
Sometimes, I wish that, instead of ignoring my feelings, and making a joke of them, my mom would've just completely rejected me all together. I wish that, in middle school, I would've spoken up for myself, because in the end, we were all just kids being so confused about our lives. I wish that I had a more stable support system, and I didn't feel the need to date people I didn't even like, just to get people to leave me the hell alone, and end up hurting genuinely amazing people in the process. I'm so envious, and I can relate so much it brings me to tears. I hurt because I don't even have the courage to look my mother in the eye anymore. I'm so tired of feeling like I'm a disappoinment and hurting myself when I haven't done anything wrong. I can accept myself, just like he did and he found someone. Maybe I will too. But for now, all I have is my friends and myself. As envious as I may be, I'm so happy for them. It's such a beautiful story, and I hope mine will be just as amazing
There has been zero communication between the two of them from DAY ONE! She's never expressed herself in the slightest, and he never went digging to find out anything about her, or even asked. She couldn't be an adult and tell the man how unhappy she was with the arrangement, and he couldn't be a decent person and ask how she felt about any damn thing.
She made a absolutely unnecessary sacrifices, and he just assumed that she wanted to do that.
The man is negligent, the woman is self-conscious, and that is not a good, or even decent, marriage.
EVERYTHING could have been resolved with a CONVERSATION! I just can't with these people!
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