Keeping notes on stuff I hate bout seme…
-dating uke but not even attempting to distance from teach
-treating uke always as second
-seme coming to cry to uke to comfort him after getting rejected by teach
-breaking promises (Seme made promise not to bring up the new dude who showed up)
-when uke told everything to seme, seme in return didn’t tell uke everything, that he confessed to teach
-also the fact that if teach accepted the confession, seme would have left the uke in the dust with zero remorse
-at the end he redeemed himself somewhat but I still dislike him.
-in the end, I didn’t like this because it felt like seme gave up on his love for teacher and went for uke. Not because he stopped loving teacher or that he loved uke more. Just that seme could love uke without problems.
I think it’s fine a dandy that they’re getting together I guess. But I would have actually preferred that uke watches seme find his happiness with the omega and then that MC uke would proceed to find a new love through his second chance. This plot would be more symbolic for the uke and also tell an underlying message, learning to let go of things that aren’t met to be and to move on from the past. This would focus way more on MC on a psychological standpoint and would be significantly less dramatic. However, I would’ve liked a plot like that way more because not only does it tell the readers(us) a lesson. It creates a compelling and interesting story of its own that feels more realistic. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜. If you have any opinions to add or take away from my idea of changing the story, please do say as I’m also interested in what others think of the story and it’s could-have-been plot.
Iirc, this is a book. There is 2 timelines that come from the original tragedy. 1st branch off, mc remembers and ml doesn’t. MC ends up with a happily ever after and heals. 2nd branch off, ml remembers and mc doesn’t. ML ends up with MC but forever pines and regrets over the MC he destroyed. He can’t truly be happy just like how he was never truly happy in the original.
I don’t know if this will follow it, but it’s poetic to know ML is never able to atone for his mistakes.
I have created a mystery for myself that I can’t seem to figure out on my own. It’s heavily implied and then even talked about how uke’s firsts are all done by seme and so I was wondering the same for seme. However evidence and implications are more ambiguous and less defined if his firsts are with uke. As when seme realizes that uke first kiss was taken by him, he apologizes by saying “he did it in the spur of the moment and he is sorry”. Also their isn’t any direct reference(dialogue, unless I missed something, in which if I did pls tell me T-T) or evidence to support idea that seme’s firsts are with uke. If you have anything pls tell me cause I’m stumped rn
I absolutely love the main characters so much. But unfortunately I can’t love this manga and story. Don’t get me wrong it was good and cute in the beginning. But I haven’t felt so much disgusted in any previous mangas that this manga given me(I’ve red a lot of bad stuff but this honestly is up there). Specifically, When this manga introduced the stalker, I was already getting super bad vibes. And then when he touched uke and then jerked off to seme calling uke. Like anything that happened in the beginning that made me feel good disappeared and all was left was disgust and hate. I would want to be able to reread this happily but I could never reread this story because of how much disgust that stalker gave me that would overided any of the happy moments for me. (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸










Can someone explain to me what is happening from chapter 53-54. Like the whole time seme had been not acknowledging uke’s feelings for the longest time and literally we have been running around that fact for ages now. But then suddenly he accepts it like he wasn’t just rejecting him for years. Like I’m actually really confused. Can someone explain?
i think he likes him but wnat their relationship to be together and he only need confirmation that mc feelings wouldn't change no matter what he do. and after mc confess he told him what he want. and ml consider trying it. but ml still afraid that their relationship is going to end up like his parents. good and going to break up . but he thinks that he should give it a try and live in the present