
Was thinking of dojin while masturbating with a fake toy .....but when he got the real deal....he's suddenly traumatized? Way to go !

I doubt this manhwa is that deep, but I do understand Hyesung reaction in some point. I was sexually assaulted when I was 12 and that lead me to have intimacy issues, well in my adulthood. I would want my boyfriend touch n try to enjoy sex but then feelings n thoughts just came by, feeling guilty for enjoying it, thinking this is gross due to past trauma n end up crying in a mess while on top of him, n yeah basically being traumatized. I did go to therapy in the end, but yeah, could happen and kinda common for some who had less than savory experience with sex
Moving from one brother to other brother concept ...I just don't like it.....for me akihito still feels like a substitute for his brother....IDK....
I'm not fond of this concept either but I feel like the older brother was the initial replacement only for the boss to fall in love and then he went back to the younger brother. Because Honjou seemed to pay close attention to Akihito a lot before the brother came into the picture.
Me too it doesn’t feel secured.. he could think of the brother anytime he looks at his current lover’s face...( ̄へ ̄)
I agree. And the author did well with this concept with like how honjou noticed how the brothers smoked differently and their personality differences and he ended up liking how the younger brother does things.