Kitty November 25, 2023 3:15 pm

So i read the novel almost 2-3 years ago, that's why I may not remember all the plot but all I want to say is just don't fall for ml killer(literally) looks. At the time when I was reading this, the unmature me thought its the best bl plot ever but now I have different opinion. So spoilers ahead....



-> mc just constantly going to be raped and blackmailed by ml.
-> mc was attacked two times and was in death bed.
-> mc gonna suffer from Stockholm syndrome.
-> mc just simply forgot about his revenge.
-> mc ended his revenge by visiting his so called best friend grave and basically telling her that she was a delulu person (which she was) and ml never even know her existence. (Ok but bitch you end up with your best friend's crush right? Just imagine you are dead and your best friend came to visit your grave and telling you that he/she become bf/gf of your crush. Idk about you guys but I will come out of my freaking grave and I'm gonna drag that bitch with me to the hell. But I digress.)
-> ml also committed some horrible crime (murder) and forced someone else to take the blame. And he just got away with all this cuz he is ml , duh and he also have support from his rich family.
-> ml just excuses his action because he have some mental illness where he can't distinguish what is wrong and what is right.( let me tell you guys never let anyone hurt or harm you and others , just because he/she suffering from a mental illness [though it may differ from cases to cases] )
-> ml expressed his so called feelings by talking nonsense (what the hell I was thinking at that time, I thought it's the best romantic proposal ever)
-> now that I think, mc was also a stalker. He just needed an excuse. And that excuse come with his friend's death.
-> you know what they both deserve each other. Both the main characters are unlikable (though my younger self thought something else but at that time also I never liked the ml, whatsoever)

Well that is all my ranting, If you have any questions regarding this then feel free to ask me. Thank you for reading this :)

    pluckaduck November 25, 2023 12:02 pm

    wait r u serious mc have a real mental illness, or r u saying he's just a dumbass

    Kitty November 25, 2023 12:37 pm

    MC doesn't have any mental illness but ML have, atleast that what is said in the novel. Though if I have to describe MC in three words then it would be IDIOT, STUPIDIT and PATHETIC. Basically what you said a DUMBASS.

    Todd Lefondler November 25, 2023 5:59 pm

    Thank you for your service. Now I know this is just another rape-y trash with good art.

    pluckaduck November 26, 2023 12:23 am
    MC doesn't have any mental illness but ML have, atleast that what is said in the novel. Though if I have to describe MC in three words then it would be IDIOT, STUPIDIT and PATHETIC. Basically what you said a DU... Kitty

    oh i accidentally read "ml" as "mc"... but thanks for clarifying

Kitty November 25, 2023 1:30 am

Through the epilogue, author kinda give away that who is the end game. So professor is just here to create drama. I accepted more from his character, tbh.

Kitty November 24, 2023 12:44 am

I already said this but please stop whining already about "I DoN't WaNt ToO SeE StRaiGhT ScEnE" it's started to get annoying ok. If you don't want to see it then don't see it. It is as simple as that. No one is forcing you to watch it. Jesus!!
If you are supporting bl then I assume you also support lgbt+ community also. So here also we have characters who have different sexual orientation. And there's no such rules that bl and gl should have gay and lesbian couples only respectively.

    I'mGayAndYouKnowIt November 24, 2023 12:53 am

    Noone is forcing you to read our "annoying" topics or comments. Ignore us and move on

    "And there's no such rules that bl and gl should have gay and lesbian couples only respectively"

    It's an unwritten rule. BL features relationships between men. GL features relationships between women. The main couples should be gay or lesbian. Here, the main male characters are not together. They are still "fucking" women. It's annoying

    BYZ1I November 24, 2023 12:59 am
    Noone is forcing you to read our "annoying" topics or comments. Ignore us and move on "And there's no such rules that bl and gl should have gay and lesbian couples only respectively"It's an unwritten rule. BL f... I'mGayAndYouKnowIt

    bl should actually just have mlm which includes bisexual men. the same goes for gl… wlw.. which includes… bisexuality!! it’s annoying to u bc of ur biphobia :/

    I'mGayAndYouKnowIt November 24, 2023 1:02 am
    bl should actually just have mlm which includes bisexual men. the same goes for gl… wlw.. which includes… bisexuality!! it’s annoying to u bc of ur biphobia :/ BYZ1I

    Say that to all the "straight" stories that don't include "bisexuality" and then I will take you seriously

    I'mGayAndYouKnowIt November 24, 2023 1:18 am
    bl should actually just have mlm which includes bisexual men. the same goes for gl… wlw.. which includes… bisexuality!! it’s annoying to u bc of ur biphobia :/ BYZ1I

    Gay people can't have anything nice, can they? You know the gay community is an easy target, and you get away with repeatedly violating our boundaries or shaming us for our preferences

    Make "straight" stories inclusive, and I will consider making BL/yaoi or GL/yuri inclusive. Till then, BL/yaoi or GL/yuri should be a gay-only event. Go home

    BYZ1I November 24, 2023 1:22 am
    Say that to all the "straight" stories that don't include "bisexuality" and then I will take you seriously I'mGayAndYouKnowIt

    your comment implies that there *are* “straight” stories with bisexuality, doesn’t it?

    I'mGayAndYouKnowIt November 24, 2023 1:25 am
    your comment implies that there *are* “straight” stories with bisexuality, doesn’t it? BYZ1I

    Very rarely. 1 out of millions. Meanwhile, "BLs" or "GLs" include bisexuality left and right. "Only gay or lesbian for you" is a common trope for a reason

    BYZ1I November 24, 2023 1:40 am
    Very rarely. 1 out of millions. Meanwhile, "BLs" or "GLs" include bisexuality left and right. "Only gay or lesbian for you" is a common trope for a reason I'mGayAndYouKnowIt

    i’m just gonna say that’s probably bc when categorizing it into a binary (which i think most tend to do…) the two categories are either straight or queer/lgbtq+ so one’s not gonna be as diverse as the other, while the other is more inclusive. also a lot of these yaoi and yuri stuff is fetishizing… so they just wanna see two ppl of the same sex fuck without caring for actual labels and that’s probably another reason why it’s not strictly gay or lesbian.. bc the ppl who write it don’t care abt representation… which sucks yk :/ so i get the frustration on that common trope you talked abt. it’s almost like the authors don’t want to acknowledge established homosexual identities or diverse identities at all. (it seems like it’s censorship too)

    K1RIT0EZ November 24, 2023 4:13 am
    Noone is forcing you to read our "annoying" topics or comments. Ignore us and move on "And there's no such rules that bl and gl should have gay and lesbian couples only respectively"It's an unwritten rule. BL f... I'mGayAndYouKnowIt

    Well, your mindset just sucks!

    Kitty November 24, 2023 4:26 am
    Well, your mindset just sucks! K1RIT0EZ

    Well said . As she herself said that I should ignore doltish person like her. So I will take her advice and ignore her.(⌒▽⌒)

    :^( November 24, 2023 6:25 am

    The people here complaining about there being straight sex in this story is giving off really strong fetishization vibes, yikes.

    Ale November 24, 2023 7:29 am

    idc tbh its just the fact that women get thrown around like holes for the ML and its quite common in bl (that or they make them unlikeable and annoyng to get in the way of the main couple) , i would've like it better if they introduced a woman with importance in the story and then incorporated her in the smut, instead of throwing a random girl with no name around like they always do, this is plain unneccesary with no importance in the story and for ''shock value'' not for bi representation -a bi woman

    l1noori November 24, 2023 9:35 am
    idc tbh its just the fact that women get thrown around like holes for the ML and its quite common in bl (that or they make them unlikeable and annoyng to get in the way of the main couple) , i would've like it ... Ale

    men get thrown around like holes in bl too, especially in stories like these. there's fetishization left and right in bl, male on male rape is more common in bl than it's not. you can't call it 'just for shock value' when the story is such a dark and gritty one. it's kinda what you sign up for. -a bi man

    hHmmMmm November 24, 2023 9:41 am
    idc tbh its just the fact that women get thrown around like holes for the ML and its quite common in bl (that or they make them unlikeable and annoyng to get in the way of the main couple) , i would've like it ... Ale

    Ye like a man who fucks any and every hole makes a difference for u. There's always the same type of every people in every community. A woman who doesn't.mind being fucked by anyone? There's also men who don't mind fucking anyone? If u want female characters with more substance in the story in a bl, there's plenty of them in other bl stories. Don't find what doesn't exist here and argue just for the sake of it like mindless mobs
    Ur not making any point

    hHmmMmm November 24, 2023 9:51 am
    Gay people can't have anything nice, can they? You know the gay community is an easy target, and you get away with repeatedly violating our boundaries or shaming us for our preferences Make "straight" stories i... I'mGayAndYouKnowIt

    Giving the minority victim card when they can't think of any other arguments to support their bigoted point of view, lol, truly a classic

    hHmmMmm November 24, 2023 9:54 am
    Noone is forcing you to read our "annoying" topics or comments. Ignore us and move on "And there's no such rules that bl and gl should have gay and lesbian couples only respectively"It's an unwritten rule. BL f... I'mGayAndYouKnowIt

    There's no unwritten rule, stfu. Authors are free to write whatever they want, it's up to the audience if they want to read it. This book clearly hurts u on a personal level, I suggest reading others till you grow ur emotional intelligence to that of an adult

    l1noori November 24, 2023 10:04 am
    Giving the minority victim card when they can't think of any other arguments to support their bigoted point of view, lol, truly a classic hHmmMmm

    Pretty sure this person referred to themselves as wlw in comments on a similar topic so I'm not even sure why they're getting in bi men's business. Talking about 'unwritten rules' like gay/bi men aren't an actual real life thing

    I'mGayAndYouKnowIt November 24, 2023 11:50 am
    Pretty sure this person referred to themselves as wlw in comments on a similar topic so I'm not even sure why they're getting in bi men's business. Talking about 'unwritten rules' like gay/bi men aren't an actu... l1noori

    The same way the authors and artist of this story are women, and they made it their business to write about bi men. As a gay woman, I'm making it my business to keep BL/yaoi and GL/yuri gay-only

    I'mGayAndYouKnowIt November 24, 2023 11:56 am
    The people here complaining about there being straight sex in this story is giving off really strong fetishization vibes, yikes. :^(

    The "straight" scene fetishizes women and the "straight" lifestyle. THAT is giving off really strong fetishization vibes. Anything remotely "straight" fetishizes women and the "straight" lifestyle. The people who don't mind the "straight" scene are getting off on it and saying "it's hot." How is that NOT fetishization? Stop acting like gay media is guilty of fetishization, and "straight" media isn't, you dunderheaded homophobes

    I'mGayAndYouKnowIt November 24, 2023 12:26 pm
    Pretty sure this person referred to themselves as wlw in comments on a similar topic so I'm not even sure why they're getting in bi men's business. Talking about 'unwritten rules' like gay/bi men aren't an actu... l1noori

    Authors, artists, and fans of any media, "straight" or gay, are too interested in the private lives of other people. How else would "porn," more specifically "straight" porn, be a public health issue? People like getting in other people's businesses. It's not just me. You like getting in my business, and telling me to shut up (indirectly), don't you?

    "Straight" identifying women get to write about bi or gay men, and I don't get to tell them to do it right? BL/yaoi is for gay men, and bi men who will find the right man. Keep your "straight" fetishes to yourselves. I don't want it on my screen, and I'm sure my gay/bi male friends would agree with me

    I'mGayAndYouKnowIt November 24, 2023 12:33 pm
    There's no unwritten rule, stfu. Authors are free to write whatever they want, it's up to the audience if they want to read it. This book clearly hurts u on a personal level, I suggest reading others till you ... hHmmMmm

    I didn't know adults don't have preferences or opinions, silly me! /s

    It's not that I don't have the "emotional intelligence of an adult." I am an adult. It’s just that my level of emotional intelligence depends on who I'm with. You, and people like you, started it. You're offended that some of us don't like the story, for whatever reason. Grow up

    I'mGayAndYouKnowIt November 24, 2023 12:35 pm
    There's no unwritten rule, stfu. Authors are free to write whatever they want, it's up to the audience if they want to read it. This book clearly hurts u on a personal level, I suggest reading others till you ... hHmmMmm

    Authors are "free" to write whatever they want. We are free to say whatever we want. And I will say this: this "straight" story is garbage, and belongs in the garbage can

    l1noori November 24, 2023 5:11 pm
    The "straight" scene fetishizes women and the "straight" lifestyle. THAT is giving off really strong fetishization vibes. Anything remotely "straight" fetishizes women and the "straight" lifestyle. The people w... I'mGayAndYouKnowIt

    You're the one complaining. How are you whining about 'straight' content (this comic is not straight, by the way. Last time I checked the main couple is gay but maybe I'm just not as delusional as you) when so much mlm stuff is fetishistic as fuck. Keep your disgusting bigoted nose out of mlm's business. Thank you.

    l1noori November 24, 2023 5:12 pm
    Authors, artists, and fans of any media, "straight" or gay, are too interested in the private lives of other people. How else would "porn," more specifically "straight" porn, be a public health issue? People li... I'mGayAndYouKnowIt

    No, you don't get to tell anybody how to write mlm comics. Hope this helps.

    Ale November 24, 2023 8:21 pm
    Ye like a man who fucks any and every hole makes a difference for u. There's always the same type of every people in every community. A woman who doesn't.mind being fucked by anyone? There's also men who don't ... hHmmMmm

    My point is women ONLY get represented like this, no face Just a hole, unlikeable or they are weird obssesed bl fans. In the thousands of manga I've read theres a handful that are the exception. This is an issue that many people have brought up

    :^( November 25, 2023 8:17 am
    The "straight" scene fetishizes women and the "straight" lifestyle. THAT is giving off really strong fetishization vibes. Anything remotely "straight" fetishizes women and the "straight" lifestyle. The people w... I'mGayAndYouKnowIt

    Just because something is “straight” doesn’t make it inherently fetishized content…. Also why you putting words into people’s mouths. I never said gay media is guilty of fetishization while straight media isn’t. Both media are often heavily fetishized, it’s rooted in the nature of capitalism and how stories sell.
    What I’m trying to say is YOU’RE the one fetishizing gay people.
    Please note that being gay does not mean you are unable to fetishize homosexual media, straight people often fetishize straight media as you said.


    All that being said, I think you might find it beneficial to seek help and figure out why you’re so defensive over this.
    I really doubt anybody here is homophobic if we’re commenting under a BL story. You, however, might be displaying a tad bit of prejudice and I think you might want to talk to a friend through it. Best of luck!

Kitty November 23, 2023 5:46 pm

I just saw the recent update and boy! It was hot. Can't wait to see the translation one. Rather I will buy it when it will be realised(▰˘◡˘▰)

Kitty November 23, 2023 9:25 am

After reading so many toxic bls....it is like a breath of fresh air. That's what I wanted to say.

Kitty November 22, 2023 2:35 am

Why it's not updated yet ? ┗( T﹏T )┛

Kitty November 21, 2023 9:56 am

Loving the new cover

Kitty November 20, 2023 6:15 pm

Just stopped whining already about "I DoN't WaNt ToO SeE StRaiGhT ScEnE" it's started to get annoying ok. If you don't want to see it then don't see it. It is as simple as that. No one is forcing you to watch. Jesus!!

Kitty November 20, 2023 10:45 am

Promiscuous uke and toxic seme. What a perfect match made in heaven.

Kitty November 19, 2023 12:48 pm

Someone commented that possessiveness and obsession = love and yeonjae was a green flag yandere cuz he doesn't S.A./r**e seoyoon. Like seriously, do you guys paying attention to what yeonjae was even saying ? I've nothing more to say.....I got a migraine after reading this type of comments.

    Ahusha November 19, 2023 12:57 pm

    True... he's outright manipulator

    CherryTree November 19, 2023 1:43 pm
    True... he's outright manipulator Ahusha

    This might be about internalized homophobia as well. I am not saying he's not a manipulator / a very possessive friend. I have been in such an exclusive type of friendship, and even without the skinship, only the jealousy it was suffocating !! I believe this story is a '' coming of age + circle of friends '' type of story, i want to see the MC happy as a bird and finding his freedom thanks to his other friends that are going to help him to stay out of the cage ! _ i hope ML can come to his senses as well. But i am more rooting for the MC and his other friends that i like a lot :-) the roommate and the girlfriend are realy nice :-) !!! I like their personnality and i am curious about them and their future role in the story . That's why i am continuing to read this story !! :-)

    Ahusha November 20, 2023 3:13 am
    This might be about internalized homophobia as well. I am not saying he's not a manipulator / a very possessive friend. I have been in such an exclusive type of friendship, and even without the skinship, only t... CherryTree

    Okay ! The word internalised homophobia .. this makes sense..
    Maybe he doesn't know that he is being kind of manipulative ..but it does seem to us ,as third party..(⌒▽⌒) even I'm curious too about their future roles.....

    Kitty November 20, 2023 3:15 am
    This might be about internalized homophobia as well. I am not saying he's not a manipulator / a very possessive friend. I have been in such an exclusive type of friendship, and even without the skinship, only t... CherryTree

    Someone who actually read the novel said that you don't need to have high expectations from this one cuz it's full of bl's troops if it following the novel. So that's sad

    Ahusha November 20, 2023 3:20 am
    Someone who actually read the novel said that you don't need to have high expectations from this one cuz it's full of bl's troops if it following the novel. So that's sad Kitty

    How bad is it!! Pls atleast explain something or give a hint
    .

    Kitty November 20, 2023 10:35 am
    How bad is it!! Pls atleast explain something or give a hint. Ahusha

    Well idk exactly, they just said that yeonjae was possessive then somewhere in the middle of the novel he realized his feeling and confessed his feeling but mc rejected but anyway in the end mc accepted him. The end.

    Now we can pretty much know what the basic structure of this bl is. And I don't think the manhwa is going to be any different from the novel unless some miracle happen.

    Ahusha November 20, 2023 12:32 pm
    Well idk exactly, they just said that yeonjae was possessive then somewhere in the middle of the novel he realized his feeling and confessed his feeling but mc rejected but anyway in the end mc accepted him. Th... Kitty

    Oh ..thnx

    Ahusha November 20, 2023 12:35 pm
    Well idk exactly, they just said that yeonjae was possessive then somewhere in the middle of the novel he realized his feeling and confessed his feeling but mc rejected but anyway in the end mc accepted him. Th... Kitty

    Also do you also feel a slight change in yaoi manhwas??? Like literally at the beginning it was the hot ,handsome black haired guys was portrayed as a top but now he is being portrayed as the bottom .. I find it kind of unnerving coz I generally love muscular,hot ,black haired top rather than any others..

    What do you feel about it??#-.-)

    CherryTree November 20, 2023 1:24 pm
    Also do you also feel a slight change in yaoi manhwas??? Like literally at the beginning it was the hot ,handsome black haired guys was portrayed as a top but now he is being portrayed as the bottom .. I find i... Ahusha

    Well there is a lot of black haired top already so personnally as a blond haired individual i feel good if you tell me blond haired are being portayed also as tops :-D it's a breeze of fresh air for me !! _ otherwise it's quite crazy it feels like blond haired are only allowed to bottom x-) it's not wonderful believe me. It feels like brainwashing at times. Personnally i hate stereotypes : i prefer when litterature and art just give openings rather than conditionning people to be one way or one other. (But yeah i like dark haired characters, dark haired is cool !! )
    I prefer green flag tops by the way and bottoms with a backbone i hate pushovers. That's all i want i don't mind the colour. I have followed a collection of non-stereotypical seme and uke recs lists because i am more into diversity than a specific type, and i like to see smaller people with a flamboyant attitude , and the drive and behavior of a top. And muscular people being bottoms for example ! _ i don't know why it's always a dark hair dude x a light hair dude btw _ i find it quite strange (and interesting) coming from countries that have a majority of dark/black haired people ! Now that you are mentioning it. But i feel included as a light haired person so that's nice !

    Kitty November 20, 2023 2:33 pm
    Also do you also feel a slight change in yaoi manhwas??? Like literally at the beginning it was the hot ,handsome black haired guys was portrayed as a top but now he is being portrayed as the bottom .. I find i... Ahusha

    I don't think I mind the colors of the hair as long as its suit the characters. BL such as Guiding hazard and codename anastasia where bottoms have black hair, I really like them. But everyone have their own preference, I guess. For me, I prefer older & mature tops and cute & younger bottoms. But after talking to people I figured out that most of them prefer younger top and older bottom pair. I never liked older bottom & younger top pair (ofcourse there are exception) and now if I start writing why I don't like it, I will probably end with an article about it but anyway in the end it's your preference if you like something or not.

    Ahusha November 20, 2023 3:25 pm
    I don't think I mind the colors of the hair as long as its suit the characters. BL such as Guiding hazard and codename anastasia where bottoms have black hair, I really like them. But everyone have their own pr... Kitty

    1) me too.. I dislike younger-cuter top and an elder-mature bottom.. I don't know why but I dislike it.. but I certainly don't prefer them... For me the top being the elder and mature is the most accepted with dark hair is like cherry on the top..

    2) codename Anastasia is good for me too coz atleast the top seems quite mature and elder from the bottom right?
    But I can't digest the new ongoing trope where top is always a younger guy eg.The flower of the sun..
    I dislike it coz it is rape and also the bottom should be top he is much muscular and a warrior ..

    Ahusha November 20, 2023 3:42 pm
    I don't think I mind the colors of the hair as long as its suit the characters. BL such as Guiding hazard and codename anastasia where bottoms have black hair, I really like them. But everyone have their own pr... Kitty

    Also it is the same with fantasy romance novels .. but in another way...
    Let me explain..
    At first the ML is a sword expert ,ruler in a quagmire of political crisis or have powers others crave for and he later meets the strong FL and later have children and there is the issue "the child they get " which are most probably Girls or children where there is a girl and a boy amongst them the girl is a swordmaster just like the ML but the boy becomes a painter or a nerdy or literally a flower guy just like his Mother the FL....
    I understand S. Korean society just like other Asian Society has a deep rooted cultural issue and that's the male child being more preferred over the female child but we're talking about a fantasy novel or a historical novel based on medieval era with the ML being the strongest and influential but vulnerable due to multiple fronts issues in this era the idea they're pushing is really awkward for me..
    The nobles at that period still preferred more children and more manly ones ie. Boys are needed ..
    I'm not a mysoginists I'm a female myself atleast I know the history coz it's my honors subject.. I'm from sociology dept. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Kitty November 21, 2023 9:54 am
    Also it is the same with fantasy romance novels .. but in another way...Let me explain..At first the ML is a sword expert ,ruler in a quagmire of political crisis or have powers others crave for and he later me... Ahusha

    Tbh, till date I only completed one fantasy webtoon (suddenly became a princess one day). To me all the fantasy drama are the same. They have the same story but in a different setting. That why I dropped them. And these type of webtoons always have a European background, castle, costume....like why ? But I digress.
    Anyway if you have any good recommendation then please share it with me ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

    Ahusha November 21, 2023 2:32 pm
    Tbh, till date I only completed one fantasy webtoon (suddenly became a princess one day). To me all the fantasy drama are the same. They have the same story but in a different setting. That why I dropped them. ... Kitty

    Fortunately I've read many you can go for this
    1) Your Majesty, Please Don’t Kill Me Again.
    2)How to Get My Husband on My Side
    3)Marriage of Convenience
    4)I Became the Wife of the Male Lead
    5)Death Is The Only Ending For The Villainess
    6)I Thought It’s a Common Possession...
    7)My In-laws are Obsessed With Me
    Etc . (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 u can try these first

    Ahusha November 21, 2023 2:33 pm
    Tbh, till date I only completed one fantasy webtoon (suddenly became a princess one day). To me all the fantasy drama are the same. They have the same story but in a different setting. That why I dropped them. ... Kitty

    The Villainess Is A Marionette

    Kitty November 22, 2023 2:26 am
    The Villainess Is A Marionette Ahusha

    Thank you, I will definitely check them out :)

    Kitty November 22, 2023 2:33 am
    The Villainess Is A Marionette Ahusha

    Can you also recommend something like "Trash of the Count's Family". Where mc is a man.

    Ahusha November 22, 2023 2:51 am
    Can you also recommend something like "Trash of the Count's Family". Where mc is a man. Kitty

    Ok (=・ω・=)

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