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It's time to show my genious in analysis (⌒▽⌒)
Sorry for mistakes english isn't my language.





SPOILER.


Okay. I'm gonna give my toughs about this manhwa and my analysis because I'm very curious.

First, Na-Kyum and Yoon.
So, I have detected a lot of thing. Yoon really sucks at love, sorry but it's catastrophic. I think that both protagonists are built throughout the Ying and Yang, they represent the complementarity at the extreme. Na-Kyum is pure, innocent and really love someone, he knows affection but is really ignorant at sex while Yoon it is the complete opposed: he represents lust, do not know anything at love and ... he is really violent, perverted. If you know the color code, the Yoon's dress (you know his green dress) and green is know to represent greed (in sex), sex and even devil. While pink who is Na-Kyum's color represent love, romanticism, purity and eroticism, it's make sense when Jihwa reproach to Na-Kyum
  his seductive youth, his beauty and his eroticism, that's exactly the symbols of his pink clothe. Na-Kyum wear Yoon's clothes (the green dress) There are two possibilities: 1) The purity of Na-Kyum is taken by Yoon 2) It's a pact with the devil, Na Kyum, wearing this green dress, has already agreed with the rule, and if he agrees to obey him, this will be definitively signed.
Then, there is another element that caught my attention: The hair. Like we see, Yoon is used to touching Na-Kyum's hair especially by playing with his headband. This express Na-Kyum's sensuality and Yoon's desire of domination and sex. Hair expresses sexuality, feminity and sensuality. Yoon has ... Long hair. So, it 's surprise me it' s when it 's getting better. Compared to him, Jihwa has always been destroyed by activities, but it is often touched by Yoon who mess up his hair. Aim, hair's Yoon, we do not even see a single strand of hair get out.
If we see in origins long hair represent virility but also sexuality (especially with women) but I find a theory more interesting, and I don’t know if this hypothesis will be confirmed in the future. I think that the hair represent Yoon in his true feelings. I explain me, even during sex which is a very intimate part of his life, he wears his headband. I think in future, more Yoon will fall in love with Na-Kyum more he will let out his hair, who represent a sort of control not a control of his pulsions, but a control of love, of real feeling. For that moment, Yoon’s hairtyle is still really strict because, he is always in a moment of questions he doesn’t really understand what’s happening in himself.
It’s make a good transition : Yoon’s and Na-kyum’s feeling. I don’t really think that Yoon fell in love during this night, this is too quick. BUT, I think it’s a beginning, “the awakening”. The night with Na-kyum impacted him deeply. I was really surprised in the last chapter if you see the yoon’s memory it’s correspond at two sentences that Na-Kyum said “My lord, I’m cumming” and “I’m so happy, my heart is so full”.
Because “lord” is how Na-Kyum call him in reality. In the act, Na-Kyum doesn’t understand (he was drunk so…) but Yoon inversed the situation, he mades Na-Kyum called him not this teacher, him. I think that it’s precisely this thant Yoon doesn’t understand and why he is so confused, it’s represent his dilemma : people are constantly so easily seduced by him, he has everything he wants, and in a way making love with Na-Kyum, he thought he got what he wanted. But there are problems 1) first, he realizes that this night was not enough for him, that he is still attracted to this painter 2) Then Na-kyum constantly rejects his physical advances while he is (like the other) attracted by him physically but not in his heart, and this is what Yoon doesn’t understand also 3) and last point, even Na-Kyum call his “name” (Lord) and “””accepted””” to make love with him, he discovered that it’s wasn’t sufficient. Na-Kym in reality didn’t accept anything, he was forced by him and I think Yoon lie to himself because he knows, he knows that reality will be extremely hurting (Like: I raped the only person that I can potentially love).I think that Yoon is in the illusion that it’s enough that Na-Kyum agrees to sleep with him, to give him a blowjob, to call him “lord” while they make love to be satisfied with this lack of that painful thing he feels in his heart.
However, I don’t thint, It will be enough : he is feeling greed, jalousy, possessivity … It’s clearly an obsession, not love, he is searching something, something that Na-kyum give him even it was not his intention and this thing is called : affection. A real feeling for his, just for him, a strong and adorable feeling.

I don’t understand person who love Yoon : guy, he raped Na-kym that you
whether you like it or not he did something very bad, Na-kyum deverses apologies etc...

I was sincerely very surprised that he run away ! I probably think it's the teacher or other person who pushed him to leave. Seing the way he protected In-hun, He wouldn't risk the life of his teacher. Even if we don't like this man, Na-kyum chooses him, he deeply loves him. If he discovers his real face or if he is dead by Yoon's hand : he will be destroyed. Because his heart will be totally destroyed. It's really sad for this little boy who just want live his own life. With Yoon I'm sorry it"s a bird in his cage, he treats him like a object and just because Yoon probably have a dark past or don't understand Na-Kyum's logic doesn't give an excuse for his act. Run away was for me THE solution. Yoon would have never let Na-Kyum go, he would have act like he always act : violently and like he wants. I prefer personnaly die running away for MY freedom that living with my rapist who do with me whatever he wants. It's a torture. Na-kyum was living a torture, it's just acuse, rape, violence, he smashed his noze against a fucking floor like an animal, HE WAS FUCKING BLEEDING. I'm used to see forced sex, forced relation, it's really common in yaoi, I know it's a fiction. I like this manhwa for his art, his historical aspect and Na-Kyum, but I WILL NEVER be like "oooh so cute" with Na-Kyum and Yoon if in futur they act like lover, because I would remember this night where Yoon make cry Na-Kyum, where Yoon make blind this boy. (metaphorically and physically). It's a fiction, but don't forget that criticism is necessary.

Cute. Just the baby. After... That's so creepy. Ew. Romanticism and rape... Tch.

Chapter 27.













All people : OMG ... Poor Na-Kyum
No one beside me : But... Na-Kyum wears Yoon's clothe... Bruh ..........
(For curious it's the same clothe that wear Yoon when he attacked Na-Kyum for the first time, and on the painting that Na-Kyum did with Yoon and him self. I'm genius. I know).

Am I seriously waiting that Na-Kyum finish rich with a adorable person who suddenly appear of nowhere and become deeply in love with him and care about him simply and nicely ?





Yes.
.
. DON'T.
JUDGE.
ME.

Please God save the quee... hm ... Na-Kyum.

I love this ending. Why ? That's right, it's a bad end, and ?! In each Yaoi we have a seme who do something bad and who is not really punished for his acts, his love is so blind that he do whatever he want with the uke and in a lot of Yaoi, it's absurd. Because uke never go to the police (because he is blackmailed, violated, or raped by the seme), he says literally nothing, there is NOTHING who is really "realistic" sorry but this cliché of seme fall in love at first sight with the uke who is literally forced to love the seme is tiring. Because Uke just do what the seme want at the end, ALL THE TIME. So yes, the protagonist in this story can be in love with the seme, but he is not blind, he sees a problem. We call this : self-love it's an extreme but it's the ironic message " your manner to control me, to force me to do something that I don't want to do, are an error", in the final he says "I love you" but he die (or very hurted, we don't really see him die technically, but I prefer my theory of the death) , he dies knowing perfectly that he didn't follow what the seme planified and that will probably hurt him, surprised me. He had two choices basics : Choose to stay with the seme and we have 50+ basic classic chapters or... He kill himself and show to everyone that this person don't have the right to do whatever he wants just because he loves and that this person desires him. Nathaniel wants to extricate himself from this "destiny" of the Uke who will always fall into the arms of the seme, to be the "property" of the seme.
it is caricatural, certainly, extreme yes, but the yaoi is caricatural in general, this extreme possessiveness, this seme which is invincible, that the Uke will never be able to dominate, which is always stronger, more beautiful, bigger, more intelligent ... Nathanial just respond to the absurdity of a seme who fall in love without deep reasons and try to lock him up with him in sort of relation who only the seme decide what will happen next.
This Yaoi is not original, but the end is really interesting. The logic of Yaoi is Uke stays with Seme, "I'm your" he generally accept this situation, not Nathaniel and the only way to provoke us, to show violently to us that this time seme will not have whatever he wants. This ending is perfectly complete for me, we are just used to happy end, happy explanations...
If you read Yaoi just for sex or happy ending without pay attention to symbolism, philosophy or reflexion, you're just a consumer of mass and entertainment without values that's not a good reader for me. You may not like this end, but not trying to understand and criticize it constructively makes you someone who does not care about the work of the authors.

I think that Seughoo didn't understand why Na-Kyum reject him with all his might when He jerked him. Na-Kyum is so pure and he is really interrogated by this force of love that Na-Kyum have for his learned sir but in the end of the last chapter when Na-Kyum call the name of a man who is not him but another : I think that Seughoo is perturbated as if he wanted be this man that Na-Kyum call so desperately and with a lot love ...

Taku x Haesoo without hesitation. I don't like Joowon. He doesn't want find the truth about himself, He doesn't what he really wants : Haesoo. He is in love with Haesoo IT'S SO OBVIOUS.
It's sad, for Joowon but why did you wait that Haesoo find someone else to realize that he doesn't like the idea of Haesoo being serious with another man ? It's so egoist ! Really man ?
You wanted offer A FUCKING RING, it was a joke too ?!!! What does he play seriously ? I find him so...hateful. Ring is a serious thing, the symbolism is very important. And Joowon says yet he doesn't like Haesoo ? Come on.
After a while, you MUST make your choices, Joowon. You like him or not, there is no 'I don't like you buy I'm possessive anyway". Joowon doesn't have the right to be angry, he wanted a simple sexual relation, and this is not the case of Haesoo who needs love and affection, he needs someone who take care of him and hug him when he is sad. Joowon deserves to be punished, because you can't have everything, if you're not ready to begin something serious, you're not ready for something serious and Haesoo doesn't have to wait for you, because you don't promise anything concrete, real... You just want hidden your love, to avoid consequences. You're just cowardly and selfish.

I'm really gonna kidnapped Yohan. I swear it's my goal in life.

Na-Kyum is a proof that life doesn't like all her creation.

I personnally find this story tragic... Because, if Hyunsung and Dojin are together it's thanks to their part of animality.... They stay omega and alpha, this is a sort of continuation of Alpha like dominant and Omega dominated, hyunsung has never wanted be with an alpha and several times has been against cliche of Omega in the society. His mother suffer from this system, and Hyunsung wasn't really for a child, I see him just forced to accept a destiny that he never wanted... Same for Dojin, he hates lost his control and this fucking idea that Alpha must be with omega and that there is a "alpha pride", alpha always dominant and stronge while omega are sweet, nice, and dominated... It's kind of sad, and make me think at the past in our world where was exactly the same cliche with men and woman. This mangas just show us, a vision really persimistic from the world, she said that even if we want fight against nature, society, you will be always a part of that, and you will follow that society...

Hyunsung and Dojin have never wanted to be obedient to this society, Dojin hated omega and hyesung hated being an alpha with this subtil and direct discrimination....
This story don't change this problem, Omega will be weak, sweet, little... While alpha will be ambitious, tall, imposant, Amazing... It's just... Very tragic, humans aren't so easy to read and we can't classify each other like this, it's too easy and so stupid... I would like omegaverse more ... Realistic and stop with this strict opposition between Omega and Alpha it's deliver a poisonous message for me, alpha are more intelligente, more strong ... While Omega are the contrary... It's pissed me off, because all people in the genre obey at this logic, for example we don't have a omega who fight to sucesse in his life, with his passion and his job without to be fucked by an alpha that he knows for two days.