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People think white hair dude is nice? Lmaooooo

People really complaining about how things turned out? The reason why it turned into sex was because Mokhwa is trying to find out why he’s not pushing Nakwon away even though he has now the freedom to do so. That’s why he’s letting it happen, because he’s trying to find out what makes Nakwon so different from the rest of the people in his life. He’s trying to find out how the words “I love you” impact him in a way he’s not used to.
And he is in pain because he’s not used to having anal sex. The past scenes were when he was raped by Nakwon so of course his body still needs time to adjust. But he’s not pushing Nakwon away because he’s thinking “what happens then, now that I CAN reject him, what happens if I don’t?”
And he doesn’t want to reject him. He clearly says that he doesn’t dislike Nakwon and in previous chapters he’s said how he’s gotten used to Nakwon’s warmth. So he doesn’t want to reject him. He’s in pain because it’s normal to feel a degree of discomfort while having anal when you’re not used to it. But SPOILER! He will react after the kiss, he finally relaxes enough to stop feeling pain and immerse himself in the pleasure.
And we only have two more chapters left of this season so we will have to wait another three months for season three.

There are only two chapters left of this season I’m shook?! Now we have to wait three months for season three? I’m passing out

I’m so glad the uke is not scrawny! I love that the author drew him with a lot less muscle than the seme but you still can completely see that he has a male body. He has a lean body. And I love that! I’m not usually into smaller bottoms but seeing how the author kept the proportions of male bodies I’m so reading this.
It’s also a new manwha. The raws are up to chapter 8 and I love how the uke has to constantly keep up a fake persona to keep people away from him and safe but he’s actually so cute and the color combination of uke and seme? Chef kiss. Finally something new to look up to with so many of my favorite coming to an end this month

The art is really pretty and the story gets progressively more interesting as the chapters go by. They’re currently in chapter 53 and the story took a 180° turn.
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There’s none of them in their formal healthcare field. Like, by chapter 30 something you even forget they were doctors to begin with. And Hall has a very dark past. And Winter has abuse trauma.
But the most important thing? Prepare yourself to get CONSTANTLY cockblocked. They do have sex once more and Winter is the top again. But there’s constant teasing and hints towards Winter becoming Hall’s bottom at some point. But up to chapter 53 it still hasn’t happened. I personally will drop this because I’m not into switch couples but if you are then you should keep reading since I’m sure Winter will become Hall’s bottom exclusively later in the story. But so far with 53 chapters we’ve only had a couple blowjobs and one sex scene. So, don’t wait for more because the sex is not the main focus of this story.

Based on the drawing design and the dialogue so far I KNOW this is coded after my two favorite JJK characters and I’m here for it! I’m just gonna superimpose my favorite two on these two lmaoooooo let’s goooooo!!

It’s funny to me how the author has to explain the manwha all throughout Q&A. Like she really couldn’t properly convey the intention through her writing. If you skip the question section in her works, you’re left with so many unresolved things. And I appreciate that she answers those mysteries. But you can clearly tell she’s all over the place with her ideas. What’s the point of writing a story if the story itself won’t solve the mysteries? Imagine a writer writing a book and leaving all this questions out there. Writers don’t have a “creators note”. That’s why I think so many big authors send their congratulations drawings. As a way to encourage her. Or there was a huge “lost in translation” issue with this story. Because out of all the BL stories I’ve read, this is the one with most lore and such little use of it. This story should have had at least 80 chapters. Oh well, I hope her future works are a bit more out together. It was an interesting universe she created.

The writing on this manwha is chef kiss.
I love how they describe so detailed what they’re feeling for each other.
And I love Nakwon’s development towards Mokhwa. He still hasn’t lost his edge. But he went from a perpetrator to be completely in love with Mokhwa and realizing how much damaged he did. And what I like here is that he’s confessing not because he wants something out of him but because he knows that it might be the end of their “relationship” so he has to clear his feelings towards Mokhwa so he knows he hasn’t been nice this whole time because he wanted information out of him. And my favorite part? He said LOVE. Not like, he said he loves him.
Look at his gorgeous face all sentimental I adore Nakwon.

I love Shaia’s personality! He was raised lovingly and spoiled so of course he was gonna grow up to be cheeky and a little mean. This is probably my favorite kind of seme. Juda was nice by being possessive and my favorite in this verse. But if Shaia is a little mean on top of that then it checks all the boxes for me. I love how he’s always smiling and plays it nice in front of the elders and it’s actually spoiled rotten and sharp when he’s alone. Let’s gooooooo. I hope Hasumi doesn’t change his personality too much and keeps his mean streak even when he falls in love with this omega.

I’m too contaminated for this kind of plot.
I find it too realistic. I read BL bc of the fantasy that’s created between two men in this genre. I don’t want anything that it’s way too close to real life. And this is like that.
The way they talk about boundaries, one by one with a notepad; the way the navigate sex, how the bottom cries at everything and they’re always in their feelings, very emotional. I know all of these are realistic and healthy things to do. But I don’t read BL to find a realistic representation of homosexuality. I read it as an escape from reality.

I admit that I kept reading because the mystery is interesting. But the romance and the sexual tension is mid at best. And also in hopes the art got better. It’s not like the art is all that bad. I’ve read worse. But what irks me is that the main bottom is the only ugly one. In the beginning I thought that THAT was the intention. The pretty top falling for the not so good looking character trope. But as the story progressed, I realized that they kept saying how gorgeous Jin was and it got me like “what are they talking about?” Because all the characters are decently pretty and attractive (except for Theo since he’s drawn to look like a gorgeous doll) but the other men? Even the extras are somehow pretty or hot EXCEPT Jin. His design looks rough, tired and all around not appealing at all. So, it’s a surprise that it’s drawn with the intention to be a hottie in the universe they’re in.
I’m aware that people are overly sensitive with honest opinions on this comic because people tend to project their ideals into everybody and forget that criticism can come in both positive and negative forms. So, I know for a fact people are gonna dislike my comment and confusing it with hate because of their own personal trauma. But I waited and the story took a lot of my time so I have the right to express my impression on this work. It doesn’t deserve a 1 but it definitely doesn’t deserve a 9.