....i dropped this manhwa when I saw daiki with a women getting out of a car i thought he was going to neglect uke but when I figured out that he had a loving wife who died and now he sleeps with women and pursuing uke ,I could not continue reading it anymore...I don't believe in another love after death of your beloved wife. Call me childish .
Am I the only one who is furious at uke who is STILL sleeping with woohuyn after being lovydovey with munhuyk??? okay he was collecting info from woohuyn in the beginning chapters but what's his f***ing excuse now?!!!!!
Did you even read this at all....if the uke’s wants something from the other guy he has to sleep with him to get it....and it’s not his condition but the other guys condition, “you want something from me you can only get it if you sleep with me” that’s exactly what the other guy says....so now he’s demanding that they return the pinky back he has to pay up with sex...so stop saying it like the uke enjoy’s sleeping with the other guy...okay
what is more ridiculous and IMPERFECT about this manhwa is how author tried to portray janine and Jennifer as good people who work in a taboo industry, porn. They f***king knew what McQueen made about real rapist and rapes that happened in real life with many victims ...yet none of them protested against it...if you ask me they are all just bunch of immoral pimps with camera who abuse sex and prostitutes for a source of income.
Uhhhhh, I'd agree if the people were actually raped. But the people walked into his office and properly offered high pay for the job. It wasn't like he dragged them there. Porn industry is a legit business in the US. Creed isn't a therapist - everyone there are grown ups and they make their own decisions. Sure they might hate Creed for that, but that's like ordering sausage with ice cream then blaming the waitress and chef for inputing and making the order for you.
Ed knew what porn is, he ain't 5. I wouldn't say Creed was a complete saint, but if the parties involved talked it out like grown ups alr.... we are just outsiders.
The only person I absolutely despise was the rapist like I wish I could set him on fire. He knew how weak and fragile Ed was. But he really said his dck mattered more to show dominance like "???"
You can't prostitute yourself.... Then cry about it to the director and that paid you well and blame him because someone recognized you on the bus.
What are you talking about??? You misunderstood.
I didn't say their every day porn is rape. I also can to some extent tolerate the fantasy porn of fake rape kinky rough play . But what i was referring to was the porn dvd about real life rapist who raped many real victims in life . And McQueen turned this crime into subject of masturbation for porn consumers .
Juha didn't cum enough pearls when he was raped by the guys whom boss employed. But he cums enough pearls with dooshik....i thought the sex is enjoyable for juha because he unconsciously likes dooshik but he thinks it's because of dooshiks size of penis... that's kinda shallow ...he is using dooshik like a dildo to extract pearls from himself...will his attitude stay like this till the end???
When you like someone and they leave you, it'll be a disaster. Juha, on the other hand, has even bigger trauma, he was a hostess crossdresser that almost died for having nothing in the end. His way of life now is actually more peaceful than what it used to. If he falls for someone and accepts it, it will destroy what he built up the few years he's being blackmailed by the restaurant owner.
What happened in ch 14? Did dooshik heard that pearboy is using him for paying his debt?? Is that why he remembered his gold digger ex?
hey so i compared the two verisions and the translation is way off so imma try to clarify it :)
so from the start of the chapter the boss is pissed off at Jooha (his name is spelt Jooha on the official chapters but the unofficial ones used Juha) The boss points out how Jooha changed himself from his hair cut to him ignoring the boss yesterday night. The boss yells at Jooha for being so spoiled and arrogant because the boss helped Jooha get out of his debt in the past.
But then Jooha threatens the boss with scissors because he’s tired of the abused and the guilt the boss is inflicting. Then he says “Don’t you think I know that the pearls are excuses? You’re only doing this to satisfy your perverted sexual desires”
And then Jooha shoved the bag of pearls saying that he’ll pay off his debt as long as he isn’t used to fulfill the boss’s desires again.
And the boss asks if Jooha’s new toy is just to make him cum pearls and that’s all. (I think the boss knows that the toy is Dooshik)
Then Dooshik comes running in. He gets a flashback where his blond friend (i forgot his name lol) says “Hyung don’t you get it? Eunwoo was only after your money from the very beginning. How are you still thinking about him after everything he’s done to you?”
I think Dooshik was in love with Eunwoo or something and gave him money so Eunwoo could be happy. But in the end, Eunwoo only liked Dooshik for his money. I think he gets that flashback because it kinda parallels (but not really) with Jooha’s situation where he’s only connected to the boss for money. So in a sense, Dooshik and Jooha suffered because of money and debt and hate their situation which i think why Dooshik escaped to the countryside in the first place. Dooshik was able to escape but Jooha can’t.
i hope this explains things for you! the last part was my interpretation only so i’m not 100% sure
I don't think that is it. Juha showed interest in dooshik because through him he could extract more pearls( maybe because of his size or maybe juha likes him unconsciously). So in a way juha is using dooshik for money . I want to know if dooshik figured this out in ch 14 and that is why he remembered his ex who like juha used him for money???
I dropped this manhwa because i couldn't buy McQueen/creed apology for what he did ( making real life rape into subject of porn) .
Anyway i started skimming it from where i dropped it and continued skimming it to the end . But some questions were not answered???so i have a few questions for people who read the novel:
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1:in one chapter,after getting provoked by ryan that ed is stupid for dating a porn director and porn people are never relationship material, McQueen said to ed that he will continue porn even if he knows that ed will be jealous ,and he wants ed to approve.....but McQueen never cheated on ed in the manhwa ....and i heard that in novel he quitted porn after getting serious with ed so WTF ???
2: is McQueen apology and redemption in the manhwa about making porn out of real rape as weak and sloppy as his apology in the novel?????? Or the subject of making porn out of real life rapist is treated better in the novel?????







Uno said he fell for candy and in ch 31 he slept with a guy who looked like candy and used him as surrogate for candy but a raw reader said uno sleeps with other people aside from that guy in hotel and was a player (though I don't know if this sleeping around was before falling for candy or after) so I say f***k his feelings. He has feelings for candy yet instead of confessing he plays around using people as surrogate for candy . I bet his feelings are only sexual curiosity
True he's a fuckboy through and through...
I hate fuckbois Fucking Loose dicks, yarichin