Kell's Topics (325)

the raws will make you even more mad, believe me. i didnt heed the warnings and now i need to read on to at least find out ow it ends but seriously the raws will royally piss you off

kyon is like the biggest victim in this story. his parents were killed when he was young, then he was basically made a slave and trained to kill someone who comforted him and saved him during this tragedy. he was treated like shit by this very same person and then when kyon realized how dangerous he could be he told someone and then freaking ryan guilt trips the shit out of him, basically wants him dead, and even drives kyon to attempt suicide. and what does kyon get in return? nothing absolutely nothing. im happy he and lucaon can be happy now but seriously kyon has had a horrible life

that dg had some friends at school, he has chanwoo but i think dg needs more friends, or at least one more. when jiwon ignores him which is basically always when they are at school, dg has no one. not to mention that asshole sunbae with anger management issues is probably going to come into the picture soon and make things even more miserable for jiwon and probably even worse for dg. i dont need dg to get into another relationship, i just want him to have another good friend like chanwoo

im confused about who the uke dad is, im confused about the two mains relationship to each other on the family tree. im confused about the uke having bad grades when it was shown he got a 94 and 93 on his paper and was sighing about those grades

i also dont think the sex freindship will last much longer even though dg lied. dg knows he lied and he knows how jiwon feels about love and jiwon knows dg likes him, it will be hard for either of them to act like they dont know the truth and just continue to have sex like there are no feelings involved. i dont think sex will be as mindless and enjoyable for jiwon because he has his own feelings for dg to deal with and its never been that emotionally enjoyable for dg and it will be even less so now that hes clear that jiwon is hung up on an ex and does not want to accept dgs feelings right now

dg shouldn't have lied about his feelings, he knows he likes jiwon and now that jiwon has specifically said the sex friendship can't go on if dg likes him, he should just break it off. but you can't blame dg, he is blinded by his love and people are desperate when it comes to love, they always think they can handle anything as long as they still get to be beside their love.

alex is wrong because its pretty obvious dg likes him and alex knows just how much dg likes him, after all that is why they got into this predicament in the first place. he saw that dg liked him and gave him one chance to sleep with him and then HE suggested that they enter a sex friendship. also, if he truly wanted to end the sex friendship he could have straight up said, i know you like me and so i want this to be over. but instead he left it up to dg to confess his feelings, knowing theres a chance dg would lie/deny which would mean the sex friendship would continue even though they both know the truth of dg feelings

this chapter hurt my heart and it wasn't hurting for skyler it was hurting for yeonduk because the author emphasizes so much that skyler was always mean to yeonduk and only nice at random because it made skyler feel good to see how much yeonduk loved him. plus he wasn't even having thoughts of liking yeonduk back then either which makes me sad because id always assumed he was aware of his feelings for yeonduk even when he hated yeonduk. skyler is also no truly suffering like yeonduk did because yeonduk is not dating noel and doesn't even try to talk about noel all the time like skyler did about his gf. its weird becauser skyler thought yeonduk was greedy for money and just using skyler, but it also seems like he knew yeonduk was in love with him. so i wonder how he reconciled those two things in his head to mean yeonduk only wanted his money and things

anyways, i dont know why any of you would hate noel, hes a genuinely good friend to yeonduk. and hes not possesive of yeon and purposely trying to make skyler jealous, hes literally just a really good friend. not to mention i read some translated excerpts of the raws a while back and noel even tries to help yeon understand skylers behavior. he tells yeon that skyler must be having a hard time seeing yeon with new friends when skyler used to be yeons closest friends

I just don't think his actions are equal to hate he's getting. A jerk, an asshole, would take the money AND abort the baby. as I mentioned before his primary reason for keeping the baby and the first reason is that dojin wanted the baby. Money didn't come into picture until later. I understand thinking he's annoying but like damn y'all are wishing everything bad on him like he isn't already poor, pregnant with a baby he doesn't want, constantly let down and disrespected, not to mention his mom abandoned him and his dad is emotionally abusive. He ALREADY lives a shitty life. Dojin on the other hand is rich, is surrounded by people who care about him from his family to his friends, has a job that makes him happy, and a baby on the way that he wants. You're really gong to tell me this spoiled young and naive 20 year old kid is making Dojin miserable. It quite the opposite, Dojin if anything is happier after meeting hyesung and doesn't seem to care abut having to spend money on hyesung. Does that mean I approve of hyesungs spoiled attitude, no ofc not, but I don't think hyesung suffering more would solve anything . He's already learned that life sucks and that money is the only thing he can rely on because of his shitty life

i reread the whole story again and i see things so differently now. everyone seems so much more innocent now. when i looked at jianyi blushing because of xixi i didnt see just a crush i saw a kid with a crush who is just figuring himself out and can't help his feelings for someone whos a male. when i first read it, i though jianyi already knew he was gay but now that i know hes figuring out his sexuality as a middle schooler is even more impactful

did no one see from these last two translated chapter that hyesung clearly said hes scared of this pregnancy and that he was agreeing to do have the baby simply because he realized that dojin as the father gets a say too? he only put his walls up higher because his friend put it into his head that dojin didn't really care about him and is manipulating him. hyesung being scared of being taken advantage of had to think of something to protect himself so he ended up making the contract. but he obviously wasnt thinking of draining dojin of his funds until his friend made him insecure about dojins intentions. still understand why people cant see that hyesung is young naive and scared of having a baby and doesnt want it but dojin does so hes carrying this life inside of him anyways