
Nanjo wants it Nanjo wants it! I KNEW IT. HE IS MADE TO BOTTOM. Even while being serviced by Mokyeom, he still has that bottom face. And he went from super reluctant to teasing Mokyeom to fuck him lmaooooo
I LOVE IT!!
I’m so glad this author is sticking to the regular roles and won’t make them switch. Mokyeom top and Nanjo bottom supremacy. They suit the soles so well.

In the original raw, he says “I won’t be able to take it. If you do that, I’ll break”. Which has more impact in my opinion. Exposes more the fact that he’s been living his life around Heeseo this entire time and the whole reason he stayed next to his adoptive family was out of guilt. Because they took him in. But the woman has been a horrible human being since the beginning, and he knows it. And he’s never seen his friend as anything other than a brother. So, he could never choose his relationship with him over Heeseo bc with Heeseo, he has an unbreakable bond, whatever the nature or quality of that bond. Their lives have been tied together since the beginning. No matter how hard they pretend or try to live separate lives, they’re always gravitating to each other and have never stopped thinking about one another.

i agree it’s got abit more poetic impact w that translation, but i think the english translators really trying to be more literal and emphasise hes got no reason to live if he made that choice— might be to hand feed the point to the audience or make it feel more impactful for heeseo to hear those words but either way i kinda liked it abit more this way— but i see what you mean too!

I love how the author went and said “I like beautiful characters. And when I say beauty I mean physical beauty. Because I like their inner beauty to be non existent” lmaooo they really said “morally correct? Fuck that!” This is my kind of author. Gonna pick up this story just because of the author’s note

Lmaooooo “home date” my brother is in DELUSIONAL TERRITORY right now he’s so doomed. Bro is so smitten he doesn’t have it in him to even mock Nanjo anymore. I see hearts in his eyes when Nanjo looks or talks his way. Nanjo could ask him to jump off of a bridge and he would do it
I can imagine how disgustingly sweet they will be once they’re both in love.
For the time being, this is the calm before the storm. They still need to get rid of the asshole twink.

Why would he be angry? He agreed to all of this. And Nanjo is a mature adult. He understands the consequences of his actions and he doesn’t have a victim mentality. He understands that he made a decision when he agreed to Mokyeom’s deal. He’s also “cheating” on the twink by sleeping with Mokyeom. And he also enjoyed it. There’s still no clear pov from Nanjo, but you can understand from the story and the authors notes that Nanjo doesn’t hate what he’s doing with Mokyeom and he probably hated not being able to express his sexual desires giving his position in society and upbringing. He’s probably been a bottom from the beginning and the twink only opened that door to accept his sexuality. Mokyeom is the one who’s truly accepting all of him without judgment or social demands.

Well, didn't he fucked him a bit too... Harshly? Or, just because he accepted the deal it automatically means he is accepting to be done this hard??... Unless it's a kink for them both, wich is clearly still one sided... But well, I really wonder why the hell he ain't angry even if they are in a deal... ╥﹏╥
But anyways, as a reader I kinda wanted them to do it nicely rather than like that...ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

AbbdiabejBshakznldvsja HOOOOLD ME THIS SHIT IS CRACK! IVE NEVER TRIED IT BUT IM SURE IT FEELS LIKE THIS! THIS AUTHOR GOT INSIDE OF MY BRAIN AND IS WRITING THIS TOPXTOP TROPE HOW I LIKE IT!!! THIS SHIT RIGHT HERE IS MY THIIIIIING!!!
Okay now that I let it out it’s hilarious how the Korean fandom is just as hooked as some of us are. They were commenting things like “mind you this was our first impression of Nanjo” and showing a photo of manly Nanjo in early chapters. Super composed and top like. Now he’s a mess and we’re all salivating lmaoooo
Also, the author wrote a brief explanation of this chapter for the less perverted ones. They said, explaining a bit of anatomy, that once a foreign object touches the sigmoid colon, the body feels it as a death threat. So the body starts releasing pleasure hormones as a suruvival mechanism. And since Nanjo had been experiencing intense and overwhelming pleasure from the beginning because he’s not used to feel pleasure, the sigmoid colon penetration and release of these hormones caused him to faint due to too much pleasure he was feeling.
Meaning what some of us thought was right: Nanjo is reluctant to Mokyeom not because he hates him, but because Mokyeom makes him experience pleasure he’s too unfamiliar with.
And the author also said this chapter marked the realization of Mokyeom’s feelings for Nanjo.
Spectacular give me 1000 chapters right now!!!
I can tell now what people hate this kind of stories. They’re too complex for simple readers. The amount of people who don’t know how we got here when this has been developing since chapter one is amazing.
They’re both victims. And they bonded over their trauma. None of them is more toxic than the other. The fact that one is the one doing the penetration doesn’t mean he’s automatically the worst one. People just love to project their victim mentality bc of their own traumas and real life morals.
Their destinies have been tied from the beginning. They have lived around each other from the beginning. Heeseo wasn’t the only one obsessing over. He was just more straightforward about it bc he didn’t have any guilt towards a “family” who took him in like Taekyung. Taekyung has always desire to walk next to him but he couldn’t simply dismiss his “family” that’s why he was angry at himself. Angry that he didn’t have the guts to stop felling guilty and make his own life with his own decisions. Heeseo is the only thing he has decided for himself for himself. And Heeseo is the only one who has ever put Taekyung as number one priority. They absolutely deserve each other in the best of ways.
Thinking that “oh, they dislike something I like? That means I’M SMARTER AND THEY’RE STUPID!!” is what only stupid people would say. And this is coming from someone who actually enjoys the story.
What are you, 12?
Oops i meant to dislike
LOL first time hearing this
Absolutely, I agreen with all of this! People just completely ignore all the nuance of Taekyung and Heeseo's conflicting feelings. Human beings are complicated and so are their emotions, who knew.
And I don't understand how the story is confusing at all lmao? It's really not, if they actually reread it they'll see that this is where it was going the entire time. If you don't like it - stop reading, it's really that simple.
The story is not "bad" by any means just because some of you decided to reduce it to "victim fell in love with rapist".