Miamatsuoka June 1, 2025 2:40 am

I can tell now what people hate this kind of stories. They’re too complex for simple readers. The amount of people who don’t know how we got here when this has been developing since chapter one is amazing.
They’re both victims. And they bonded over their trauma. None of them is more toxic than the other. The fact that one is the one doing the penetration doesn’t mean he’s automatically the worst one. People just love to project their victim mentality bc of their own traumas and real life morals.
Their destinies have been tied from the beginning. They have lived around each other from the beginning. Heeseo wasn’t the only one obsessing over. He was just more straightforward about it bc he didn’t have any guilt towards a “family” who took him in like Taekyung. Taekyung has always desire to walk next to him but he couldn’t simply dismiss his “family” that’s why he was angry at himself. Angry that he didn’t have the guts to stop felling guilty and make his own life with his own decisions. Heeseo is the only thing he has decided for himself for himself. And Heeseo is the only one who has ever put Taekyung as number one priority. They absolutely deserve each other in the best of ways.

    —- June 1, 2025 3:07 am

    Thinking that “oh, they dislike something I like? That means I’M SMARTER AND THEY’RE STUPID!!” is what only stupid people would say. And this is coming from someone who actually enjoys the story.

    What are you, 12?

    Lacie June 1, 2025 4:08 am

    Oops i meant to dislike

    luvmybfscara June 1, 2025 7:52 am
    Oops i meant to dislike Lacie

    LOL first time hearing this

    Wolf June 1, 2025 10:08 am

    Absolutely, I agreen with all of this! People just completely ignore all the nuance of Taekyung and Heeseo's conflicting feelings. Human beings are complicated and so are their emotions, who knew.
    And I don't understand how the story is confusing at all lmao? It's really not, if they actually reread it they'll see that this is where it was going the entire time. If you don't like it - stop reading, it's really that simple.
    The story is not "bad" by any means just because some of you decided to reduce it to "victim fell in love with rapist".

Miamatsuoka May 29, 2025 11:37 pm

We need more tops baby trapping the bottoms!
Yaoi women being pieces of poop and annoying as fuck strike again lmaoook

    FuckClicheStories May 29, 2025 11:55 pm

    huhhh?

    Maelie May 30, 2025 12:06 am

    Are you okay in the head

    Bot May 30, 2025 12:19 am

    Get out

    Miamatsuoka May 30, 2025 5:16 am

    Lmaooooo you’re all so easy to piss off on this site

    Miamatsuoka May 30, 2025 5:16 am
    Are you okay in the head Maelie

    No. Muah!

    Miamatsuoka May 30, 2025 5:17 am
    Get out Bot

    Make me

    Miamatsuoka May 30, 2025 5:17 am

    Do you need me to explain it with pears and apples?

    FuckClicheStories May 30, 2025 11:09 am
    Lmaooooo you’re all so easy to piss off on this site Miamatsuoka

    the way no one is pissed is embarrassing for you.

    FuckClicheStories May 30, 2025 11:13 am
    Do you need me to explain it with pears and apples? Miamatsuoka

    yeah you need to cause you sound challenged asf. Your weird ass said, “we need more tops trapping bottoms” so rightfully, I said huh cause clearly you’re not in the right mental state.

    Maelie May 30, 2025 2:03 pm
    No. Muah! Miamatsuoka

    Figures, no wonder you said something that deranged.

    Maelie May 30, 2025 2:10 pm

    Love it when someone publicly documents their untreated mental illness

    Bot May 30, 2025 2:15 pm

    "Make me" oh wow she's being a bad b!tch!
    (in a disgusting way)

    Candy June 6, 2025 2:12 am

    Rage bait 2/10 try harder!

Miamatsuoka May 28, 2025 5:00 pm

Hambam? I’m here for it!!!

Miamatsuoka May 26, 2025 9:26 pm

Nanjo wants it Nanjo wants it! I KNEW IT. HE IS MADE TO BOTTOM. Even while being serviced by Mokyeom, he still has that bottom face. And he went from super reluctant to teasing Mokyeom to fuck him lmaooooo
I LOVE IT!!
I’m so glad this author is sticking to the regular roles and won’t make them switch. Mokyeom top and Nanjo bottom supremacy. They suit the soles so well.

Miamatsuoka May 25, 2025 5:28 pm

I don’t care what anyone says. I enjoy seeing an asshole get a taste of his own medicine. So I’m not even flinching. This dude deserves everything that’s happening to him. And even like that he still has an attitude and won’t learn shit. I’m here for the revenge. No matter how awful it is.

    jiu May 25, 2025 5:32 pm

    YK, rape is awful. It shouldn't happen to anybody.

    Yes karma gets back to you, but rape is worse YK.

    Miamatsuoka May 25, 2025 5:34 pm
    YK, rape is awful. It shouldn't happen to anybody. Yes karma gets back to you, but rape is worse YK. jiu

    Idc. The bottom did the same to the top. The least that could happen to him, is the same. Don’t tell me if all of this happened to you, you would forgive your rapists (multiple, all of them) and wish them a happy life. Be so for real right now.

    blokuyorumiste May 25, 2025 6:04 pm
    Idc. The bottom did the same to the top. The least that could happen to him, is the same. Don’t tell me if all of this happened to you, you would forgive your rapists (multiple, all of them) and wish them a h... Miamatsuoka

    Did i miss something when does he try to rape him? İs it something that comes up later in the novel?

    lalaland May 25, 2025 6:06 pm

    What exactly did he do to deserve this again? He's a little cocky and definitely a bit of an ass but this is a bit much no? Like a few punches sure, but all this?

    Dani May 25, 2025 6:14 pm
    What exactly did he do to deserve this again? He's a little cocky and definitely a bit of an ass but this is a bit much no? Like a few punches sure, but all this? lalaland

    The bottom raped the top when they were younger, it comes a bit after in the novel. I think that he also took videos or photos (I’m not sure) and showed them to the top’s mom. Not saying that the gang rape and what happens after is justified, but I get why the top feels he’s getting back at him.

    puni May 25, 2025 6:14 pm
    What exactly did he do to deserve this again? He's a little cocky and definitely a bit of an ass but this is a bit much no? Like a few punches sure, but all this? lalaland

    uhh he gang r*ped park juyeon when they were kids

    It's the season to be Yaoi May 25, 2025 7:22 pm

    Oh so that's why it's called walk in my shoes

    Venus~ May 25, 2025 9:05 pm

    Meant to dislike

Miamatsuoka May 24, 2025 8:30 pm

In the original raw, he says “I won’t be able to take it. If you do that, I’ll break”. Which has more impact in my opinion. Exposes more the fact that he’s been living his life around Heeseo this entire time and the whole reason he stayed next to his adoptive family was out of guilt. Because they took him in. But the woman has been a horrible human being since the beginning, and he knows it. And he’s never seen his friend as anything other than a brother. So, he could never choose his relationship with him over Heeseo bc with Heeseo, he has an unbreakable bond, whatever the nature or quality of that bond. Their lives have been tied together since the beginning. No matter how hard they pretend or try to live separate lives, they’re always gravitating to each other and have never stopped thinking about one another.

    emani May 24, 2025 8:39 pm

    i agree it’s got abit more poetic impact w that translation, but i think the english translators really trying to be more literal and emphasise hes got no reason to live if he made that choice— might be to hand feed the point to the audience or make it feel more impactful for heeseo to hear those words but either way i kinda liked it abit more this way— but i see what you mean too!

    Oya? Oya Oya~ Oya Oya Oya~~ May 24, 2025 11:16 pm

    I always liked the fact the they had unbreakable bond, it was always there from the very beginning haha. anyway who are the cuties in you pfp? (=・ω・=)

Miamatsuoka May 21, 2025 6:28 pm

That’s what I’m talking about.
This feels like a fic I read about Gojo and Megumi. And seeing how the top looks like the love child of Gojo and Geto, and the bottom has Megumi’s hair and Megumi’s mentality. Yes, gofushige. I’m gonna enjoy this

    Fynn May 21, 2025 8:17 pm

    EXCUSE YOU. HWAT

    Huh May 22, 2025 12:10 am

    WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY.

    flomillishithoe May 22, 2025 1:05 am

    LMFAOOOO HELP I KNEW I WASNT THE ONLY DERANGED AND DELULU ONE I THOUGHT THE SAME THING

    Avava May 22, 2025 1:53 am

    Sorry meant to dislike!

    Miamatsuoka May 22, 2025 2:04 am
    Sorry meant to dislike! Avava

    It’s okay! Votes are irrelevant in this site anyways

    Miamatsuoka May 22, 2025 2:05 am
    LMFAOOOO HELP I KNEW I WASNT THE ONLY DERANGED AND DELULU ONE I THOUGHT THE SAME THING flomillishithoe

    Lmaoooooo I forgot that we’re in a vanilla moralist site. Glad to find people who enjoy fiction without moral ties. It does look like them right? I tend to find them in every black hair bottom blonde/white hair top lmaooo

    KoolAidOnDrugs May 22, 2025 9:55 pm

    The like to dislike ratio is crazy

    Nelcy May 23, 2025 6:37 am
    The like to dislike ratio is crazy KoolAidOnDrugs

    Now I'm curious. What's the ratio?

    Nelcy May 23, 2025 6:39 am

    Huh...but i thought ml looked like that "Tuna mayo" guy. I forgot his name, the one with powerful voice.

    Huh May 23, 2025 11:05 am
    Now I'm curious. What's the ratio? Nelcy

    21/53 21 likes, 53 dislikes

    Nelcy May 24, 2025 8:32 am
    21/53 21 likes, 53 dislikes Huh

    Wow.

    KoolAidOnDrugs May 24, 2025 1:12 pm
    21/53 21 likes, 53 dislikes Huh

    LMFAOOOO

    Fynn May 24, 2025 2:30 pm
    21/53 21 likes, 53 dislikes Huh

    I mean, you can't blame them cause wtf?!?

    KoolAidOnDrugs May 24, 2025 3:18 pm
    Lmaoooooo I forgot that we’re in a vanilla moralist site. Glad to find people who enjoy fiction without moral ties. It does look like them right? I tend to find them in every black hair bottom blonde/white ha... Miamatsuoka

    'vanilla moralistic site' and it's straight up pedophilia ??weirdo alert!!! keep ur kids safe!!!

    ~<3 May 25, 2025 10:25 am
    Sorry meant to dislike! Avava

    SAME LIKE WTF

Miamatsuoka May 21, 2025 4:38 pm

I love how the author went and said “I like beautiful characters. And when I say beauty I mean physical beauty. Because I like their inner beauty to be non existent” lmaooo they really said “morally correct? Fuck that!” This is my kind of author. Gonna pick up this story just because of the author’s note

    Sir Fwop June 5, 2025 12:42 am

    FR ! Idrc what haters have to say about this but fuck I’m loving it

Miamatsuoka May 20, 2025 3:53 am

Lmaooooo “home date” my brother is in DELUSIONAL TERRITORY right now he’s so doomed. Bro is so smitten he doesn’t have it in him to even mock Nanjo anymore. I see hearts in his eyes when Nanjo looks or talks his way. Nanjo could ask him to jump off of a bridge and he would do it

I can imagine how disgustingly sweet they will be once they’re both in love.
For the time being, this is the calm before the storm. They still need to get rid of the asshole twink.

    ♡HaeRim21♡ May 20, 2025 6:59 am

    Yeah.... i can sense the one who will be tightly borken will be Nanjo by this blonde seme... I bet he will abusing him in the name of love... (Hope I am wrong tho') Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)

    By the way... How come Nanjo acted as if nothing when he woke up!?? Shouldn't he be angry?? Σ(っ°Д °;)っ...

    Miamatsuoka May 20, 2025 5:32 pm
    Yeah.... i can sense the one who will be tightly borken will be Nanjo by this blonde seme... I bet he will abusing him in the name of love... (Hope I am wrong tho') Σ(  ̄□ ̄||)By the way... How come Nanjo ... ♡HaeRim21♡

    Why would he be angry? He agreed to all of this. And Nanjo is a mature adult. He understands the consequences of his actions and he doesn’t have a victim mentality. He understands that he made a decision when he agreed to Mokyeom’s deal. He’s also “cheating” on the twink by sleeping with Mokyeom. And he also enjoyed it. There’s still no clear pov from Nanjo, but you can understand from the story and the authors notes that Nanjo doesn’t hate what he’s doing with Mokyeom and he probably hated not being able to express his sexual desires giving his position in society and upbringing. He’s probably been a bottom from the beginning and the twink only opened that door to accept his sexuality. Mokyeom is the one who’s truly accepting all of him without judgment or social demands.

    ♡HaeRim21♡ May 20, 2025 6:18 pm
    Why would he be angry? He agreed to all of this. And Nanjo is a mature adult. He understands the consequences of his actions and he doesn’t have a victim mentality. He understands that he made a decision when... Miamatsuoka

    Well, didn't he fucked him a bit too... Harshly? Or, just because he accepted the deal it automatically means he is accepting to be done this hard??... Unless it's a kink for them both, wich is clearly still one sided... But well, I really wonder why the hell he ain't angry even if they are in a deal... ╥﹏╥

    But anyways, as a reader I kinda wanted them to do it nicely rather than like that...ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

    Miamatsuoka May 21, 2025 4:06 am
    Well, didn't he fucked him a bit too... Harshly? Or, just because he accepted the deal it automatically means he is accepting to be done this hard??... Unless it's a kink for them both, wich is clearly still on... ♡HaeRim21♡

    He’s had threesomes with Mokyeom and the twink. He knows Mokyeom is a sadist. That’s why he’s not angry or he has no reaction.
    I think you’re reading the wrong story if you want sweet or soft sex. This story clearly explores kinks and sadistic sex. It’s one of Mokyeom’s kinks.

Miamatsuoka May 13, 2025 5:27 am

AbbdiabejBshakznldvsja HOOOOLD ME THIS SHIT IS CRACK! IVE NEVER TRIED IT BUT IM SURE IT FEELS LIKE THIS! THIS AUTHOR GOT INSIDE OF MY BRAIN AND IS WRITING THIS TOPXTOP TROPE HOW I LIKE IT!!! THIS SHIT RIGHT HERE IS MY THIIIIIING!!!
Okay now that I let it out it’s hilarious how the Korean fandom is just as hooked as some of us are. They were commenting things like “mind you this was our first impression of Nanjo” and showing a photo of manly Nanjo in early chapters. Super composed and top like. Now he’s a mess and we’re all salivating lmaoooo
Also, the author wrote a brief explanation of this chapter for the less perverted ones. They said, explaining a bit of anatomy, that once a foreign object touches the sigmoid colon, the body feels it as a death threat. So the body starts releasing pleasure hormones as a suruvival mechanism. And since Nanjo had been experiencing intense and overwhelming pleasure from the beginning because he’s not used to feel pleasure, the sigmoid colon penetration and release of these hormones caused him to faint due to too much pleasure he was feeling.
Meaning what some of us thought was right: Nanjo is reluctant to Mokyeom not because he hates him, but because Mokyeom makes him experience pleasure he’s too unfamiliar with.
And the author also said this chapter marked the realization of Mokyeom’s feelings for Nanjo.


Spectacular give me 1000 chapters right now!!!

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