel unworthy/useless all negative thoughts.
she meets juvellian when she visits the temple. at first she's very wary of juvellian but after their second meeting she wants to become friends w her.
they talk and she realizes she relates to juvel very much.
when they first met, juvellian was not aware that she was talking to the princess up until their third meeting, beatrice's coming-of-age ceremony.
beatrice was very happy to finally be able to openly be friends w juvellian. juvellian was a little reluctant at first but realized that it was better to be friends w the 'heroine' of the novel.
_
- they become besties lol and beatrice realizes that if max and juvel get married that would make her and juvel sister-in-laws and that makes her very happy.
- Max and Beatrice ABSOLUTELY ADORE juvellian, like these two are always fighting for her attention it's so cute.
- juvel was the bridge that helped fix their relationship because before they were very hostile towards each other.
- max and her have a very typical siblings relationship, they bicker a lot but they do care for each other in the end.
- once max becomes the emperor he gives her the title of grand duke/duchess which is usually only given to princes not princesses.
- mikhail does try to get w her again but only to use her so he can rise in power so he can kidnap/capture juvellian for himself, obviously beatrice could not care less about him.
- she does end up w someone and his name is Victor/Kaylen, he is one of max's subordinates (he is mentioned in chapter 24 of the manhwa).
- they're relationship is so cute, like he's such a himbo and she's kinda like the 'dominant' one i guess you could say in their relationship. it's super cute.
- in the special chapters it's revealed that her and victor gave birth to a baby boy named patrick and he has red hair and red eyes. (both her and victor have red eyes and beatrice is a redhead)
- forgot to mention she is also a very powerful magician but i'll let the manhwa explain that bc it's very complicated lol
if you have any more questions about her feel free to ask!! i'll be posting some spoilers on max and juvel's relationship soon!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
SPOILER
the princess' full name is Beatrice Evelyn Hachette and she is Max's half sister.
so i just wanna say right now that beatrice is in my top 5 favorite characters in this novel/manhwa.
she may be the princess of the empire but she's very useless in her father and mothers eyes since she's a girl.
her mom is very abusive, not physically but verbally. she's always yelling at her for not doing much, just sitting around drinking tea instead of trying to impress her father.
always yelling at her saying she wished she was a boy, that if she was a boy her life (the empress) would be a lot easier since that way she could also fight for succession rights.
this obviously makes beatrice feel unworthy/useless all negative thoughts.
she meets juvellian when she visits the temple. at first she's very wary of juvellian but after their second meeting she wants to become friends w her.
they talk and she realizes she relates to juvel very much.
when they first met, juvellian was not aware that she was talking to the princess up until their third meeting, beatrice's coming-of-age ceremony.
beatrice was very happy to finally be able to openly be friends w juvellian. juvellian was a little reluctant at first but realized that it was better to be friends w the 'heroine' of the novel.
_
- they become besties lol and beatrice realizes that if max and juvel get married that would make her and juvel sister-in-laws and that makes her very happy.
- Max and Beatrice ABSOLUTELY ADORE juvellian, like these two are always fighting for her attention it's so cute.
- juvel was the bridge that helped fix their relationship because before they were very hostile towards each other.
- max and her have a very typical siblings relationship, they bicker a lot but they do care for each other in the end.
- once max becomes the emperor he gives her the title of grand duke/duchess which is usually only given to princes not princesses.
- mikhail does try to get w her again but only to use her so he can rise in power so he can kidnap/capture juvellian for himself, obviously beatrice could not care less about him.
- she does end up w someone and his name is Victor/Kaylen, he is one of max's subordinates (he is mentioned in chapter 24 of the manhwa).
- they're relationship is so cute, like he's such a himbo and she's kinda like the 'dominant' one i guess you could say in their relationship. it's super cute.
- in the special chapters it's revealed that her and victor gave birth to a baby boy named patrick and he has red hair and red eyes. (both her and victor have red eyes and beatrice is a redhead)
- forgot to mention she is also a very powerful magician but i'll let the manhwa explain that bc it's very complicated lol
if you have any more questions about her feel free to ask!! i'll be posting some spoilers on max and juvel's relationship soon!! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
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for those who have read my other spoiler topics, this is what happened when juvel was 5/6??. the memories that were erased from her mind.
THIS IS DIRECTLY FROM THE NOVEL
ENJOY READING!!
[ Somehow, I heard a familiar song. I overcame the flood and lifted my eyelids hard.
<Wake up.>
I saw a woman staring at me with a queer face. At that moment, goosebumps sprang up.
'How could that person be here?'
As I pinched my cheek, thinking if I was dreaming, she looked at me with an irritated glance.
<Are you going to stop listening again?>
<Mother?>
At my call, she crunched her eyebrows, looked at me, and opened her mouth.
<Now go back to your room.>
I looked around at the saying that it was my room and was amazed.
'Is this home*? How can I be here?'
(*the one she's talking about here is the one where Viscountess Ronnel lives, her aunt or geraldines mom)
It was when I was looking around in surprise. Soon a person familiar with sight came in, and I happily tried to call him.
<Ah, eup!>
But before long, my mouth was shut and I couldn't make any noise.
<Don't say anything. Not yet, okay?>
At that, I nodded carefully. Then she lifted her hand and gently stroked my head.
<You're good.>
I laughed heartily at her compliment in an awkward tone. Before long, when Daddy was not visible, she got up. Then she held my hand and said.
<I will take you to the room.>
At that, I nodded softly. Before long she said quietly.
<Keep in mind. The man running around at night is not your dad. So, don't ignore me and stay next to me.>
'No, it was definitely my dad.'
That was when I was wondering. She grabbed my hand.
<Let's go.>
'Mom is quite tall, no, am I getting smaller?'
As a result, there was a unique feeling of a child with small hands and voice.
<Duchess, did you cough?>
And Mrs., Mrs. Perez's young face. It was only then that I realized that I had returned to the past.
*** (OTHER STUFF HAPPENS IN BETWEEN THESE BREAKS BUT IM ONLY ADDING THE PARTS OF HER LOST MEMORIES)
<Juvel.>
I stared at my dad at the sound of calling me. A very handsome man with silver hair and blue eyes. It was a perfect formative beauty that could not be imagined that there would be a face that resembled it.
'No matter how I look, it's my Dad, but why does my mother do that?'
However, my mother's reaction caught my heart, so I kept looking at my Daddy. Then Dad sighed and took the hand he had in his pocket. I was nervous to see his fists clenched.
'What?'
I was staring at the hand with tension, but before long, my Dad's palm opened and my eyes lit up.
'It's stick candy!'
It was a lollipop that I couldn't see when I was growing up, but I was drooling as soon as I saw it, although I may be a child now. Dad looking at me took off the packaging and handed it to me.
<Okay, I want to get it.>
I took the candy and put it in my mouth. I became happy when the sweet taste came into my mouth, which I had been tense for all the time.
'Ah, it's delicious.'
Dad naturally hugged me and smiled gently. Then he wiped my mouth with his sleeves and said.
<My princess, did you like the candy taste so much?>
I tilted my head looking at my dad.
'Well, it sure sounds a little weird for Daddy.'
***
'Surely eating sweets makes me feel good.'
It was when I was sitting on my Dad's lap munching on candy.
<Lord.>
Mrs. Perez spoke with a serious face, bowing her head to my Daddy.
<Your wife was with the young lady again today.>
At those words, Dad said, stiffening his face.
<Go back.>
As Mrs. Perez stepped back, my Dad looked at me step by step. In time he sighed with a complex face.
<Fuha.>
I sighed the same way and followed the action, and my dad smiled and patted my head with a big hand. When I was smiling because of the good touch, my Daddy said in a slightly bitter voice.
<Juvel, your mom is sick. So you have to give her a rest.>
<Where is it painful?>
<Heart.>
<Why is her heart?>
Daddy answered my question with a darkened face.
<Because your Daddy is a bad person, he have done a lot of wrong things with your mother.>
I was only six years old and I couldn't understand the words. However, 'I' , who has been looking at my Dad for a long time, can see that his face is similar to that of sometimes avoiding my gaze.
'What happened with my mother?'
Then, I stroked my dad's head. Then I smiled softly and said.
<No, Daddy's nice.>
Then Dad opened his eyes wide as if surprised. And 'I' was also surprised by my boldness when I was young, so I was deceived.
'Patting my Dad's head, what the hell did I do? Was I really like that?'
But there was a word out of my mouth that was different from 'my' will.
<So she'll forgive you, too. I've been listening to her lately, so she smiles a lot.>
My Daddy looked at me with trembling eyes and answered bitterly.
<I just want your mother to be healthy again.>
At the words, I stared at my father.
'You look gloomy.'
Then I committed another sudden act.
<Do you want this?>
'No, what if I told you to eat the candy with saliva?'
When I was embarrassed by that nonsense, I remembered what I was thinking.
'It's a shame, but it's not a waste because I'm giving it to my dad.'
I think I was trying to cheer him up by giving him the best thing I had at the time.
'But it's not a matter of courtesy to give what you're eating.'
"I" was ashamed of my behavior that was deviating from common sense. Soon after Juvel, Dad shook his head at the candy.
<Thank you, Daddy doesn't like sweets very much. So you can eat my share.>
A euphemistic refusal, but the young child smiled and put the candy in her mouth, as if she was happy that she didn't have to give it to him. Then I began to crunch the candy and chew it. My Daddy looked at me with surprise and spoke quietly.
<It must be... Really delicious.>
I hugged my dad and whispered in his ear, for if he had noticed a little.
<Do you trust me, Dad?>
Dad slowly turned his head off at my words, and I hugged him and said...
<My mom will be healthy for sure! So don't be sad, okay?>
Soon I, a young girl who knows nothing of the circumstances of her elders, will give him the best I can. When I patted my Daddy on the back with my small hand, he answered in a dark voice.
<Yes, she will be.>
***
I guess it wasn't a lie to say that I was playing on a horse. Because I was sitting on my dad's shoulder just now.
<Hahahaha!>
Originally, if it was 'I', it was a situation that I couldn't handle because I was embarrassed, but as a child I laughed calmly at what was so fun.
<Lord, the refreshments are ready.>
Soon, as my dad put me down in front of the table, I was eating a cake with a fork and staring at him and asked.
<Daddy, does the prince really live in the Imperial Palace?>
<Yes.>
<Is he tall? Riding a white horse?>
<No, but why are you asking about the prince?>
When asked with an uncomfortable face, I replied without hesitation.
<I am going to marry him.>
Even I dropped a fork to see if my Dad was embarrassed by the sudden words.
<Daddy, I dropped it.>
As I pointed my finger at Dad's fork and said, he sighed and gestured to me. I understood it and climbed onto my Dad's lap.
<Why did you think of marrying such a budding yellow kid, no, the prince?>
Then I replied as if it were natural.
<That's because I am a princess!>
Everyone has a dark history, but I'm the only one watching this from a first-person perspective. As I was feeling shame, I heard my dad's voice full of disappointment.
<You said you were going to marry me...>
The original 'me' would have had a pupil earthquake, but the young I laughed, kissed my dad's cheek, and whispered in his ear.
<Then, I'll marry my dad too!>
To send a public check that I can't even keep... Young me was really unusual. At that time, Derek entered the parlor.
<Lordd, a messenger came from the Imperial Palace.>
At that, my dad put me down and ordered Derek with a firm face.
<I'll be coming soon, so I'll take care of Juvelian.>
I wanted to hold my Dad's hand and tell him not to go. But I had to look at the back of my dad as he left the room holding me in his arms.
***
After my Dad was called to the Imperial Palace, the young I was sitting in the room without power.
'When will Dad come?'
As it was now, the emperor seemed to push my Daddy back at this time. And I drew a sulky and ugly monster on the paper as if I knew it as a child. There was a crown on the monster's head. It was when I was sitting on the floor scribbling on paper.
<What are you doing here?>
My Daddy's voice was so bright that I crept towards the door. It was then.
<Regis, you must be right today.>
Unlike usual, I could hear my Mommy's voice of relief. Then my Daddy sighed and said calmly.
<Amelia, go back to your room and sleep.>
When she was asked to go back to her room, she asked in a voice of astonishment.
<What?>
<I told you. Until your symptoms get better...>
At that moment, my Mom's voice dropped sharply.
<I'm not crazy! Why don't you believe me?>
Then came Dad's voice, which came out in a soothing soft tone.
<Amelia, that's not what I meant. You know...>
But my mom screamed because she was feverish.
<No, I don't know. And don't you remember what happened before? Say I'm crazy. It's your fault!>
Soon Dad answered in a desperate voice.
<I'm really sorry. Even if you hate me, I understand...>
<What do you understand? You were indifferent to me. Do you know what I was feeling because of you who didn't come to see my newborn baby?>
<I said there was a situation.>
<So what is the situation?>
Dad opened his mouth while indulging.
<I can't say that. But I promise you this. My wife is you, my successor is Juvelian...>
At that moment,'jjaak' I heard a sound. I was surprised by the sound, looked out the door, and flinched. Mom's palms were dyed red, and dad's cheeks were turned.
<Why can't you tell me? Am I even your wife? Your words say my daughter is the successor, but who knows? You'll pass it all over to a boy born from another woman!>
<Amelia, I swear I will never...!>
<Don't you ever come near my daughter! You are the one who is dangerous to the child now, Regis!>
At that, Dad sighed and replied.
<We both seem to be overly excited, so let's talk next time. Let's take a break today.>
<No, I won't go until you're gone. If you're going to go, go with her!>
At my Mom's voice, I went into the closet and crouched. Soon after I was young, I thought.
'When will Mom and Dad make up? I wish we could get along.'
And 'I,' who knew the answer, was filled with bitterness.
* * *
How many days have passed since mom and dad fought? My mom sneaked up on me and told me.
<Shall we play hide-and-seek?>
I stared at my Mommy, who suggested to play hide-and-seek.
'Why are we trying to hide and seek?'
Looking back and looking back, I was able to find out a few things I didn't know. The most surprising of all was that my depressed Mom hit me and left me when I was younger. Perhaps that's why she had a tendency to bother me until now.
However, the strange thing was that these days, she tries to be next to me as if she is obsessed with me at night.
<Why?>
The little one asked me naively, and my Mommy answered calmly.
<Because I want to play at that time. So if I tell you to hide, you have to hide. All right?>
The voice of someone telling her daughter to play was dry. But still, I guess I loved her. Seeing that the interest she gave me was so good. I hugged my Mom and said, nodding my head.
<Yes! I'll listen to my mom very well!>
She looked at me with trembling eyes and bit her lips. Then she muttered straightly.
<Never come out until I say I found you. Okay?>
There was a faint mixture of crying in her voice. 'I' stared at her with my young gaze. Contrary to what I thought, her eyes were clear and straight.
'Why are you so obsessed with me?'
Suddenly I wanted to understand her.
***
When my dad didn't come home for a few days, my mom didn't want my attention and didn't come out of her room. And the one who took care of me was my family's vassal, my maternal uncle and aunt.
<Hah, to say that Amelia is still suffering from such a ridiculous delusion, is she taking medicine?>
Mrs. Perez replied with a face saying that she was reluctant to ask.
<Yes.>
<Do not forget, make sure to give her medicine at night. It's a big deal if she do crap again.>
It was when I was paying attention to the serious appearance that wasn't like my Aunt who always showed only pleasant appearances. When I made eye contact, she made Mrs. Perez go away and smiled brightly.
<My little girl, we should go to bed early, so we get taller. If you go to bed late, you will stop there.>
At the words of my aunt, I pouted my mouth.
<Don't lie. Dean* sleeps early, but he's not very tall!>
(*Geraldine's nickname, before I made it as Din but Dean is more eye-pleasing)
Suddenly he pulled in himself, and I saw Geraldine in fit of rage.
<Hey, my height is average among my peers. And when I grow up, I'll be bigger!>
<But you're smaller than Todd.>
Geraldine said with blush when I mentioned Todd, who was a trainee at the time.
<You, you! You'll never get married if you choose such mean words!>
I answered with my tongue sticking out.
<It's okay, I'm not going to get married and live with my dad! Dean can't get married later if he's so short and weak.>
Then Geraldine cried and said to my Aunt.
<Mother, Juvelian is not getting married!>
In time, my aunt laughed and said.
<Pft, hahahaha! I told you last time that cousins cannot marry under imperial law! Yah, you just got dumped!>
After all, she really looked like my aunt. And Geraldine was soon mad about whether he was even more hurt by her look.
<Mother, I hate you! Boohoohoo*.>
(*he's crying loudly, okay?)
I looked at him patheticly for a while, and when I realized something, I sighed.
'Oh, my God, I'm Geraldine's first love.'
It was when we were thinking that it would be better to forget because it would only be a dark past for each other.
<I'll put our crybaby to sleep, so take the little girl to her room.>
At my aunt's instructions, the maid held my hand and said...
<Come with me, lady.>
When I arrived at my room, the maid dressed me up for my pajamas.
<Is Daddy not coming again today?>
The maid answered my question with a smile.
<I said he'd come either today or tomorrow, so he'll be here soon.>
<Okay.>
The maid said, putting a nightcap on my head.
<Don't worry and have sweet dreams, lady.>
<Yes, good night, Becky.>
So I lay in bed and tried to fall asleep. But strangely, I couldn't sleep.
'It's too dark.'
Then, I heard a faint voice.
<Hide tight.>
It was my Mommy's voice. I hurriedly hid myself in the closet. Soon after, I could hear footsteps, and I looked through the door of the slightly opened closet and watched who was coming in.
'Oh? It's Daddy!'
I reflexively opened the closet door and flinched as I tried to run out.
'No, I promised to be quiet until my mom said I found me.'
Before long, Dad came slowly in front of my bed. Little I was looking at my dad's face, holding back laughter. But 'I' couldn't laugh.
'That expression is the same as that day.'
During the hunting competition, my dad was staring at the bed where I was sleeping with those eyes that felt a weird sense of foreignness.
'Is the emperor...?'
It was when 'I' had such doubts.
<Don't move!>
A woman with a cracked voice and messy hair shouted, pointing her sword at my father.
<Who the hell are you?>
Unlike her trembling voice, her eyes were clear that day. I guffed my saliva as I watched the two in confrontation. My dad, who had been in such a state before, treated me with emotionlessness like a robot and felt confused for a moment.
'How will you react this time?'
It was the time I was watching my parents. Dad opened his mouth.
<Where are you?>
His voice was like a robot to the point where I got goosebumps. Instead of answering, she only pushed the sword end further towards the neck of my father.
<For now, get out of my daughter's room.>
Dad opened his mouth staring at my Mom with a blank stare without any disturbance.
<Where did you hide my "dearest person?">
At him, my Mom shouted.
<Regis! Please, come back to me! Can you hear me?>
There was a faint cry in my mother's voice. It was then. Dad's hand shined blue.
Quazzik!
There wasn't even a small scratch on my Daddy's hand, who crushed the blade with his bare hands. The moment my Mom opened her eyes, Dad pulled her hand that held the sword and held her.
<Let me go!>
Mom shuddered and tried to shake her hand, but Dad opened his mouth as he stared at her with his eyes still feeling nothing.
<I asked where she was.>
The terrified mother and the unfamiliar father were more frightening than when they were fighting.
'Please come and stop them!'
However, no one of the employees was coming here, perhaps because they got used to the arguments of my parents.
'It can't be like this.'
The young I, who wanted my mom and dad to get along well, couldn't overcome the urge and ran out of the closet.
<Daddy, stop it. Huh?>
I thought that if I stopped my dad, it would come back to the original state. But my dad just stared at me with an expressionless face. It was when my dad was thinking about why. Only the tail of his mouth rose slightly on my expressionless dad's face.
<Found.>
I'm sure I've always seen my dad, but I was scared of the face that looked like he was wearing a mask. At that moment, my mother, who turned pale in daylight, screamed and called me.
<Jubelian! No! Run for it!>
I couldn't take it off without realizing it. Dad grabbed my collar and lifted it up as if he were grabbing something.
<Daddy, it hurts!>
I cried and struggled, but my dad just muttered, staring at me with eerie eyes.
<According to the command, a precious being...>
I was afraid of that appearance, so I called him with tears.
<Daddy!>
At that moment, Dad stared at me, distorting his forehead.
<Juvel... Lian?>
It was when I read the confusion in those eyes.
Kwajangchang!
The vase that hit my Daddy's head broke with a loud noise. There was bleeding from my head, but my dad's change was just a little loosening his hand holding my clothes. But my mom didn't miss the gap and ran at him and pulled me out.
<Go ahead!>
At the moment, the young I was overwhelmed by vague fear and left without hesitation. Despite the uproar, none of the employees have come forward. In a way, it was natural. It was common for the Duke couple to raise their voices in the house. I was terrified when I didn't see anyone to help.
'How come there's no one here?'
Then I saw two people standing in their employee's clothes and talking.
<Who shall we do?>
<Well, anyway, we'll be standing by and we'll get rid of the duke.>
Soon after they found me, they closed their mouths. Theie eyes were very cold, but I couldn't have noticed it. Because in my little head, I only saw my mom and dad fighting.
<Daddy's fighting with mommy. Come on, stop him!>
They nodded their heads and laughed in a friendly way at what I said with tears.
<You wait here quietly. Got it? >
***
How long would you have waited for them to believe? I was worried and couldn't stand it.
'You're not fighting by now, right?'
It was her who was terrifying to me at times, but she was still my mother. I was hoping she would reconcile with my dad as soon as possible.
'Yes, it will be okay if I secretly look at them.'
When I went back to their room, what I saw in my eyes was red.
<Juvel...Lian...>
They were two bodies in the clothes of a soldier, a bleeding and fallen mother, and a father standing with a bloody sword. When I was scared, my Mommy reached out and called me.
<Baby.>
Her appearance and this situation were scary, so I burst into tears. She stared at me and said...
<Forget it.>
Soon she closed her eyes helplessly.
<Mommy, Mommy!>
I called her, but the answer didn't come back. At that time, I saw my bloody dad wailing and crying. A child who heard a roar like a beast thought that my dad was scared. And whether this reality was overwhelming, I felt my body lose strength.
'Yes, this would be a nightmare.'
Then, I saw my Daddy's face through my closing eyes.
<Jubel!>
Soon I closed my eyes, and the "my" ceremony was also darkened.
***
When I opened my eyes again, I was on my bed.
'Am I back?'
I looked around because I wanted to return to the original world, and for a while, my small body moved regardless of my will.
'It's still the past.'
Realizing that, I watched my young behavior again. I was looking back and forth in my room looking for the blood that I saw that day.
'None.'
Smiling wide in relief, I immediately ran to my Mom's room.
<Mommy!>
In the spacious room, however, Mrs. Perez, dressed in black and silver, stood in tears instead of her mother.
<Oh, lady. When did you wake up?>
Soon she reached out her hand to me and said...
<Let's say good-bye to your mother.>
I didn't even know what it meant to say goodbye, but when I heard that I could meet my mother, I followed her. Soon, when we arrived at the temple in our territory, we saw familiar people gathered. And as soon as they saw me, they showed signs of embarrassment.
<Where's my mom?>
My question hardened everyone's face. I felt strange and headed to the place where there were so many boxes of white lilies. When I saw my Mommy surrounded by flowers there, I was puzzled.
<Why are you sleeping here?>
As a child, I reached out to my Mom and was appalled by the cold sensation. Come to think of it, the weather was pretty chilly.
'I'm going to catch a cold.'
I hurried to take off my coat and put it on my Mom's body. It was then.
<Who brought Juvelian?>
A frightening cold voice hardened my body. As I turned my head, I saw my Dad's face crumpled. The glare on his face, which had become rickety, was similar to the lifeless look I had seen in a bloody dream.
<Ahhhh! No!>
Unknowingly screaming, Dad tried to approach me with a look of embarrassment.
<Jubel...!>
But the image overlapped with my Dad in the terrible nightmare who was holding the bloody sword. I began to struggle with fear.
<Don't come, I'm scared!>
How many seizures did I have? My Dad, who looked at me with a pale face, turned around.
<I'm sorry.>
I've lost my mind again after a game. ]
after that she woke up and that's when her and regis talk and it's a very emotional scene *CRIES* this was super long LMAO (〜￣△￣)〜
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for those who have read my other spoiler topics, this is what happened when juvel was 5/6??. the memories that were erased from her mind.
THIS IS DIRECTLY FROM THE NOVEL
ENJOY READING!!
[ Somehow, I heard a familiar song. I overcame the flood and lifted my eyelids hard.
<Wake up.>
I saw a woman staring at me with a queer face. At that moment, goosebumps sprang up.
'How could that person be here?'
As I pinched my cheek, thinking if I was dreaming, she looked at me with an irritated glance.
<Are you going to stop listening again?>
<Mother?>
At my call, she crunched her eyebrows, looked at me, and opened her mouth.
<Now go back to your room.>
I looked around at the saying that it was my room and was amazed.
'Is this home*? How can I be here?'
(*the one she's talking about here is the one where Viscountess Ronnel lives, her aunt or geraldines mom)
It was when I was looking around in surprise. Soon a person familiar with sight came in, and I happily tried to call him.
<Ah, eup!>
But before long, my mouth was shut and I couldn't make any noise.
<Don't say anything. Not yet, okay?>
At that, I nodded carefully. Then she lifted her hand and gently stroked my head.
<You're good.>
I laughed heartily at her compliment in an awkward tone. Before long, when Daddy was not visible, she got up. Then she held my hand and said.
<I will take you to the room.>
At that, I nodded softly. Before long she said quietly.
<Keep in mind. The man running around at night is not your dad. So, don't ignore me and stay next to me.>
'No, it was definitely my dad.'
That was when I was wondering. She grabbed my hand.
<Let's go.>
'Mom is quite tall, no, am I getting smaller?'
As a result, there was a unique feeling of a child with small hands and voice.
<Duchess, did you cough?>
And Mrs., Mrs. Perez's young face. It was only then that I realized that I had returned to the past.
*** (OTHER STUFF HAPPENS IN BETWEEN THESE BREAKS BUT IM ONLY ADDING THE PARTS OF HER LOST MEMORIES)
<Juvel.>
I stared at my dad at the sound of calling me. A very handsome man with silver hair and blue eyes. It was a perfect formative beauty that could not be imagined that there would be a face that resembled it.
'No matter how I look, it's my Dad, but why does my mother do that?'
However, my mother's reaction caught my heart, so I kept looking at my Daddy. Then Dad sighed and took the hand he had in his pocket. I was nervous to see his fists clenched.
'What?'
I was staring at the hand with tension, but before long, my Dad's palm opened and my eyes lit up.
'It's stick candy!'
It was a lollipop that I couldn't see when I was growing up, but I was drooling as soon as I saw it, although I may be a child now. Dad looking at me took off the packaging and handed it to me.
<Okay, I want to get it.>
I took the candy and put it in my mouth. I became happy when the sweet taste came into my mouth, which I had been tense for all the time.
'Ah, it's delicious.'
Dad naturally hugged me and smiled gently. Then he wiped my mouth with his sleeves and said.
<My princess, did you like the candy taste so much?>
I tilted my head looking at my dad.
'Well, it sure sounds a little weird for Daddy.'
***
'Surely eating sweets makes me feel good.'
It was when I was sitting on my Dad's lap munching on candy.
<Lord.>
Mrs. Perez spoke with a serious face, bowing her head to my Daddy.
<Your wife was with the young lady again today.>
At those words, Dad said, stiffening his face.
<Go back.>
As Mrs. Perez stepped back, my Dad looked at me step by step. In time he sighed with a complex face.
<Fuha.>
I sighed the same way and followed the action, and my dad smiled and patted my head with a big hand. When I was smiling because of the good touch, my Daddy said in a slightly bitter voice.
<Juvel, your mom is sick. So you have to give her a rest.>
<Where is it painful?>
<Heart.>
<Why is her heart?>
Daddy answered my question with a darkened face.
<Because your Daddy is a bad person, he have done a lot of wrong things with your mother.>
I was only six years old and I couldn't understand the words. However, 'I' , who has been looking at my Dad for a long time, can see that his face is similar to that of sometimes avoiding my gaze.
'What happened with my mother?'
Then, I stroked my dad's head. Then I smiled softly and said.
<No, Daddy's nice.>
Then Dad opened his eyes wide as if surprised. And 'I' was also surprised by my boldness when I was young, so I was deceived.
'Patting my Dad's head, what the hell did I do? Was I really like that?'
But there was a word out of my mouth that was different from 'my' will.
<So she'll forgive you, too. I've been listening to her lately, so she smiles a lot.>
My Daddy looked at me with trembling eyes and answered bitterly.
<I just want your mother to be healthy again.>
At the words, I stared at my father.
'You look gloomy.'
Then I committed another sudden act.
<Do you want this?>
'No, what if I told you to eat the candy with saliva?'
When I was embarrassed by that nonsense, I remembered what I was thinking.
'It's a shame, but it's not a waste because I'm giving it to my dad.'
I think I was trying to cheer him up by giving him the best thing I had at the time.
'But it's not a matter of courtesy to give what you're eating.'
"I" was ashamed of my behavior that was deviating from common sense. Soon after Juvel, Dad shook his head at the candy.
<Thank you, Daddy doesn't like sweets very much. So you can eat my share.>
A euphemistic refusal, but the young child smiled and put the candy in her mouth, as if she was happy that she didn't have to give it to him. Then I began to crunch the candy and chew it. My Daddy looked at me with surprise and spoke quietly.
<It must be... Really delicious.>
I hugged my dad and whispered in his ear, for if he had noticed a little.
<Do you trust me, Dad?>
Dad slowly turned his head off at my words, and I hugged him and said...
<My mom will be healthy for sure! So don't be sad, okay?>
Soon I, a young girl who knows nothing of the circumstances of her elders, will give him the best I can. When I patted my Daddy on the back with my small hand, he answered in a dark voice.
<Yes, she will be.>
***
I guess it wasn't a lie to say that I was playing on a horse. Because I was sitting on my dad's shoulder just now.
<Hahahaha!>
Originally, if it was 'I', it was a situation that I couldn't handle because I was embarrassed, but as a child I laughed calmly at what was so fun.
<Lord, the refreshments are ready.>
Soon, as my dad put me down in front of the table, I was eating a cake with a fork and staring at him and asked.
<Daddy, does the prince really live in the Imperial Palace?>
<Yes.>
<Is he tall? Riding a white horse?>
<No, but why are you asking about the prince?>
When asked with an uncomfortable face, I replied without hesitation.
<I am going to marry him.>
Even I dropped a fork to see if my Dad was embarrassed by the sudden words.
<Daddy, I dropped it.>
As I pointed my finger at Dad's fork and said, he sighed and gestured to me. I understood it and climbed onto my Dad's lap.
<Why did you think of marrying such a budding yellow kid, no, the prince?>
Then I replied as if it were natural.
<That's because I am a princess!>
Everyone has a dark history, but I'm the only one watching this from a first-person perspective. As I was feeling shame, I heard my dad's voice full of disappointment.
<You said you were going to marry me...>
The original 'me' would have had a pupil earthquake, but the young I laughed, kissed my dad's cheek, and whispered in his ear.
<Then, I'll marry my dad too!>
To send a public check that I can't even keep... Young me was really unusual. At that time, Derek entered the parlor.
<Lordd, a messenger came from the Imperial Palace.>
At that, my dad put me down and ordered Derek with a firm face.
<I'll be coming soon, so I'll take care of Juvelian.>
I wanted to hold my Dad's hand and tell him not to go. But I had to look at the back of my dad as he left the room holding me in his arms.
***
After my Dad was called to the Imperial Palace, the young I was sitting in the room without power.
'When will Dad come?'
As it was now, the emperor seemed to push my Daddy back at this time. And I drew a sulky and ugly monster on the paper as if I knew it as a child. There was a crown on the monster's head. It was when I was sitting on the floor scribbling on paper.
<What are you doing here?>
My Daddy's voice was so bright that I crept towards the door. It was then.
<Regis, you must be right today.>
Unlike usual, I could hear my Mommy's voice of relief. Then my Daddy sighed and said calmly.
<Amelia, go back to your room and sleep.>
When she was asked to go back to her room, she asked in a voice of astonishment.
<What?>
<I told you. Until your symptoms get better...>
At that moment, my Mom's voice dropped sharply.
<I'm not crazy! Why don't you believe me?>
Then came Dad's voice, which came out in a soothing soft tone.
<Amelia, that's not what I meant. You know...>
But my mom screamed because she was feverish.
<No, I don't know. And don't you remember what happened before? Say I'm crazy. It's your fault!>
Soon Dad answered in a desperate voice.
<I'm really sorry. Even if you hate me, I understand...>
<What do you understand? You were indifferent to me. Do you know what I was feeling because of you who didn't come to see my newborn baby?>
<I said there was a situation.>
<So what is the situation?>
Dad opened his mouth while indulging.
<I can't say that. But I promise you this. My wife is you, my successor is Juvelian...>
At that moment,'jjaak' I heard a sound. I was surprised by the sound, looked out the door, and flinched. Mom's palms were dyed red, and dad's cheeks were turned.
<Why can't you tell me? Am I even your wife? Your words say my daughter is the successor, but who knows? You'll pass it all over to a boy born from another woman!>
<Amelia, I swear I will never...!>
<Don't you ever come near my daughter! You are the one who is dangerous to the child now, Regis!>
At that, Dad sighed and replied.
<We both seem to be overly excited, so let's talk next time. Let's take a break today.>
<No, I won't go until you're gone. If you're going to go, go with her!>
At my Mom's voice, I went into the closet and crouched. Soon after I was young, I thought.
'When will Mom and Dad make up? I wish we could get along.'
And 'I,' who knew the answer, was filled with bitterness.
* * *
How many days have passed since mom and dad fought? My mom sneaked up on me and told me.
<Shall we play hide-and-seek?>
I stared at my Mommy, who suggested to play hide-and-seek.
'Why are we trying to hide and seek?'
Looking back and looking back, I was able to find out a few things I didn't know. The most surprising of all was that my depressed Mom hit me and left me when I was younger. Perhaps that's why she had a tendency to bother me until now.
However, the strange thing was that these days, she tries to be next to me as if she is obsessed with me at night.
<Why?>
The little one asked me naively, and my Mommy answered calmly.
<Because I want to play at that time. So if I tell you to hide, you have to hide. All right?>
The voice of someone telling her daughter to play was dry. But still, I guess I loved her. Seeing that the interest she gave me was so good. I hugged my Mom and said, nodding my head.
<Yes! I'll listen to my mom very well!>
She looked at me with trembling eyes and bit her lips. Then she muttered straightly.
<Never come out until I say I found you. Okay?>
There was a faint mixture of crying in her voice. 'I' stared at her with my young gaze. Contrary to what I thought, her eyes were clear and straight.
'Why are you so obsessed with me?'
Suddenly I wanted to understand her.
***
When my dad didn't come home for a few days, my mom didn't want my attention and didn't come out of her room. And the one who took care of me was my family's vassal, my maternal uncle and aunt.
<Hah, to say that Amelia is still suffering from such a ridiculous delusion, is she taking medicine?>
Mrs. Perez replied with a face saying that she was reluctant to ask.
<Yes.>
<Do not forget, make sure to give her medicine at night. It's a big deal if she do crap again.>
It was when I was paying attention to the serious appearance that wasn't like my Aunt who always showed only pleasant appearances. When I made eye contact, she made Mrs. Perez go away and smiled brightly.
<My little girl, we should go to bed early, so we get taller. If you go to bed late, you will stop there.>
At the words of my aunt, I pouted my mouth.
<Don't lie. Dean* sleeps early, but he's not very tall!>
(*Geraldine's nickname, before I made it as Din but Dean is more eye-pleasing)
Suddenly he pulled in himself, and I saw Geraldine in fit of rage.
<Hey, my height is average among my peers. And when I grow up, I'll be bigger!>
<But you're smaller than Todd.>
Geraldine said with blush when I mentioned Todd, who was a trainee at the time.
<You, you! You'll never get married if you choose such mean words!>
I answered with my tongue sticking out.
<It's okay, I'm not going to get married and live with my dad! Dean can't get married later if he's so short and weak.>
Then Geraldine cried and said to my Aunt.
<Mother, Juvelian is not getting married!>
In time, my aunt laughed and said.
<Pft, hahahaha! I told you last time that cousins cannot marry under imperial law! Yah, you just got dumped!>
After all, she really looked like my aunt. And Geraldine was soon mad about whether he was even more hurt by her look.
<Mother, I hate you! Boohoohoo*.>
(*he's crying loudly, okay?)
I looked at him patheticly for a while, and when I realized something, I sighed.
'Oh, my God, I'm Geraldine's first love.'
It was when we were thinking that it would be better to forget because it would only be a dark past for each other.
<I'll put our crybaby to sleep, so take the little girl to her room.>
At my aunt's instructions, the maid held my hand and said...
<Come with me, lady.>
When I arrived at my room, the maid dressed me up for my pajamas.
<Is Daddy not coming again today?>
The maid answered my question with a smile.
<I said he'd come either today or tomorrow, so he'll be here soon.>
<Okay.>
The maid said, putting a nightcap on my head.
<Don't worry and have sweet dreams, lady.>
<Yes, good night, Becky.>
So I lay in bed and tried to fall asleep. But strangely, I couldn't sleep.
'It's too dark.'
Then, I heard a faint voice.
<Hide tight.>
It was my Mommy's voice. I hurriedly hid myself in the closet. Soon after, I could hear footsteps, and I looked through the door of the slightly opened closet and watched who was coming in.
'Oh? It's Daddy!'
I reflexively opened the closet door and flinched as I tried to run out.
'No, I promised to be quiet until my mom said I found me.'
Before long, Dad came slowly in front of my bed. Little I was looking at my dad's face, holding back laughter. But 'I' couldn't laugh.
'That expression is the same as that day.'
During the hunting competition, my dad was staring at the bed where I was sleeping with those eyes that felt a weird sense of foreignness.
'Is the emperor...?'
It was when 'I' had such doubts.
<Don't move!>
A woman with a cracked voice and messy hair shouted, pointing her sword at my father.
<Who the hell are you?>
Unlike her trembling voice, her eyes were clear that day. I guffed my saliva as I watched the two in confrontation. My dad, who had been in such a state before, treated me with emotionlessness like a robot and felt confused for a moment.
'How will you react this time?'
It was the time I was watching my parents. Dad opened his mouth.
<Where are you?>
His voice was like a robot to the point where I got goosebumps. Instead of answering, she only pushed the sword end further towards the neck of my father.
<For now, get out of my daughter's room.>
Dad opened his mouth staring at my Mom with a blank stare without any disturbance.
<Where did you hide my "dearest person?">
At him, my Mom shouted.
<Regis! Please, come back to me! Can you hear me?>
There was a faint cry in my mother's voice. It was then. Dad's hand shined blue.
Quazzik!
There wasn't even a small scratch on my Daddy's hand, who crushed the blade with his bare hands. The moment my Mom opened her eyes, Dad pulled her hand that held the sword and held her.
<Let me go!>
Mom shuddered and tried to shake her hand, but Dad opened his mouth as he stared at her with his eyes still feeling nothing.
<I asked where she was.>
The terrified mother and the unfamiliar father were more frightening than when they were fighting.
'Please come and stop them!'
However, no one of the employees was coming here, perhaps because they got used to the arguments of my parents.
'It can't be like this.'
The young I, who wanted my mom and dad to get along well, couldn't overcome the urge and ran out of the closet.
<Daddy, stop it. Huh?>
I thought that if I stopped my dad, it would come back to the original state. But my dad just stared at me with an expressionless face. It was when my dad was thinking about why. Only the tail of his mouth rose slightly on my expressionless dad's face.
<Found.>
I'm sure I've always seen my dad, but I was scared of the face that looked like he was wearing a mask. At that moment, my mother, who turned pale in daylight, screamed and called me.
<Jubelian! No! Run for it!>
I couldn't take it off without realizing it. Dad grabbed my collar and lifted it up as if he were grabbing something.
<Daddy, it hurts!>
I cried and struggled, but my dad just muttered, staring at me with eerie eyes.
<According to the command, a precious being...>
I was afraid of that appearance, so I called him with tears.
<Daddy!>
At that moment, Dad stared at me, distorting his forehead.
<Juvel... Lian?>
It was when I read the confusion in those eyes.
Kwajangchang!
The vase that hit my Daddy's head broke with a loud noise. There was bleeding from my head, but my dad's change was just a little loosening his hand holding my clothes. But my mom didn't miss the gap and ran at him and pulled me out.
<Go ahead!>
At the moment, the young I was overwhelmed by vague fear and left without hesitation. Despite the uproar, none of the employees have come forward. In a way, it was natural. It was common for the Duke couple to raise their voices in the house. I was terrified when I didn't see anyone to help.
'How come there's no one here?'
Then I saw two people standing in their employee's clothes and talking.
<Who shall we do?>
<Well, anyway, we'll be standing by and we'll get rid of the duke.>
Soon after they found me, they closed their mouths. Theie eyes were very cold, but I couldn't have noticed it. Because in my little head, I only saw my mom and dad fighting.
<Daddy's fighting with mommy. Come on, stop him!>
They nodded their heads and laughed in a friendly way at what I said with tears.
<You wait here quietly. Got it? >
***
How long would you have waited for them to believe? I was worried and couldn't stand it.
'You're not fighting by now, right?'
It was her who was terrifying to me at times, but she was still my mother. I was hoping she would reconcile with my dad as soon as possible.
'Yes, it will be okay if I secretly look at them.'
When I went back to their room, what I saw in my eyes was red.
<Juvel...Lian...>
They were two bodies in the clothes of a soldier, a bleeding and fallen mother, and a father standing with a bloody sword. When I was scared, my Mommy reached out and called me.
<Baby.>
Her appearance and this situation were scary, so I burst into tears. She stared at me and said...
<Forget it.>
Soon she closed her eyes helplessly.
<Mommy, Mommy!>
I called her, but the answer didn't come back. At that time, I saw my bloody dad wailing and crying. A child who heard a roar like a beast thought that my dad was scared. And whether this reality was overwhelming, I felt my body lose strength.
'Yes, this would be a nightmare.'
Then, I saw my Daddy's face through my closing eyes.
<Jubel!>
Soon I closed my eyes, and the "my" ceremony was also darkened.
***
When I opened my eyes again, I was on my bed.
'Am I back?'
I looked around because I wanted to return to the original world, and for a while, my small body moved regardless of my will.
'It's still the past.'
Realizing that, I watched my young behavior again. I was looking back and forth in my room looking for the blood that I saw that day.
'None.'
Smiling wide in relief, I immediately ran to my Mom's room.
<Mommy!>
In the spacious room, however, Mrs. Perez, dressed in black and silver, stood in tears instead of her mother.
<Oh, lady. When did you wake up?>
Soon she reached out her hand to me and said...
<Let's say good-bye to your mother.>
I didn't even know what it meant to say goodbye, but when I heard that I could meet my mother, I followed her. Soon, when we arrived at the temple in our territory, we saw familiar people gathered. And as soon as they saw me, they showed signs of embarrassment.
<Where's my mom?>
My question hardened everyone's face. I felt strange and headed to the place where there were so many boxes of white lilies. When I saw my Mommy surrounded by flowers there, I was puzzled.
<Why are you sleeping here?>
As a child, I reached out to my Mom and was appalled by the cold sensation. Come to think of it, the weather was pretty chilly.
'I'm going to catch a cold.'
I hurried to take off my coat and put it on my Mom's body. It was then.
<Who brought Juvelian?>
A frightening cold voice hardened my body. As I turned my head, I saw my Dad's face crumpled. The glare on his face, which had become rickety, was similar to the lifeless look I had seen in a bloody dream.
<Ahhhh! No!>
Unknowingly screaming, Dad tried to approach me with a look of embarrassment.
<Jubel...!>
But the image overlapped with my Dad in the terrible nightmare who was holding the bloody sword. I began to struggle with fear.
<Don't come, I'm scared!>
How many seizures did I have? My Dad, who looked at me with a pale face, turned around.
<I'm sorry.>
I've lost my mind again after a game. ]
after that she woke up and that's when her and regis talk and it's a very emotional scene *CRIES* this was super long LMAO (〜￣△￣)〜
so after all of that happens this man just goes completely off the rails LMAO
he's always having creepy thoughts about juvel. like how he's gonna make her his slave. that she'll only look at him not max.
the part when he finds out that max is the crown prince is FUCKING HILARIOUS.
- so this happens during a hunting competition. at this point max and juvel are COMPLETELY IN LOVE W EACH OTHER no fake dating. no contract. OFFICIALLY TOGETHER. (i will make a spoiler topic on their relationship don't worry lol)
- juvel gets saved by max right before she's about to be eaten by this dire wolf. they're hugging and max is crying that he almost lost her.
- mikhail is watching this and gets mad/jealous bc he was supposed to be in her arms after he showed off and protected her from the beast.
- so he walks up to them and points a sword at max and tells him 'get your dirty hands off of her you commoner or i'll cut your throat' max is like 'if you can do it go ahead' KING SHIT
- anyways max's knights show up and mikhail is like arrest this commoner and their like what?? it was so funny seeing him try to act like he was superior.
- anyways max tells his knights to lower their swords and mikhail is confused bc how can a commoner order the prince's knights.
- but then all the knights kneel and shout 'yes your imperial highness the crown prince!' and mikhail's like oh shit.
- the entire time max has the biggest grin on his face bc he's enjoying this so much HAHA ME TOO
- max then tells mikhail to kneel bc he was being disrespectful. mikhail kneels but he's also glaring up at him which is like super disrespectful bc he's the prince LOL
- this is my favorite part.
- max then slams mikhail's face into the dirt w his foot/hand?? (i don't remember lmao) and tells him 'if you know who i am, you should be bowing your head.' AHHH IT WAS SO SATISFYING
ANYWAYS SKIPPING OVER TO THE END OF THE STORY (there's a lot more but it's really hard to explain)
- mikhail ends up in prison and he starts regretting a lot of the shit he did to juvel and thought 'if i was nicer to you would things have ended up differently?' he starts crying ands starts thinking about how much he wants to see her
- max shows up in front of his cell w a potion that juvel prepared for mikhail.
- this potion will allow him to forget about her completely. juvel prepared this bc she felt guilty about how he came to be bc she thought it was partially her fault that he ended up this way.
- she wanted him to forget about her so that he can live peacefully w his family. but obviously mikhail didn't want that.
- he gets really mad over the fact that she wants him to forget about all of his memories with her and that he won't be able to be w her in the future. max will.
- so he decides to kill himself. he throws the potion bottle on the ground and grabs one of the glass shards and stabs himself in the neck.
- he thinks that by killing himself, she'll never forget him. but max has his ways LOL
- max then pulls out a uno reverse card and tells him the following (this is from the novel) : { "Yes, I knew your will to forget everything and wish her happiness. I'll tell her you're back in the arms of your family." Mikhail reached out at Max's words, which came with mockery.
"Argh!" He wanted to ask what that meant, but his words didn't come out as he thought because of the deep damage to his vocal cords. Mikhail stared at Max with bloodshot eyes. Then Max said quietly to him.
"My love is weak-hearted, so even if it's a guy like you, she would surely shed tears from those pretty eyes." Before long, a cruel smile caught on Max's mouth. "But when I think of my cute snow rabbit crying over another guy, I get so mad. So, that's what I'm going to deliver to her so she doesn't cry."
In short, no matter what choice Mikhail made from the beginning, the ending was decided.
"I'm good enough to pretend to be nice in front of her." Mikhail extended his hand to the Crown Prince's words and cursed.
'You damned bastard!'
But soon his whole body was drained. As his dying breath died away, Max said in a faint, ungrateful voice.
"Take care of yourself so that she don't get upset." }
and that was the end of mikhail HAHA DESERVED anyways if y'all have any questions pls let me know!! i will probably do beatrice next!! (one of my favorite characters btw) ヾ(☆▽☆)
so after all of that happens this man just goes completely off the rails LMAO
he's always having creepy thoughts about juvel. like how he's gonna make her his slave. that she'll only look at him not max.
the part when he finds out that max is the crown prince is FUCKING HILARIOUS.
- so this happens during a hunting competition. at this point max and juvel are COMPLETELY IN LOVE W EACH OTHER no fake dating. no contract. OFFICIALLY TOGETHER. (i will make a spoiler topic on their relationship don't worry lol)
- juvel gets saved by max right before she's about to be eaten by this dire wolf. they're hugging and max is crying that he almost lost her.
- mikhail is watching this and gets mad/jealous bc he was supposed to be in her arms after he showed off and protected her from the beast.
- so he walks up to them and points a sword at max and tells him 'get your dirty hands off of her you commoner or i'll cut your throat' max is like 'if you can do it go ahead' KING SHIT
- anyways max's knights show up and mikhail is like arrest this commoner and their like what?? it was so funny seeing him try to act like he was superior.
- anyways max tells his knights to lower their swords and mikhail is confused bc how can a commoner order the prince's knights.
- but then all the knights kneel and shout 'yes your imperial highness the crown prince!' and mikhail's like oh shit.
- the entire time max has the biggest grin on his face bc he's enjoying this so much HAHA ME TOO
- max then tells mikhail to kneel bc he was being disrespectful. mikhail kneels but he's also glaring up at him which is like super disrespectful bc he's the prince LOL
- this is my favorite part.
- max then slams mikhail's face into the dirt w his foot/hand?? (i don't remember lmao) and tells him 'if you know who i am, you should be bowing your head.' AHHH IT WAS SO SATISFYING
ANYWAYS SKIPPING OVER TO THE END OF THE STORY (there's a lot more but it's really hard to explain)
- mikhail ends up in prison and he starts regretting a lot of the shit he did to juvel and thought 'if i was nicer to you would things have ended up differently?' he starts crying ands starts thinking about how much he wants to see her
- max shows up in front of his cell w a potion that juvel prepared for mikhail.
- this potion will allow him to forget about her completely. juvel prepared this bc she felt guilty about how he came to be bc she thought it was partially her fault that he ended up this way.
- she wanted him to forget about her so that he can live peacefully w his family. but obviously mikhail didn't want that.
- he gets really mad over the fact that she wants him to forget about all of his memories with her and that he won't be able to be w her in the future. max will.
- so he decides to kill himself. he throws the potion bottle on the ground and grabs one of the glass shards and stabs himself in the neck.
- he thinks that by killing himself, she'll never forget him. but max has his ways LOL
- max then pulls out a uno reverse card and tells him the following (this is from the novel) : { "Yes, I knew your will to forget everything and wish her happiness. I'll tell her you're back in the arms of your family." Mikhail reached out at Max's words, which came with mockery.
"Argh!" He wanted to ask what that meant, but his words didn't come out as he thought because of the deep damage to his vocal cords. Mikhail stared at Max with bloodshot eyes. Then Max said quietly to him.
"My love is weak-hearted, so even if it's a guy like you, she would surely shed tears from those pretty eyes." Before long, a cruel smile caught on Max's mouth. "But when I think of my cute snow rabbit crying over another guy, I get so mad. So, that's what I'm going to deliver to her so she doesn't cry."
In short, no matter what choice Mikhail made from the beginning, the ending was decided.
"I'm good enough to pretend to be nice in front of her." Mikhail extended his hand to the Crown Prince's words and cursed.
'You damned bastard!'
But soon his whole body was drained. As his dying breath died away, Max said in a faint, ungrateful voice.
"Take care of yourself so that she don't get upset." }
and that was the end of mikhail HAHA DESERVED anyways if y'all have any questions pls let me know!! i will probably do beatrice next!! (one of my favorite characters btw) ヾ(☆▽☆)
PRESENT TIMELINE/JUVEL'S THIRD LIFE CONTINUED
- so after the tea party incident he ends up going into a slump/depression?? like he gets really sick bc he can't be w her/see her (HAHA SERVES HIM RIGHT)
- his mom tries getting him out of that but it doesn't work so she decides to secretly meet w juvellian bc she knows all of this is bc of her.
- now, his family was REALLY mean to juvel. especially his mom and sister giselle. like they would always make fun of her for being so obedient w them. they were basically using her bc she was the perfect daughter-in-law that they could take advantage of. giselle would always mock her, basically insulting her, by saying 'you grew up like this bc you don't have a mom' LIKE WHAT???
- anyways since mikhail's mom knows that regis is not allowing any of their letters to get through to juvel she decides to use one of giselle's friends to meet her by saying oh meet me at this place at this time.
- mind you regis already knew this would happen. juvel had a feeling and it was confirmed when his mom showed up.
- the mom starts acting like the victim saying oh 'you made my son this way don't you feel bad?' 'why are you so cold hearted?' guilt tripping her basically
- juvel tries to leave and his mom blocks her from leaving until marilyn comes up and tells her to let her pass but mikhail's mom slaps marilyn and insults her by calling her a lowly maid.
- this pisses juvel off and decides to come up w a very smart idea. she goes w mikhail's mom to their home and breaks/rips/cuts ALL of the gifts she had given to her when she and mikhail were dating.
- yadayada they argue some more, giselle shows up and then juvel leaves.
- before she can leave she stops at the sound of mikhail calling her. he looks very malnourished and pale and she's like oh shit he's really sick' lol she was gonna tell him off but then decides to just leave but again he stops her.
- they sit down and talk. juvel tells him once again that she doesn't want to get involved w him anymore and that he'll meet someone who is better than her. he gets mad and shouts at her to shut up before getting on his knees to beg for her to come back to him. that he'll treat her right this time.
- she gets disgusted and now she knows how he felt when they were dating. she stands up and coldly tells him that she doesn't love him anymore to leave her alone. this is when his inner yandere comes out.
- as she's walking away she hears him scream behind her. she turns around and he's running towards her shouting 'i begged but you can't let your pride down?! are you kidding me?!'
- at this point she's terrified like hello?? i'd be too. so she starts running away bc he's outright chasing her at this point and she hears him yell again 'that's right run while you can bc once i catch you you'll be mine forever!'
- she almost trips bc of her shoes and dress but max shows up to save the day lmao, they argue again and max is like 'if you ever try something like this again, i'll cut your head off.' mikhail gets mad and throws a tantrum once they leave.
- after this, regis shows up at their house very furious at how they tricked and treated his daughter. regis almost breaks their entire mansion due to his anger.
- he then tells mikhail 'this is your last warning. don't touch/come near my daughter anymore. next time it won't end w just your mansion being destroyed'
- again mikhail throws another tantrum and vows to kill regis so he can have juvel for himself.
anyways part three next!! (geez this is so long #－.－) pls let me know if you have any questions!!
FIRST TIMELINE
so let us get the elephant out of the room. you are all probably wondering who poisoned the princess in the first timeline right?
- well i'm here to tell you that it was mikhail himself who poisoned her.
- he got a hold of the poison from beatrice's mother (the princess, i will make a seperate spoiler topic on her)
- the empress intended to give the poison to max but mikhail beat her to it and ended up using it to poison the princess.
- in reality mikhail NEVER loved the princess, he was only using her to gain power but once he realized she was useless he decided to get rid of her.
- that's one of the reasons why he broke up w juvel but there was also another reason why. bc of her dad.
- regis knew that mikhail was only using juvel to gain power so regis blackmailed him into breaking up w her.
- so yes mikhail kind of had feelings for her but it was mostly to gain power.
- when the princess was poisoned he blamed juvel bc he knew that she would take the blame for him bc she loved him so much.
- after that he would have a knight get her out of the prison and bring her to him while he killed her dad so he could have her all to himself.
- in his mind he would kill everyone so then he could become emperor and have juvel all to himself.
CRAZY ASS MF I TELL YOU anyways...
PRESENT TIMELINE/JUVEL'S THIRD LIFE
- as we know she broke up w him this time and that really fucked him up lmao.
- there's two things that the manhwa has cut so i shall explain them here.
- there's a part in the novel before rose's birthday party where he gets really drunk and starts thinking about who juvel is going to have as her partner for the banquet. he thinks that by bringing another woman w him will make her jealous. (it doesn't lmao)
- another thing that the manhwa cut out was after juvel left the party he decided to send her a letter telling her he was sorry but obviously she doesn't reply and that makes him super mad bc it was the first time he had ever said sorry to anyone. so he's like 'fine i'll completely forget about her' which he doesn't HAHA (we know why she didn't reply bc regis was burning all of his letters lol)
- after this incident juvel will be invited to a tea party that rose is hosting, him being the ultra extreme genius that he thinks he is decides to go as well. he's intending to make juvel jealous by flirting w the other ladies there. (again it doesn't work)
- on the day of the tea party she shows up w max. at this point in the story her and max are officially 'fake dating'.
- he sees them together and gets super jealous immediately thinking she was doing this on purpose to rile him up. he even insults max in his head calling him a peasant/commoner who knows nothing.
- after things don't go the way he wanted, he decides to confront max. asking him who he was and why was he w juvel. all max says is that he's juvel's lover and that REALLY pisses mikhail off to the point where he holds his sword against maxs' neck. obviously max isn't phased.
- this is all happening after the tea party is over btw. so when juvel comes out and sees mikhail holding a sword against max's neck she shouts at mikhail, his full name btw, and tells him to lower his sword. that really shocks mikhail bc she's never called his full name like that.
- he tries calling her by her name but she corrects him by telling him to call her 'princess floyen'
- she ignores him and goes straight to max and that makes mikhail even more mad. he ends up grabbing her by her wrist saying 'we need to talk' but before he can drag her away max also catches his wrist.
- yadayada he let's go and mikhail's like 'i thought you loved me?! why would i ignore you ignoring me' and she's like 'i did love you but not anymore' then she walks away but not before she says 'don't talk to me next time bc i don't want to get involved w you again' QUEEN SHIT
this one is also very long so i will split it into two parts!! if you have any questions pls let me know!! (づ￣ ³￣)づ
so after all of that happens this man just goes completely off the rails LMAO
he's always having creepy thoughts about juvel. like how he's gonna make her his slave. that she'll only look at him not max.
the part when he finds out that max is the crown prince is FUCKING HILARIOUS.
- so this happens during a hunting competition. at this point max and juvel are COMPLETELY IN LOVE W EACH OTHER no fake dating. no contract. OFFICIALLY TOGETHER. (i will make a spoiler topic on their relationship don't worry lol)
- juvel gets saved by max right before she's about to be eaten by this dire wolf. they're hugging and max is crying that he almost lost her.
- mikhail is watching this and gets mad/jealous bc he was supposed to be in her arms after he showed off and protected her from the beast.
- so he walks up to them and points a sword at max and tells him 'get your dirty hands off of her you commoner or i'll cut your throat' max is like 'if you can do it go ahead' KING SHIT
- anyways max's knights show up and mikhail is like arrest this commoner and their like what?? it was so funny seeing him try to act like he was superior.
- anyways max tells his knights to lower their swords and mikhail is confused bc how can a commoner order the prince's knights.
- but then all the knights kneel and shout 'yes your imperial highness the crown prince!' and mikhail's like oh shit.
- the entire time max has the biggest grin on his face bc he's enjoying this so much HAHA ME TOO
- max then tells mikhail to kneel bc he was being disrespectful. mikhail kneels but he's also glaring up at him which is like super disrespectful bc he's the prince LOL
- this is my favorite part.
- max then slams mikhail's face into the dirt w his foot/hand?? (i don't remember lmao) and tells him 'if you know who i am, you should be bowing your head.' AHHH IT WAS SO SATISFYING
ANYWAYS SKIPPING OVER TO THE END OF THE STORY (there's a lot more but it's really hard to explain)
- mikhail ends up in prison and he starts regretting a lot of the shit he did to juvel and thought 'if i was nicer to you would things have ended up differently?' he starts crying ands starts thinking about how much he wants to see her
- max shows up in front of his cell w a potion that juvel prepared for mikhail.
- this potion will allow him to forget about her completely. juvel prepared this bc she felt guilty about how he came to be bc she thought it was partially her fault that he ended up this way.
- she wanted him to forget about her so that he can live peacefully w his family. but obviously mikhail didn't want that.
- he gets really mad over the fact that she wants him to forget about all of his memories with her and that he won't be able to be w her in the future. max will.
- so he decides to kill himself. he throws the potion bottle on the ground and grabs one of the glass shards and stabs himself in the neck.
- he thinks that by killing himself, she'll never forget him. but max has his ways LOL
- max then pulls out a uno reverse card and tells him the following (this is from the novel) : { "Yes, I knew your will to forget everything and wish her happiness. I'll tell her you're back in the arms of your family." Mikhail reached out at Max's words, which came with mockery.
"Argh!" He wanted to ask what that meant, but his words didn't come out as he thought because of the deep damage to his vocal cords. Mikhail stared at Max with bloodshot eyes. Then Max said quietly to him.
"My love is weak-hearted, so even if it's a guy like you, she would surely shed tears from those pretty eyes." Before long, a cruel smile caught on Max's mouth. "But when I think of my cute snow rabbit crying over another guy, I get so mad. So, that's what I'm going to deliver to her so she doesn't cry."
In short, no matter what choice Mikhail made from the beginning, the ending was decided.
"I'm good enough to pretend to be nice in front of her." Mikhail extended his hand to the Crown Prince's words and cursed.
'You damned bastard!'
But soon his whole body was drained. As his dying breath died away, Max said in a faint, ungrateful voice.
"Take care of yourself so that she don't get upset." }
and that was the end of mikhail HAHA DESERVED anyways if y'all have any questions pls let me know!! i will probably do beatrice next!! (one of my favorite characters btw) ヾ(☆▽☆)
PRESENT TIMELINE/JUVEL'S THIRD LIFE CONTINUED
- so after the tea party incident he ends up going into a slump/depression?? like he gets really sick bc he can't be w her/see her (HAHA SERVES HIM RIGHT)
- his mom tries getting him out of that but it doesn't work so she decides to secretly meet w juvellian bc she knows all of this is bc of her.
- now, his family was REALLY mean to juvel. especially his mom and sister giselle. like they would always make fun of her for being so obedient w them. they were basically using her bc she was the perfect daughter-in-law that they could take advantage of. giselle would always mock her, basically insulting her, by saying 'you grew up like this bc you don't have a mom' LIKE WHAT???
- anyways since mikhail's mom knows that regis is not allowing any of their letters to get through to juvel she decides to use one of giselle's friends to meet her by saying oh meet me at this place at this time.
- mind you regis already knew this would happen. juvel had a feeling and it was confirmed when his mom showed up.
- the mom starts acting like the victim saying oh 'you made my son this way don't you feel bad?' 'why are you so cold hearted?' guilt tripping her basically
- juvel tries to leave and his mom blocks her from leaving until marilyn comes up and tells her to let her pass but mikhail's mom slaps marilyn and insults her by calling her a lowly maid.
- this pisses juvel off and decides to come up w a very smart idea. she goes w mikhail's mom to their home and breaks/rips/cuts ALL of the gifts she had given to her when she and mikhail were dating.
- yadayada they argue some more, giselle shows up and then juvel leaves.
- before she can leave she stops at the sound of mikhail calling her. he looks very malnourished and pale and she's like oh shit he's really sick' lol she was gonna tell him off but then decides to just leave but again he stops her.
- they sit down and talk. juvel tells him once again that she doesn't want to get involved w him anymore and that he'll meet someone who is better than her. he gets mad and shouts at her to shut up before getting on his knees to beg for her to come back to him. that he'll treat her right this time.
- she gets disgusted and now she knows how he felt when they were dating. she stands up and coldly tells him that she doesn't love him anymore to leave her alone. this is when his inner yandere comes out.
- as she's walking away she hears him scream behind her. she turns around and he's running towards her shouting 'i begged but you can't let your pride down?! are you kidding me?!'
- at this point she's terrified like hello?? i'd be too. so she starts running away bc he's outright chasing her at this point and she hears him yell again 'that's right run while you can bc once i catch you you'll be mine forever!'
- she almost trips bc of her shoes and dress but max shows up to save the day lmao, they argue again and max is like 'if you ever try something like this again, i'll cut your head off.' mikhail gets mad and throws a tantrum once they leave.
- after this, regis shows up at their house very furious at how they tricked and treated his daughter. regis almost breaks their entire mansion due to his anger.
- he then tells mikhail 'this is your last warning. don't touch/come near my daughter anymore. next time it won't end w just your mansion being destroyed'
- again mikhail throws another tantrum and vows to kill regis so he can have juvel for himself.
anyways part three next!! (geez this is so long #－.－) pls let me know if you have any questions!!
FIRST TIMELINE
so let us get the elephant out of the room. you are all probably wondering who poisoned the princess in the first timeline right?
- well i'm here to tell you that it was mikhail himself who poisoned her.
- he got a hold of the poison from beatrice's mother (the princess, i will make a seperate spoiler topic on her)
- the empress intended to give the poison to max but mikhail beat her to it and ended up using it to poison the princess.
- in reality mikhail NEVER loved the princess, he was only using her to gain power but once he realized she was useless he decided to get rid of her.
- that's one of the reasons why he broke up w juvel but there was also another reason why. bc of her dad.
- regis knew that mikhail was only using juvel to gain power so regis blackmailed him into breaking up w her.
- so yes mikhail kind of had feelings for her but it was mostly to gain power.
- when the princess was poisoned he blamed juvel bc he knew that she would take the blame for him bc she loved him so much.
- after that he would have a knight get her out of the prison and bring her to him while he killed her dad so he could have her all to himself.
- in his mind he would kill everyone so then he could become emperor and have juvel all to himself.
CRAZY ASS MF I TELL YOU anyways...
PRESENT TIMELINE/JUVEL'S THIRD LIFE
- as we know she broke up w him this time and that really fucked him up lmao.
- there's two things that the manhwa has cut so i shall explain them here.
- there's a part in the novel before rose's birthday party where he gets really drunk and starts thinking about who juvel is going to have as her partner for the banquet. he thinks that by bringing another woman w him will make her jealous. (it doesn't lmao)
- another thing that the manhwa cut out was after juvel left the party he decided to send her a letter telling her he was sorry but obviously she doesn't reply and that makes him super mad bc it was the first time he had ever said sorry to anyone. so he's like 'fine i'll completely forget about her' which he doesn't HAHA (we know why she didn't reply bc regis was burning all of his letters lol)
- after this incident juvel will be invited to a tea party that rose is hosting, him being the ultra extreme genius that he thinks he is decides to go as well. he's intending to make juvel jealous by flirting w the other ladies there. (again it doesn't work)
- on the day of the tea party she shows up w max. at this point in the story her and max are officially 'fake dating'.
- he sees them together and gets super jealous immediately thinking she was doing this on purpose to rile him up. he even insults max in his head calling him a peasant/commoner who knows nothing.
- after things don't go the way he wanted, he decides to confront max. asking him who he was and why was he w juvel. all max says is that he's juvel's lover and that REALLY pisses mikhail off to the point where he holds his sword against maxs' neck. obviously max isn't phased.
- this is all happening after the tea party is over btw. so when juvel comes out and sees mikhail holding a sword against max's neck she shouts at mikhail, his full name btw, and tells him to lower his sword. that really shocks mikhail bc she's never called his full name like that.
- he tries calling her by her name but she corrects him by telling him to call her 'princess floyen'
- she ignores him and goes straight to max and that makes mikhail even more mad. he ends up grabbing her by her wrist saying 'we need to talk' but before he can drag her away max also catches his wrist.
- yadayada he let's go and mikhail's like 'i thought you loved me?! why would i ignore you ignoring me' and she's like 'i did love you but not anymore' then she walks away but not before she says 'don't talk to me next time bc i don't want to get involved w you again' QUEEN SHIT
this one is also very long so i will split it into two parts!! if you have any questions pls let me know!! (づ￣ ³￣)づ
BACK TO THE PRESENT TIMELINE : JUVELS THIRD LIFE
so like i said he was the one that gave juvel her third and second chances at life.
- for those wondering why he started treating her differently from her first life it's bc when he noticed that she broke up w mikhail something that didn't happen in her first life, he thought maybe this was his chance to make things right this time. to get close to her and protect her for sure this time.
- mind you he's still under the emperor's control but he's going about it in a different way.
- also the fact that max is also in the picture now he's reassured that juvel's safety is stronger than before.
- he trains max harder bc he knows if he's ever under the control of the ring max will be there to protect juvel from him.
- he is awkward at times, and we see that as the story progresses, but he tries his hardest and that's what matters.
JUVELS MOM/REGIS'S WIFE + LOCKED MEMORIES AGE 4/5??
- so from what we see from juvel's perspective, he treated her very coldly as a kid.
- which confuses juvel once when max tells her about the stories regis would tell him about her as a child.
- max tells her that her father talked about her being a very lively and cute kid, who would ride on his shoulders and ask for candy all the time.
- the reason juvellian doesn't remember any of this happening is bc her memories as a kid were erased/blocked out of her mind.
- when juvel was a kid regis DOTED ON HER SOOOO MUCH LIKE A LOT
- he would call her his princess, when she would say she was gonna marry him that would make him super happy, he would give her tons of gifts and candies, he would play w her all the time LIKE HE WAS/IS THE SWEETEST DAD
- this was around the time he was/is being controlled by the emperor.
- during the night he would act as a completely different person almost like a robot. and the reason for that was bc the emperor would control him to see how things were in his dukedom.
- the only person who notices/realized he was acting different was his wife. amelia.
- this made amelia very paranoid and schizophrenic, she believed that regis was cheating on her bc he also missed juvellians birth (like i mentioned in the first part)
- they fought a lot and a lot of the servants and maids were used to this. they all believed that amelia was crazy, they all believed she was sick including her brother (geraldine's dad)
- bc of this she would treat juvel very weirdly, she was very bipolar around her.
- sometimes she'd be happy w her, other times she'd be mad/annoyed w her.
- one night, amelia realized that regis wasn't acting like himself again.
- and she was right. regis was being controlled by the emperor to go get rid of his 'most precious person' meaning juvel. he was also being accompanied by two of the emperors strongest knights to see if he succeeded.
- amelia woke juvel up and told her to hide in the closet, that they were playing hide and seek. juvel agreed and she went to hide in the closet.
- smol juvel waited for a while but then started hearing people argue, she realized they were her parents so she walked out to see what was happening. like i said before the maids/servants all thought this was just another fight between a wife and a husband so they didn't come to help.
- juvel could hear amelia screaming 'who are you!?' 'where's regis?!'
- once juvel walked out regis immediately went and grabbed her by the neck, amelia screamed and juvel started crying 'daddy!'
- her screaming that almost broke regis out of the control of the ring but amelia beat him to it by smashing a vase on his head which made him release juvel. he began bleeding fro him head.
- amelia then told juvel to go get help, so smol juvel ran out and saw two knights standing outside the door. these two were the emperor's knights but she didn't know that.
- she then said, 'help! mommy and daddy are fighting you have to stop them!'. both of the knights smirked and pat her head and said 'okay we'll go help just stay out here okay?' AHHHH THIS IS SO SAD OIENXJDN
- she stayed outside for a while waiting for them to stop fighting but then walked back inside.
- what she found traumatized her VERY MUCH.
- she saw her father crying very loudly holding a bloody sword, her mother on the ground dead along w the two knights.
- now from her perspective it looks like regis killed all three of them, but that didn't happen. he killed the two knights after he saw his wife being killed by them right in front of him which then awakened him to become a transcendental bc of the grief and pain.
- juvel seeing this screamed until she passed out from a seizure.
- from then on, whenever she saw her father, she would get so scared to the point where her seizures were getting worse.
- regis had no other choice but to have her memories erased/blocked bc he couldn't stand seeing her like that.
- the reason he started treating her coldly after that was bc of the guilt eating away at him, from not being able to protect his wife and juvel losing her mother figure.
- juvel remembers all of this after her coming-of-age ceremony when she gets in a coma.
- it's a very sad scene when they confront each other, he started crying saying that he didn't want her to remember this bc he didn't want her to hate him but juvel tells him that it's okay now that she'll protect him from the emperor and then they hug and cry some more AND I START CRYING TOO OUDBXNJ
- he tells her about how he's being controlled by the emperor and that makes juvel hate the emperor even more
THATS IT FOR HIS BACKSTORY I'LL PROBABLY POST ANOTHER TOPIC ON THEIR RELATIONSHIP AFTER EVERYTHING IS REVEALED BC THE AMOUNT OF FLUFF THIS FATHER AND DAUGHTER HAVE IS UNIMAGINABLE
if you have any questions pls let me know!!
i'll be posting spoilers for other characters as well stay tuned!! ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
so i will start off by spoiling something very big.
- the emperor is able to control regis w a ring that makes him completely unaware of what he is doing and of his surroundings. he only realizes what he's done once he's free from being controlled.
THIS TIES BACK TO WHAT HAPPENS IN JUVELS FIRST LIFE
- so yes for the people wondering regis did give her the sword to protect herself and the reason max showed up was bc regis asked maximilian to have her safely taken out of the prison she was in.
- in exchange he would help max overthrow the emperor.
- the reason max said those words once he entered the cell was bc he needed to be as covert as possible bc the knights guarding the entrance to her prison cell were some of the ones that worked under the emperor.
- if the emperor found out that regis and max were trying to get her out, he would have used regis to kill juvel w/o him knowing.
- in the first timeline juvel and max didn't know each other AT ALL (well kind of i'll explain in another post)
- so we all know what happened next yadayada she killed herself.
- when regis found out she killed herself he went BATSHIT CRAZY bc at this point who was he protecting?? the only reason he was alive was to keep his daughter safe but he failed her.
- he has this really sad pov where he's like 'why did i do this?' 'why didn't i keep you safer?' 'what's the point of anything anymore?' like he completely lost himself.
- he ends up going on a rampage and kills everyone including the emperor who is the perpetrator of all this.
- now if you remember from a couple chapter back regis owns a pendant. that pendant allows the owner one wish at the cost of their life. it was given to him by his father.
- so he ends up using it and wishes for juvel to get another chance at life and obviously it works.
BACKSTORY ON REGIS
- regis is a transcendental. which is a very skilled swordsman/fighter w superhuman abilities. someone who can use their magic/man and mold it into a sword or into their sword something like that i don't remember lol. HES REALLY POWERFUL THATS ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW
- anyways he became the emperor's right hand man at a very young age. alot of his peers warned him about it (his father, his wife, max's mother) but at the time he was very naive and just assured him that nothing would happen.
- one day the emperor invites regis over to the palace for a drink. regis thinks its just another day of drinking nothing will happen.
- the emperor's plan was to get regis so drunk that he questions if he's awake or not. it works and regis is really drunk at this point. so as he's drunk the emperor uses this chance to take advantage of him.
- he asks him to sign a contract w him. as you know the emperor is a coward and uses people for his protection and since he knows regis is a very skilled swordsman he decides to use him as well. he talks about the contract and regis being really drunk agrees to it and that's how the contract w the ring started.
- there's more to the ring but it's really complicated to explain so i'll just wait for the manhwa to get to that point lol
- from then on regis's life goes downhill. i do want to say i think regis is probably the most pitiful character in this whole story.
- so from then on the emperor controls him by making him kill (basically murder) people w/o regis knowing.
- the emperor doesn't let regis visit his father who is on his deathbed. he doesn't even let him say goodbye to him like?? how messed up is that. he does attend his father's funeral but that doesn't make it better
- his father's death really breaks regis bc i mean that was his dad and he had warned him about trusting the emperor and he should've believed him. he cries for days it's so sad.
- the emperor makes him miss juvel's birth, his mother's death, juvel's debut ITS JUST SO MESSED UP AND SAD GAHH I HATE THE EMPEROR!!!
PART 2 COMING LOL BC HIS BACKSTORY IS SO LONG LOL
BACK TO THE PRESENT TIMELINE : JUVELS THIRD LIFE
so like i said he was the one that gave juvel her third and second chances at life.
- for those wondering why he started treating her differently from her first life it's bc when he noticed that she broke up w mikhail something that didn't happen in her first life, he thought maybe this was his chance to make things right this time. to get close to her and protect her for sure this time.
- mind you he's still under the emperor's control but he's going about it in a different way.
- also the fact that max is also in the picture now he's reassured that juvel's safety is stronger than before.
- he trains max harder bc he knows if he's ever under the control of the ring max will be there to protect juvel from him.
- he is awkward at times, and we see that as the story progresses, but he tries his hardest and that's what matters.
JUVELS MOM/REGIS'S WIFE + LOCKED MEMORIES AGE 4/5??
- so from what we see from juvel's perspective, he treated her very coldly as a kid.
- which confuses juvel once when max tells her about the stories regis would tell him about her as a child.
- max tells her that her father talked about her being a very lively and cute kid, who would ride on his shoulders and ask for candy all the time.
- the reason juvellian doesn't remember any of this happening is bc her memories as a kid were erased/blocked out of her mind.
- when juvel was a kid regis DOTED ON HER SOOOO MUCH LIKE A LOT
- he would call her his princess, when she would say she was gonna marry him that would make him super happy, he would give her tons of gifts and candies, he would play w her all the time LIKE HE WAS/IS THE SWEETEST DAD
- this was around the time he was/is being controlled by the emperor.
- during the night he would act as a completely different person almost like a robot. and the reason for that was bc the emperor would control him to see how things were in his dukedom.
- the only person who notices/realized he was acting different was his wife. amelia.
- this made amelia very paranoid and schizophrenic, she believed that regis was cheating on her bc he also missed juvellians birth (like i mentioned in the first part)
- they fought a lot and a lot of the servants and maids were used to this. they all believed that amelia was crazy, they all believed she was sick including her brother (geraldine's dad)
- bc of this she would treat juvel very weirdly, she was very bipolar around her.
- sometimes she'd be happy w her, other times she'd be mad/annoyed w her.
- one night, amelia realized that regis wasn't acting like himself again.
- and she was right. regis was being controlled by the emperor to go get rid of his 'most precious person' meaning juvel. he was also being accompanied by two of the emperors strongest knights to see if he succeeded.
- amelia woke juvel up and told her to hide in the closet, that they were playing hide and seek. juvel agreed and she went to hide in the closet.
- smol juvel waited for a while but then started hearing people argue, she realized they were her parents so she walked out to see what was happening. like i said before the maids/servants all thought this was just another fight between a wife and a husband so they didn't come to help.
- juvel could hear amelia screaming 'who are you!?' 'where's regis?!'
- once juvel walked out regis immediately went and grabbed her by the neck, amelia screamed and juvel started crying 'daddy!'
- her screaming that almost broke regis out of the control of the ring but amelia beat him to it by smashing a vase on his head which made him release juvel. he began bleeding fro him head.
- amelia then told juvel to go get help, so smol juvel ran out and saw two knights standing outside the door. these two were the emperor's knights but she didn't know that.
- she then said, 'help! mommy and daddy are fighting you have to stop them!'. both of the knights smirked and pat her head and said 'okay we'll go help just stay out here okay?' AHHHH THIS IS SO SAD OIENXJDN
- she stayed outside for a while waiting for them to stop fighting but then walked back inside.
- what she found traumatized her VERY MUCH.
- she saw her father crying very loudly holding a bloody sword, her mother on the ground dead along w the two knights.
- now from her perspective it looks like regis killed all three of them, but that didn't happen. he killed the two knights after he saw his wife being killed by them right in front of him which then awakened him to become a transcendental bc of the grief and pain.
- juvel seeing this screamed until she passed out from a seizure.
- from then on, whenever she saw her father, she would get so scared to the point where her seizures were getting worse.
- regis had no other choice but to have her memories erased/blocked bc he couldn't stand seeing her like that.
- the reason he started treating her coldly after that was bc of the guilt eating away at him, from not being able to protect his wife and juvel losing her mother figure.
- juvel remembers all of this after her coming-of-age ceremony when she gets in a coma.
- it's a very sad scene when they confront each other, he started crying saying that he didn't want her to remember this bc he didn't want her to hate him but juvel tells him that it's okay now that she'll protect him from the emperor and then they hug and cry some more AND I START CRYING TOO OUDBXNJ
- he tells her about how he's being controlled by the emperor and that makes juvel hate the emperor even more
THATS IT FOR HIS BACKSTORY I'LL PROBABLY POST ANOTHER TOPIC ON THEIR RELATIONSHIP AFTER EVERYTHING IS REVEALED BC THE AMOUNT OF FLUFF THIS FATHER AND DAUGHTER HAVE IS UNIMAGINABLE
if you have any questions pls let me know!!
i'll be posting spoilers for other characters as well stay tuned!! ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
so i will start off by spoiling something very big.
- the emperor is able to control regis w a ring that makes him completely unaware of what he is doing and of his surroundings. he only realizes what he's done once he's free from being controlled.
THIS TIES BACK TO WHAT HAPPENS IN JUVELS FIRST LIFE
- so yes for the people wondering regis did give her the sword to protect herself and the reason max showed up was bc regis asked maximilian to have her safely taken out of the prison she was in.
- in exchange he would help max overthrow the emperor.
- the reason max said those words once he entered the cell was bc he needed to be as covert as possible bc the knights guarding the entrance to her prison cell were some of the ones that worked under the emperor.
- if the emperor found out that regis and max were trying to get her out, he would have used regis to kill juvel w/o him knowing.
- in the first timeline juvel and max didn't know each other AT ALL (well kind of i'll explain in another post)
- so we all know what happened next yadayada she killed herself.
- when regis found out she killed herself he went BATSHIT CRAZY bc at this point who was he protecting?? the only reason he was alive was to keep his daughter safe but he failed her.
- he has this really sad pov where he's like 'why did i do this?' 'why didn't i keep you safer?' 'what's the point of anything anymore?' like he completely lost himself.
- he ends up going on a rampage and kills everyone including the emperor who is the perpetrator of all this.
- now if you remember from a couple chapter back regis owns a pendant. that pendant allows the owner one wish at the cost of their life. it was given to him by his father.
- so he ends up using it and wishes for juvel to get another chance at life and obviously it works.
BACKSTORY ON REGIS
- regis is a transcendental. which is a very skilled swordsman/fighter w superhuman abilities. someone who can use their magic/man and mold it into a sword or into their sword something like that i don't remember lol. HES REALLY POWERFUL THATS ALL YOU NEED TO KNOW
- anyways he became the emperor's right hand man at a very young age. alot of his peers warned him about it (his father, his wife, max's mother) but at the time he was very naive and just assured him that nothing would happen.
- one day the emperor invites regis over to the palace for a drink. regis thinks its just another day of drinking nothing will happen.
- the emperor's plan was to get regis so drunk that he questions if he's awake or not. it works and regis is really drunk at this point. so as he's drunk the emperor uses this chance to take advantage of him.
- he asks him to sign a contract w him. as you know the emperor is a coward and uses people for his protection and since he knows regis is a very skilled swordsman he decides to use him as well. he talks about the contract and regis being really drunk agrees to it and that's how the contract w the ring started.
- there's more to the ring but it's really complicated to explain so i'll just wait for the manhwa to get to that point lol
- from then on regis's life goes downhill. i do want to say i think regis is probably the most pitiful character in this whole story.
- so from then on the emperor controls him by making him kill (basically murder) people w/o regis knowing.
- the emperor doesn't let regis visit his father who is on his deathbed. he doesn't even let him say goodbye to him like?? how messed up is that. he does attend his father's funeral but that doesn't make it better
- his father's death really breaks regis bc i mean that was his dad and he had warned him about trusting the emperor and he should've believed him. he cries for days it's so sad.
- the emperor makes him miss juvel's birth, his mother's death, juvel's debut ITS JUST SO MESSED UP AND SAD GAHH I HATE THE EMPEROR!!!
PART 2 COMING LOL BC HIS BACKSTORY IS SO LONG LOL
trust me y'all things get WAY WORSE for trashta later on and it's SOOOO gratifying
- in the next few chapters you'll see sovi's favor in her disappear, like at this point he only cares about the baby in her stomach, he gives no fucks about her as a person.
- another thing i found really funny is that navier is living rent free in her mind 24/7 like that's all trashta thinks about.
- always thinking 'is she doing good in the western kingdom/empire' 'who are her enemies?' 'i hope she's unhappy' SHIT LIKE THIS and my girl navier could care less, she's living her best life w her new hubby that ACTUALLY APPRECIATES HER LMAO it's so funny.
- she embarassaes herself in front of the nobles by copying the way navier talks and dresses, like she starts wearing red when we know damn well red is naviers color.
- she punishes a lot of her maids just because 'she's the empress and she could do what she wants' and it comes back to bite her in the ass once all of her bad deeds are exposed.
- also once she gives birth, the baby turns out to be a girl and she's so disappointed that she didn't even want to hold her, she only held her when the maids told her that sovi was coming to see her. (she wanted a son to secure the position of the throne and in the eastern empire there hasn't been any female emperors)
- there's this other part that REALLY pissed me off. so when she finds out that navier is pregnant and that heinley actually treats my girl like the way she's supposed to be treated, she starts getting mad bc 'oh why is she living happy while i'm over here suffering' (mind you at this point sovi doesn't care about her and let's her tarnish her own reputation bc he wants to dethrone her of the empress' spot sooner)
- so she goes to naviers baby shower and she brings the sword that navier gifted her for her baby shower in order to 'insult her' which doesn't even work bc my girl navi handled it in the best way possible.
- when rashta gave her the sword navier was like "thank you for giving it back." like she emphasized 'giving back' and then she said "i never wanted to give you anything of mine in the first place" NAVIER IS THAT BITCH AND I STAN HER FOR THAT so rashta gets super mad and walks away.
- this. this is the part that pissed me off the most. so then she walks over to heinley and starts saying vague shit like 'if things were different i would've been in navier's position right?' like saying oh maybe i should've been your wife instead of navier.
- heinley gets super mad and tells her to stop but the bitch keeps going and says 'i was your pen pal remember? you fell for me right?' LIKE BITCH WHAT??? HEINLEY NAVIER AND SOVIESHU ALL KNOW WHO THE PEN PAL IS WHY ARE YOU SPREADING FAKE NEWS MOCUJBECNEJ anyways let me calm down...
- so then navier comes up to rashta and is like "empress rashta why are you always so interested in my husbands?" wait for it "or is it me you're interested in?" QUEEN SHIT
anyways there's a lot more but this is already super long so if you have any more questions pls let me know!! (づ￣ ³￣)づ
!BTW THESE AREN'T IN ORDER!
so i will start off by saying this is actually her 3rd life.
juvellian is the same juvellian from the 'novel' she read in her 2nd life.
in her 2nd life, in korea, she was raised by her single mother.
her father, regis, was the one that 'turned back time' in order to give her a second chance at life. (i will explain this more in his spoiler topic)
she has some of her childhood memories completely blocked from her mind bc something very traumatic happened when she was 4/5. (i will once again explain this in regis' topic bc it involves him)
she believes her mother, amelia, hated her but that was also a misunderstanding. (i will explain this in regis' topic... again lol)
later on in the story she is told she holds massive amounts of mana/magic. her body is very weak bc she cannot withstand her mana.
bc of this she attracts lots of wizards and beasts who will try to kill her to absorb the magic within her.
but wizards also become stable when they are near her. (for example, the 'og fl' beatrice. i will talk about her in her spoiler topic) it also depends if the wizard is nice or evil.
juvel has lots of mana but lacks magical talent but she will learn how to maneuver said mana towards the final battle of the story and becomes a talented wizard.
the misunderstanding w her father will be cleared up and it's a very emotional scene that i will explain in regis' spoiler topic.
she regains her locked memories after her coming of age ceremony when she faints after touching an orb of light and is in a coma for 6 days.
in the first timeline, the sword she was given was actually a sword given to her to protect herself.
it was from her father, but also from the goddess of magic, kirke. its called the sword of potection.
juvelian is actually one of kirke's last descendants.
her job in her first life was to seal paphnil away for good. (i will also talk about kirke and paphnil)
but ultimately failed bc she killed herself.
if you have any questions pls feel free to ask! will post about regis later! <3