
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/here_u_are/uu/d_v-1-chapter-62/pg-11/
I knew it! The secret weapon - the only ultimate weapon that can be said a natural treasure - can only be YAOI/ BL Manhua, manga, novels! Kyaaaa
Go girl!!! Support!

Hi everyone. Translator of Circle here! I have some bad news for everyone... The author has decided to discontinue/ put Circle on hiatus giving reasons that due to the strict regulations in China, she had to change the storyline many times. And she feels that if this keeps going on, she will not do the story justice and it will only go downwards. So there WILL NOT be any release this week (or any week for that matter) until she decides to pick it up again. On the side note, she will be working on a new story which should be out in 3-4 weeks. If you want to read her post, you can find it on her Weibo: https://weibo.com/3567976483/Gedqbyg8t?type=comment
Thanks for sticking with us and we are all crying with you guys.
-Ryina
CHINA GOVERNMENT RULES AS OF 2018:
Writer of Erotic Novels in China Is Jailed for Producing Gay Pornography
(THEY CALL IT PORN TO GIVE THE READERS A PREJUDICE THINKING)
BEIJING — In the risqué world of online erotica in China, “Lady Tianyi,” as her fans called her, was a star. She wrote more than a dozen novels in a genre known as “boys’ love.” With titles like “Absolute Invasion: Kill the Boss,” she built a loyal following of tens of thousands of fans.
Now Tianyi, whose real name is unknown, faces more than a decade in prison, after a court in eastern China found her guilty last month of “producing and selling pornography,” the state-run news media reported over the weekend.
https://www.nytimes.com/2018/11/19/world/asia/tianyi-china-erotic-novels-prison.html?smtyp=cur&smid=tw-nytimes

Lmao I don't know why people need to bash author for dropping something. I mean, when a story that I like was suddenly ended due t some reasons, I was kind of angry they didn't give a reason but I didn't want to express is that badly because the reason coulve been extremely serious. In this case, it is. I think that's so sad. Some of them should move to japan where the no one cares what you produce there.

Translator nim
Do you mind picking up this Chinese bl titled "don't touch me". It has a few updates here but seems like it was dropped. It has a whole lot of raws waiting. It's such a gem and such a regret if it won't be translated :( I read it w/o even understanding but I knew the plot is so good!
https://m.ac.qq.com/comic/chapterList/id/624578

Please dont be hard on the author. This is the latest news from CHINA:
A writer of erotic novels in China faces more than a decade in prison for producing gay pornography. Many Chinese citizens denounced the punishment as harsh and excessive. https://nyti.ms/2DMs1rf
She was writing a BL novel and is facing imprisonment for 10 years...

Someone posted: Parents aren't usually there when we get bullied. (@Nonononyaadesu) and I agree...
I experienced it, so I can say 120% they are most likely to judge you, ridicule you and blame you that its your fault... Parents usually put the blame on us for being different...
I cried.
Its funny, but the scene where YuYang was shouting was all real to me... the pain, the anguish, the hurt - its like opening a chapter in my past life once again...
Its hard being different, but what's harder is when the people who gave you life - wanted you to keep burying yourself...
How many times have I attempted to kill myself because of my mom... but because of my pride and the words : "I dont want to lose to her in this crazy battle" kept me alive.
After 30 years of existence we still dont get along and they still want to bury my personality :(

aww thank you so much. i was not expecting any messages. i was just typing away with my emotion cause i feel YuYang's situation.
crying sometimes is the only way you can express yourself, but the pain is still there...
thank you.
hugs hugs hugs. i like hugs... i often receive them from people who are not blood related to me... friends.. and even mother of my friends...
thank you. thank you so much.

ABOUT the CHAPTER 32 - I cant stand this HATE
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I’m not sure, if everybody just want to hate Hyesung and rant all they want.
And apparently not all here are putting their shoes in the uke’s place. And apparently not ALL READ THE ‘FEAR’ he felt in talking about his dad.
REREAD CHAPTER 29, 30, 31 once again… so you will understand why Hyesung left.
>>> He left not because he hates the child. He left because HE LOVES THE CHILD and the only WAY TP PROTECT THE CHILD AND DOJIN if he is not with them.
His father was a terrible monster who EVEN SOLD or GIVE HIS MOM TO ANY ALPHA CLIENTS as long as it will benefit the dad.
Dont you know Hyesung’s FEAR IN THIS?
In his own world, mind and perspective - the only way to PROTECT THE PEOPLE HE LOVES IS TO LEAVE THEM!!!
He doesn’t want Dojin to protect him, he wants DOJIN to protect the child.
As a MOTHER MYSELF, if I am about to leave my child in order to protect them - then I will do it. It is for their future. I will never think about my ‘selfishness’ for the better and for the good of my child.
Hyesung wouldn’t want to hold the baby for it will bring him too much grief and attachment. It will give him so much fear…
He is already suffering.
For God’s sake. I can’t believe those who hates him are a YAOI or BOYS LOVE - lovers… I thought you guys are ‘OPEN-MINDED and HAS A GOOD UNDERSTANDING’ but no… all you ever think about is the seme’s ‘feelings’ and that his a good father and that his handsome and that stupid Hyesung - no one even bothered to see things in Hyesung’s perspective and how MUCH HE WANTED TO PROTECT HIS OWN FAMILY.
CHAPTER 30 - page 11 >> Hyesung cares so much about the baby and Dojin.
FOR THOSE WHO CARES ABOUT HYESUNG - THANK YOU!!! Thank you so much for giving him so much love.
and i forgot to ADD:
THE FEAR STEMS: "HIS DAD was like: "Are you really an ALPHA?"
Now that Hyesung is an OMEGA and pregnant - the fear can be:
1. his dad will use Dojin, and the child for whatever 'EVIL' he find beneficial to him.
2. use Hyesung as an OMEGA BREEDER - sell him, for he deems Hyesung as worthless like his mother.
3. remember, if there was even a hint that Hyesung was an OMEGA, his dad looks at him with 'interest' - not in an incest way but more like: "I CAN SELL THIS BOY TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER"
4. Dojin will do anything to protect his wife and child - and HYESUNG will most definitely know it - the reason why he knew that HE CANNOT STAY.
5. For those who hate HYESUNG - #$%^&*() DAMN YOU ALL!!! GIVING BIRTH IS PAINFUL!!! And as an OMEGA - they undergo a caesarian operation - meaning CUTTING HIM to release the child - I WAS A CS MOTHER and it took me 2 months to even walk properly. Everything was so painful. My 'cut' re-open and I bleed because of the Doctor's stitch - and it was damn painful... and yet HYESUNG chose that moment, even though he was hurting all over - he chose to PROTECT THEM without leaving any TRACE - that his dad can see
THANK YOU ALL FOR THOSE WHO SUPPORT HYESUNG - i feel like his my child... thats why i feel so protective of him.
I just love the boy.

Oh my gawsh yes!!!! (I'm not a mom) But yes what this person said!
If he was really as selfish as everyone who hates him believes he would have ran off with the money. But he just ran somewhere. We don't know where. We Hye-sung is terrified of Dojin being used by his dad, or the child as some sort of blackmail, terrified his dad will do to him what was done to his mom, etc. Obviously he probably couldn't get far even on adrenaline. So he might just be somewhere else in the hospital. This is why cliffhangers are so stressful to deal with.

Right, like if he didn't care for the child, he wouldnt have left with no money and no clothes. And for all we know he might also be suffering from post partum depression. It's so obvious he doesn't want to see the child cause he doesn't want to harm it. AHH my heart. Fargo says the next chapter will have hyesung and his child but who knows if there will be a gap AHH. Hyseung poor boy, hope he can see that he can protect his son and be in his life.

I totally agree with you! I read so many Yaoi that I couldn't hate Hyesung... It happens quite often that the Uke behaves like this but has a REASON to act like he does. Plus, if everyone defends Dojin and think about his feelings then, they probably don't remember what happened at the beginning of the story. For starters, Dojin doesn't even like Omega and didn't want to mate with one like his family wanted him to. Even though he was in heat, Dojin took advantage of Hyesung weakness. I always felt sad for that poor little blonde because of this and I just liked how bitchy he was~
The three last chapters helped me understand why he was like that and even if I feel sad about the end of chapter 32, because I still had some hope, I completely understand his choice and why he did that. You should all love Hyesung, that sweet little pie~

thank you all for understanding... and i forgot to ADD:
THE FEAR STEMS: "HIS DAD was like: "Are you really an ALPHA?"
Now that Hyesung is an OMEGA and pregnant - the fear can be:
1. his dad will use Dojin, and the child for whatever 'EVIL' he find beneficial to him.
2. use Hyesung as an OMEGA BREEDER - sell him, for he deems Hyesung as worthless like his mother.
3. remember, if there was even a hint that Hyesung was an OMEGA, his dad looks at him with 'interest' - not in an incest way but more like: "I CAN SELL THIS BOY TO THE HIGHEST BIDDER"
4. Dojin will do anything to protect his wife and child - and HYESUNG will most definitely know it - the reason why he knew that HE CANNOT STAY.
5. For those who hate HYESUNG - #$%^&*() DAMN YOU ALL!!! GIVING BIRTH IS PAINFUL!!! And as an OMEGA - they undergo a caesarian operation - meaning CUTTING HIM to release the child - I WAS A CS MOTHER and it took me 2 months to even walk properly. Everything was so painful. My 'cut' re-open and I bleed because of the Doctor's stitch - and it was damn painful... and yet HYESUNG chose that moment, even though he was hurting all over - he chose to PROTECT THEM without leaving any TRACE - that his dad can see
THANK YOU ALL FOR THOSE WHO SUPPORT HYESUNG - i feel like his my child... thats why i feel so protective of him.
I just love the boy.

@Yuuri
I respect your opinion but actually i'm not totally agree , of course I'm agree that there is no need for such a huge amount of hatred towards Hyesung but in my opinion I think both are at fault, they should learn that they can solve lots of problems or misunderstandings only with talking, there is no need for such a drama.
in this manga we mostly see things from Dogin point of view, I think we can say Dojin tried harder than Hyesung to keep their bond, ofcourse he could say I love you , lets raise our son together and he is to blame for shutting his mouse I even like to hit him for this
But please consider that Hyesung sold himself, how a mom can ask for money & ... for giving birth to their baby and then leaving them? please remember the contract he signed with Dojin soullessly he even regretted for not asking for a more price, he instead could ask him I'll take the money but let us raise our child together specially because he saw Dojin's affection towards him and he knows that Dojin is nothing like his dad.
And for the last thing please don't leave your child because of their own good, I'll say it as someone who lived most of her life without her mom's presence, there is ABSOLUTELY NO BENEFIT for a child if her mother leaves them, it's the thing that I call selfishness, sorry that I said it harshly but it's the truth.

sheesh somone here really cannot even get past the SOLDING HIMSELF.
I will copy paste what I said before or rather written before for that particular 'goddamn he sold his baby or whatever'
in my opinion as a reader of their romance : Hyesung is naive, brat and from most of his life he knew he was an alpha. there are so many things NEW to him being an OMEGA and he may be a brat but he is innocent. and he has his own DARK PAST he is protecting. we all knew that he is a MATH GENIUS but he needs to keep that thing hidden in fear of his family.
He is innocent and the thing he knew is to PROTECT HIMSELF.
just think about it : If Dojin suddenly tells him when he gave birth that he doesnt need Hyesung anymore - what will Hyesung do?
the contract may look like 'gold digger' but its more of protecting himself from any thing. its hard being a single parent and without any 'reassurance of the future'
and yes, I do believe you are right: "There's no way in hell Dojin will let Hyesung leave. I mean only a couple of chapters ago he basically forced himself on him to keep him from leaving. Dojin will use the time now to win Hyesung over. "
120% real!!! Dojin will not allow Hyesung to leave and he will do anything... after all he has some MONTHS to make Hyesung fall for him...
I love Hyesung cause its the 'omega heat' that makes him lewd and not his real self... its like you're in heat and you have no control over it. but once your sober - you knew full well you are not some whore who will use your self.
i love him.
i love Hyesung...
(I POST THAT June 18, 2018 9:03 am)

First of all try to be more polite, we are all grown ups trying to share our opinions with our reasons .
Second: it's obvious that your opinion is just base on your love for Hyesung and you just try making excuses to approve it.
Third, I don't call it innocence but foolishness .
The things you mentioned mostly are just based on if this ... if that even though there are a lot of more possible way in front of them.
I think we all know that the others aren't responsible because someone is nave, brat or whatever, if your life doesn't go in the way you like, change it, and the first step for this change is to change yourself, yes of course it's quite hard, but if you continue living with the thoughts of your horrible past, your future won't be any different from your past so you have no other choice but to change it by any means.
You agreed with it that "why Dojin even should say i don't want you when he shows in act that he will do any thing for Hyesung" but it was Hyesung that said I don't want you and your baby but I will gave birth for money and he was quite sober and in his right mind at that time, it was completely a foolish choice when he can have all of them at once.
Also I never said why he slept with Dojin or why is he pregnant. at that time they both acted base on their heats and it is alfa's & omega's natural to reflect on each other's heat intensity.
we are all know that the omegas have the most shity life out there but I say why he asked for money when he easily could abort and leave Dojin and search for his so called "fated partner"? why he offerd that contract? if you don't call it selling himself, what do you call it?

thank you. i guess plenty of little girls didn't try to understand what is really happening and it's kind of frustrating.
ofc, both have faults moreever there's this misunderstanding of feelings hanging above them yet (which i expect to be resolved in the next season). the pointless hate whether is directed to uke or seme has to stop.

thank you for all those who understand my view point... and for those who still condemn Hyesung - you cannot change their low opinion... its as if they are the Gods who put judgement on someone and they dont like to give second chances on people or someone who made a mistake due to youth...
let's all hope for the best of Hyesung...
it is tiring to say your words to close ears (or eyes for this matter) and for those who think i only preach - then dont read my comment and dont read this manga/ webtoon...
in my own honest opinion - who are we to judge someone... are we Gods? are we the mangaka? are we so omnipotent that we never make mistake?
let's all pray for the next and next chapters to their happiness...
they are family...
love this mangaka... i fell in love with their writings/ stories "If you Hate me that much"
:)
cheers!!!
let's all have a wonderful blessed day!

Yuuri, my little girl, do you even bothered reading our comments?!!
we aren't gods, but it seems you are, you always judged us so easily without any proof, if we condemn Hyesung because he deserves it, like the way Dojin deserves.
Do you even get it when we say they both are at fault?!!
Truly it's quite tiresome, I repeated it for you at least 3 times but you insist saying the same thing over & over again, I'm coming to this conclusion that probably you just guess our answers without reading.
What do you feel if I ask that according to your own HONEST OPINION please don't judge Dojin, if you have such a belief, then you mustn't let yourself to judge us or Dojin even Hyesung.
Yes of course we all will pray for their happiness.
I wish you a lovely day too ^^

Many keep on hating Hyesung... its sad... they even said that he doesn't have a dark past to act like that...
It kept me thinking, does a person need to have a dark past? does he need to have a traumatic experience to be a man or a person who only wants to protect himself?
being spoiled, being a pain in the ass can be viewed in different way. when i was pregnant i want to annihilate the whole world. i was a single mother and the man who i thought was my soulmate turns out to be my nightmare, a monster... from the day i found out im pregnant - i stood alone. i work my hardest and i bleed, been in and out of the hospital, yet i carry on. without anyone's support i strive and my child came to be...
i get what hyesung is afraid of... being pregnant - even with the man beside you... without assurance of the future, you have a baby inside of you - anytime that man can leave you and feelings can change.
please put yourself in hyesung's shoes. all his life he believes himself to be an alpha which turns out in one instant snap of the finger that he was all along an omega... his future for him crumbles... there's no way he can cope that fast... and then he becomes pregnant...
and if you want hyesung's dark past: https://toonkor.app/%EC%82%AC%EB%9E%91%EC%9D%80_%ED%99%98%EC%83%81!_30%ED%99%94.html
(or just go to toonkor and read chapter 30)
hyesung in his own way was acting in instinct... protecting himself and his feelings... and not all omega's or mothers are instantly thinking that what's inside of them is a blessing... there's a future to think about...
its not roses and daisies...

its now a movie :)
trailer : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXBMIDjTXc4&feature=youtu.be

the complete movie: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jY7F8DvPbbg
Because of the Chinese Government something against BL manhua - the author needs to block any 'intimate' scenes. For the part without the HEART BLOCK - you can find it on her twitter account :)
https://twitter.com/DDjuner
That is not a real kiss tho.. Just the cheeks
It is the kiss, the author never said it had to be fully on the lips.