
Can I have some spoilers ? like what will happened ?

spoiler
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
the real villain is the author lol, kinda make sense if you read the novel, I won't recommend you though, so basically, the MC flew repeated cycles of birth only to find her fams and fiance didn't treated her well, she did actually tried multiple times of escape, be it flew to another country till act like a cupid for the sis and fiance, but she always ended up bad, for example she flew to another country only to be called in the run then they threw her to brothel only to caught disease because she got drugged, etc didn't felt like it to type it down, but really, MC tried her best to escaping it especially she wants to find her new love but yeah, someone says (I forgot who is) to her that it's maybe because of her past life sin that she didn't remember well,,,,,,
how about that, I'm correct right of who is should be villain xoxoxoxo
╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

I didn't understand lol explanation ?

From what i understood, the mother of Sakae committed a double suicide with her lover (she had adultery with another man) leaving his father alone in despair unable to create art ... Several years later Sakae meets his father not knowing who he truly is, and falls in love with him ... His father tells him that he regained his source of inspiration that he lost when his love died cuz of him... But to Sakae's surprise the figure that the father inspired from him wasn't of him but of his dead mother, so in the rush of anger and disappointment he breaks the statue... when his father comes and sees it broken.. kills himself to join the mother. And since then Sakae blames himself of his father's (the one he truly loved) death and thinks he killed him.
"what do I call this emotion ?" cough LOVE cough cough