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I hope the Author can continue ch 5's story so that I can come into terms with my feelings. And please I hope she continues it with a good note hshshs

Really curious how the gf thinks of all of these. She's very uhh... Considerate? And loose (I mean with her bf)

Personally think that, although cliched, this is sensei's best work

The seme, the uke, just the plot progression, and *cough* the sex *cough* are all the best imo

Sorry. I can accept people leaving their opinion but really, the sex scene really isn't just for fan service, smut, yaoi or anything. It hurts my heart when the author tries to convey something but fails to and the readers believe it's just for as shallow as that. You might think I'm imagining this but believe me, the author has always been strong on "implications" and not displaying it clearly for the readers... to the point the central idea gets misunderstood.

I trust the author basing from their prior works. The sex scene isn't done just for the sex. This isn't just to satisfy the readers for smut. It isn't as shallow as that. It shows Uruji's character and how he can be ugly as a human. Of course it's wrong to force yourself on somebody, I won't justify what he did. But taking into account his obsession towards Lamudan and how hard he worked to get him, that action stayed true to who he really is and has become over the years... plus the fact that he isn't entirely assured that Lamudan loves him back - first Lamudan said something like "who would love someone like you", second Lamudan chose Badom after the duel. Uruji probably has never imagined that Lamudan has already started to love him and so he acted rashly and asked for no excuses.

It's easy to ask for them to have more communication but it's never that easy when you're in the relationship itself, especially in this case where they started it awry, with unstable footing and reasons, unsure whether the other's feelings are reciprocated at all to the point of believing it won't be (Uruji's case), and unsure whether to believe they're really being loved (Lamudan's case, he did say even if he hears it from Uruji himself he'd probably still doubt why Uruji loves him).

It was implied afterwards that Uruji had reflected (based on what Lamudan said) and probably regrets it (hopefully). Let's wish they'd work everything out starting here with the right communication then on. Everything does not need to start perfectly for it to end great for the both of them.

You can have differing opinions about their relationship but please, this I ask you, please don't disregard the author's intentions as merely for "YAOI", for smut, for sex, cause if you think about it, it isn't. If you read their other works, you'd probably understand. They focus on the feelings of being human, a human in love and a human feeling feelings. Their works, I believe has been quite controversial as the ratings aren't always high and people leave with opposing opinions, but such is the reaction when you read something realistic and human-like. I hope you understand.

The story was great. REALLY GREAT. But somehow I wished there was more time for Natsuka to reflect on his feelings for Seno - I know it's there, and I know he loves Seno, but in his situation you wouldn't immediately realize that... He was led to believe he was Hakushima and so cared and loved him because of that. He should've been more confused about what he felt for Seno and won't get an answer immediately.

But again I really know Natsuka loved and loves Seno, because Seno saved Natsuka when Natsuka was struggling about him being adopted. Natsuka held Hakushima as this pure being but after the family encounter, Natsuka realized Hakushima (which was actually Seno) was not totally a saint but he said he loves him nevertheless because he felt "saved" for coming with him and making him realize things - that feeling of love was definitely for Seno. Seno's laugh and teasing helped Natsuka, and it wasn't something Hakushima had or did for him, it was Seno's.

I just wish there was more emphasis and story on Natsuka's realization.

Seno's story really made me tear up. The feeling of not belonging anywhere... I won't be surprised that he did so much just to get Natsuka's love, he was scarce of it.

Sensei always good with the "no words needed" feel hahaha the implications, imo, are perfect and beautiful in a sense (but tbh they were kinda twisted hshs)

I forgot it ended like that! For the first story, is there a continuation? The status is still ongoing but the end bubble in ch2 said "end". I really needed and need and will need more of them :((( sensei's stories always leave you wanting for more

I'm kinda worried that Shirota might've kind of "came close" or was "unconsciously attracted" to Harumi because he looks like Kaburagi.

Kaburagi and Harumi feels so oddly similar in appearance... And the fact that they said Harumi isn't Shirota's "usual type" means there must've been something that drew Shirota towards Harumi right? That close-up panel to Kaburagi just then made me think as if it was intentional to emphasize his looks right after.

What if Shirota likes Kaburagi??? Idk maybe I'm just overthinking it but situations like this (replacement stories/attraction because of a previous lover or crush) kinda hurts my fragile heart so I'm setting a defense mode in advance just in case

Seriously I'm wondering why this gets a low rating. 8.5? It must not suit a lot of people's taste then... I mean it does start off weird and there are triggering elements to some but I've seen others with worse that has a higher rate. Personally though I don't think this should be lumped in together with all those other kinds.

I must say this is one of the most interesting, well-written BL I've come across in a while... And it's by the same author that I've always found the works as really interesting.

Hm, how do I say this... It feels real. The emotions feel raw and humane. I could tell that the author really has a good grasp of human emotions and thinking. The progression isn't unrealistically made beautiful or pretty too. It's a good interesting plot, and what's better is that it isn't just the premise, it's continuing to be better and better.

I'm so happy this updated, but got completely broken hearted when I remembered it only jas 3 chapters for now just when I was so immersed hahahaha