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- The chapter starts with a flashback of Garam trying to kiss his first love in high school who was sleeping. The guy wakes up and asks him what's he doing.

- Garam wakes up and he sees Jaehyuk sleeping at the side of his bed. Jaehyuk tucked him in after he passed out because of his fever. He plays with Jaehyuk's lips thinking they look soft and Jaehyuk bit his finger lol

- Jaehyuk calls him a pervert but Garam says that Jaehyuk is the one who kisses someone in their sleep and jerk off to them.

- Garam asks if Jaehyuk wants to have sex. Jaehyuk says of course and that Garam doesn't know how much he's holding back. But he won't do it because he knows Garam would think that sex is all that he wants.

- Jaehyuk confesses to Garam again. He asks Garam if he can please like him.

- Garam's heart is beating loudly but he says he doesn't know what to do and that hates what he's feeling right now. Jaehyuk says it's fine. They kissed with Jaehyuk saying it's enough for now and Garam clinging onto him.

i think i'm just gna come back to this when i'm sure that it's a happy ending

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- Garam avoids Jaehyuk the next day because he can't look at him. Jaehyuk doesn't know why. He thought that they have gotten closer lately. He thinks about being sex partners again, but he can't do it because he no longer wants to just have sex with Garam.

- He comes back to their dorm to Garam throwing up in the bathroom. Jaehyuk is worried and asks if he's feeling sick and if he went to the hospital already, but Garam says that it's just an upset stomach.

- Jaehyuk grabs Garam's hand and notices that it was warm. Garam says maybe he has a fever because he was thinking about a lot of stuff lately. Jaehyuk gets mad at him and Garam is confused by this. Jaehyuk says, "How could I not get angry? I didn't even know that the person I like is sick." Then he leaves to buy medicine.

- At the end of the chapter, Garam says, "Ah... I think he really likes me..."

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- Garam finds out that night that Jaehyuk jerks off and moans his name in the bathroom every night after he falls asleep.

- Days passed and they went to get drinks after studying in their room. Garam thinks that he can't believe someone who has been pushing him to have sex whenever they made eye contact is now acting so calm.

- There were moments were Garam noticed Jaehyuk blushing. Garam thinks about how Jaehyuk is reacting like that (after the back of their hands touched) even though Jaehyuk has had so much sex before.

- Later that night, Jaehyuk is moaning in the bathroom again with Garam hearing everything except it's worse than usual. Garam gets horny too and starts touching himself but he thinks it isn't enough. Meanwhile, Jaehyuk thinks he's the only one who's anxious/getting so (hot and) bothered.

does anyone have the link for the raws?

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- Jaehyuk is back at the dorms and swears that he won't do anything that gets him kicked out again.

- Meanwhile, at a cafe, Garam thinks he made a bad decision because Jaehyuk could push him to have sex again. He thinks that he honestly doesn't hate the sex, but there's no going back when you catch feelings. The fact that he's already having these concerns is dangerous since he used to cut things off before it went this far.

- Garam comes back to Jaehyuk cleaning their room. The next day, Jaehyuk woke him up and bought him breakfast. Several days pass and Garam thinks it's been too quiet unlike his worries. He thinks Jaehyuk couldn't have changed that suddenly. He also remembers Jaehyuk's confession and didn't think Jaehyuk would ever do that. He later interacts with Jaehyuk and thinks that he couldn't believe he's comfortable to be with now.

- Later that night, Jaehyuk watches Garam sleep after carrying him to bed. He stares at Garam's lips, asks if he's really asleep, and went for a kiss. He immediately gets up and goes to the bathroom. Meanwhile, Garam had woken up blushing and confused af while he can hear Jaehyuk moaning his name in the bathroom... lol

a new one from this author we cheered!

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- Jaehyuk's mistake is that he got pissed at Garam's dad. Garam's dad was saying that keeping Garam in the dark was for Garam's sake. Jaehyuk says if it's really for Garam's sake, they could've told him after the semester or just told him from the start so he could worry with them. Instead, Garam was worried and feeling guilty for not knowing while the exams are around the corner.

- Garam asks if Jaehyuk is crazy. But he shares that his father (actually his stepfather, his mom remarried in high school) doesn't care about him so it's fine.

- Jaehyuk brings up where Garam would be staying during his internship in summer. He says he has a friend who's looking for someone to take care of their place while on a trip. Garam takes the bait but says he wants to meet the friend and at least pay for the maintenance fees (since Jaehyuk told him the rent is free).

- Jaehyuk gives Garam food before Garam goes to class. Garam says he should buy in moderation because he has a hard time eating the food Jaehyuk leaves him every morning. Jaehyuk is smug to know Garam eats the food he buys. They bicker like usual in the end of the chapter. Also, Garam asks if Jaehyuk is coming back to the dorms.

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- Jaehyuk was taking Garam to visit his mom at the hospital. Jaehyuk bit Garam's cheek after Garam said Jaehyuk has nothing to with what happened with his mom. Jaehyuk said, "Why shouldn't I care? It's about my mother-in-law" lmao

- Their conversation flows smoothly during the trip. Garam wonder's if he has ever talked to Jaehyuk without raising his voice like that before.

- When they got to the hospital, Garam was nervous before seeing his mom. Jaehyuk reassured him that his mom's surgery already went well and she's recovering. He said he doesn't need to be too nervous and that he should go in comfortably. Jaehyuk also thinks he almost hugged Garam in that moment.

- Garam cried again while at the hospital. His mom woke up and they most likely had a talk. He looked content/like he had no regrets when he was ready to leave the hospital :')

- Garam thanked Jaehyuk on the way back. Jaehyuk also said he did it because it was him. Then they were awkward and Jaehyuk basically said, "Sorry to break the atmosphere, but I had an accident "

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- Garam was crying last chapter because he only found out (thru call) about his mom's cancer after her surgery. His parents kept it from him so he wouldn't worry. Garam bought a bus ticket, but he can't risk missing a class before finals. He's still so worried and he calls himself pathetic.

- Jaehyuk watches him cry. He grabs Garam's face and wipes his tears. He tells him he's not pathetic and that he was being realistic for thinking about those stuff. He asks where the hospital is.

- It's gonna take 4 hours to go to the hospital by car but they can make it to Garam's class. Garam asks him why he should be involved, and Jaehyuk says he worries too much and that it's not too late.