
I have created a mystery for myself that I can’t seem to figure out on my own. It’s heavily implied and then even talked about how uke’s firsts are all done by seme and so I was wondering the same for seme. However evidence and implications are more ambiguous and less defined if his firsts are with uke. As when seme realizes that uke first kiss was taken by him, he apologizes by saying “he did it in the spur of the moment and he is sorry”. Also their isn’t any direct reference(dialogue, unless I missed something, in which if I did pls tell me T-T) or evidence to support idea that seme’s firsts are with uke. If you have anything pls tell me cause I’m stumped rn

I absolutely love the main characters so much. But unfortunately I can’t love this manga and story. Don’t get me wrong it was good and cute in the beginning. But I haven’t felt so much disgusted in any previous mangas that this manga given me(I’ve red a lot of bad stuff but this honestly is up there). Specifically, When this manga introduced the stalker, I was already getting super bad vibes. And then when he touched uke and then jerked off to seme calling uke. Like anything that happened in the beginning that made me feel good disappeared and all was left was disgust and hate. I would want to be able to reread this happily but I could never reread this story because of how much disgust that stalker gave me that would overided any of the happy moments for me. (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸

It was a good read. Criteria not met. As much as I like the main couple, the seme is kinda of an ick. Like he is hot and cute but he is a community manwhore. It literally said in his back story, he would sleep with who ever was even interested as long as he wasn’t dating anyone at the time. And he was usually not dating anyone so.
I think it’s fine a dandy that they’re getting together I guess. But I would have actually preferred that uke watches seme find his happiness with the omega and then that MC uke would proceed to find a new love through his second chance. This plot would be more symbolic for the uke and also tell an underlying message, learning to let go of things that aren’t met to be and to move on from the past. This would focus way more on MC on a psychological standpoint and would be significantly less dramatic. However, I would’ve liked a plot like that way more because not only does it tell the readers(us) a lesson. It creates a compelling and interesting story of its own that feels more realistic. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜. If you have any opinions to add or take away from my idea of changing the story, please do say as I’m also interested in what others think of the story and it’s could-have-been plot.
Iirc, this is a book. There is 2 timelines that come from the original tragedy. 1st branch off, mc remembers and ml doesn’t. MC ends up with a happily ever after and heals. 2nd branch off, ml remembers and mc doesn’t. ML ends up with MC but forever pines and regrets over the MC he destroyed. He can’t truly be happy just like how he was never truly happy in the original.
I don’t know if this will follow it, but it’s poetic to know ML is never able to atone for his mistakes.
The issue is that the MC genuinely believes he himself was the bad guy in their previous life and that he deserved everything that had happened... So the ML chasing the MC instead of his omega is a much needed to show and teach the MC that no, ML was the true bad guy all along