the manager really stayed by him for years, and still deemed him an outsider. i feel bad that eiser is never free from the grayan name, but i cant say i donāt understand the butler entirely. even if he was wrong.
some prideā¦ he cant even identify the demon king in front of him
Exactly omg
the fight holy shit?? its so peak
Sorry. Meant to like.
no worries
to be honest, its a good read if you ignore everything and read for just the scenes, but even then, the fl is straight up ill?? she thinks so shallowly and is naive to fault.. like why are you leading him on when heās clearly showing signs? and that blonde prince too, like ur cute but how about you stop competing with your brother over a woman? its clear that he liked her first. alex pursing her but she continues to push the saintess on him?? when she clearly has a mutual love with the black haired?? but even the saintess is fake with her ācompetitionā when she couldve just outright told her to give up? she knows black haired likes her and that flās fake crush isnāt gonna work. the only normal people here are alexandrite and onyx. everyone else a snake in someway, its cute if you read blindly. but alexandrite deserves so much better. imagine me meeting my favourite LIKE WYM U WOULDNāT PURSUE HIM??EVEN WHEN HEāS LITERALLY GIVING U THE GREEN LIGHT?? i mean she does seem to have some internal issues with her worth and the fact that its a āgameā BUT THERES A LIMIT, if its just a āgameā you might as well enjoy it?? but on the other hand i completely understand her, ML IS AN ABSOLUTE UNIT HOLY SHIT?!? I UNDERSTAND WHY SHEāS SO DOWN BAD AND THATS HER WHOLE PERSONALITY BUT DAMN HEāS MAJESTIC. iām his fan, not the story. she doesnāt even see him as a favourite but literally a being of worship, like even for a mentally ill fan theres a fourth wall you cannot jump over, she has that chance but still ignores it. she needs to learn from hestia and set her priorities straight. he doesnāt need the saint he needs someone to love, whats stopping fl from becoming that person? it seems like she cannot even comprehend that much.
anyways, 3/10, +10 points because alexandrite exists thanks to this.
The reason shes so in her head about setting the two of them up can be classed in two parts.
One, when she was younger people bullied her for having a crush on someone, which ruined her self esteem and self worth. Then she started taking joy from helping friends with their crushes even if she herself also has a crush on the same, because that way she gets to keep her friends. She knows if she doesnāt support their crushes then her friends would drop her and maybe bully her like before.
And two, she played as the FL in the game. So even though sheās her own separate person in this world, she still sees herself through the fl and again, gets the second hand enjoyment from her two favs getting together.
I agree that sheās hella annoying to the point I want to smack her upside the head and take HER place to woo this stud of a man.
Cuz at the end of the day she is actively trying to manipulate real LIVING and BREATHING people to suit her needs. Sheās one of those stupid FLs who just shrug their shoulders and thinks they can do whatever because, āIām in a game so OF COURSE I can play god and make them follow how I want them to because I know everything!ā
exactly, i can see why sheās like that. she grew without being able to full express herself in terms of relationships, and she fully believes sheās in a game world where they arenāt real humans. considering those two maybe she can be understood a little, but sheās lowkey an unexcused airhead. if she had just looked for the ribloom herself, instead of the alex and saint (which she was trying to do the entire time), his life wouldnāt be in danger. not to mention she easily showed us she couldāve done it herself.
if we look at the relationship between her and blonde guy, she doesnāt see him as an option at all, or even a human, which is why she acts relatively friendly with him and is oblivious to his actions. she doesnāt know how to work with relationships and it shows, her inability to see that she could be understood by others is whatās stopping her from expressing herself. thereās a barrier between her and other people, almost like a fourth wall that completely closes her off, she would probably think that if she crosses it things in the game might go for a bad turn.
alexandrite, which she borderline worships, is the closest thing she has to her true self and her true feelings. she 100% believes heāll die unless heās with the saint. sheās willing to even give herself for the sake of the otome route to proceed. and just like how she ignore her own feelings, she disregards others too, she doesnāt understand that she loves him more than she loves herself and thats the annoying part.
but sheās quite funnyā¦ i still come back every update anw lmao
i swear the grayan name is never going to stop haunting eiser, IāM FED UP WITH THEM COMING AFTER SERENA GENUINELY JUMP
that was so cute he believes in kdjās words that much, trust sky breaking sword saint my queen will live this round