
I wouldn't want be able to get over the fact that it's been 25 years tbh
Long time breaks the heart

Mine's been 12 years so far. And if he did get divorced and come to me, I don't think I could accept him. He is one of my best friends, but he said it himself, when I confessed (before he met his wife), that he could never love me like that. I just don't think I could ever believe he would truly love me, and I can't go through a broken heart again. It nearly destroyed me last time. I think if it happened a second time it really would kill me.

I'm so sorry darling, nobody deserves to be the last resort ,I can't accept that at all
But I guess it's different when it come to real life and you are able to find sincerity in the opposite and love within yourself . But he has already said that .
I wish you happiness and to all of us , I hope to find someone who would choose me first and mostly I hope to at least like someone since apparently I haven't just lots of years on lost causes of crushs I've tried to convince myself that I had
11 years in total
Get over him part of me believes it's all in our brain
I don't know why I just don't really believe that I discovered I'm gay in college .