
I'm really bummed about the "he's straight" thing author has going, it's like they can only think in "gay" or "straight" it's really tiring. Also what's up with with jaemin's friend? I get juho projecting his insecurities because he got burned in the past but the so called friend dude? With friends like that you don't enemies

I kinda get where he's coming from tho? Once u have lots of bad relationships it just makes sense to be more cautious. Not to mention being straight means there's always a chance of him wanting to be with a girl. I think the unless he's assertive about it anyone would hold back. I think the uke just taking the time to understand his sincerity is great!

But here's the thing tho Jaemin is attracted to a cis man and he's a cis man (as far as we know, not that I'm expecting nuance from bl) everyone keeps invalidating his attraction to juho telling him he's straight when he has REPEATEDLY said that he's attracted to juho it's tiring. And I don't hold being cautious and unable to trust against juho as I mentioned in the original comment, I just wished the author focused more on how his mental state after being shunned and abandoned by the people he cared for most instead of showing how he's unable to trust Jaemin cause it's getting repetitive
Am I sleep deprived or is the plot progression way too weird bc nothing's clicking
Hahahhaah i read this like around 3am and I felt so confused and felt asleep that way