
I was regretting missing out on my childhood love story. We were so close to being something real, but life happened, and now we're miles apart with no contact. Sometimes, though, I hear about him—apparently, he's turned into some kind of playboy. Honestly, I'm thankful for the distance. The thought of being with someone for ten years, still deeply in love, only to find out they were just waiting for a perfect opportunity to take their mask off—that hurts more than unrequited love. Oof. #-.-)

I'm 20 and mature enough to understand because of years of experience. SO. HEAR. ME. OUT. Y'all should start reading psychological manhwas to read the in between lines or thought process, without fl or ml narrating them word by word cuz this story needs that level of understanding! Well you can also wait it out for the story to explain itself if that's what the author is trying to achieve with time rewind stuff.

Aight I know now emotionally dumb people aren't my type (talking about ml) fl is justified cuz even in her anger she was waiting for a response, a reason and ml didn't seize the chance but it will be annoying if later they declare ml was under some ban to not say reason for all those absurdity. So yeah basically not my cup of tea cuz bet it's going to be another cliche stress inducing story.

She did want to hear. He could've explained to her but he was too depressed he kept blaming himself and thought he didn't deserve her which was why he never explained anything to her face to face. Fl's anger is justifiable and please she was ready to marry him but she just wanted to confirm and did you see the attitude of that red haired emperor. I believe no woman would want to be in laws with him. So she atleast wanted to confirm that if she were to marry into that family her husband should be on her side and as you know she did not get to meet the ml even when she signed marriage papers which clearly sky rocketed her anxiety and saw ml in bad light because she believes ml will never be by her side if she is ever wronged in their kingdom. She was literally treated as an object by her future in laws with no right to choose.

You're just being a dumb troll now
She was threatened with annihilation of her family and her beloved brother was about to go risk his life and if war did happen and fl side end up losing she would've been either orphaned or hanged to death. Do you realize the anxiety of a woman in those times. On top of that she was a sick woman. You tell me what royalty/High noble marries a sick woman if not for politics purposes. You know as a former sick person myself when one is extremely sick that they feel like they'll die anyways, all they want is to live their last moments having full control of whatever they are doing and die peacefully but fl was denied of it and she was also literally dying until ml decided to give her his heart. Also why are you so against fl? It's not like she didn't regret after ml killed himself be for real
This gives svsss