
im being unreasonable but i feel on the fence about jigoo because even though he never tried to hurt juhyun, juhyuns lonely love made me not like jigoo as a result. also, i just felt like juhyun had stronger feelings for jigoo than jigoo did for him, even up to the last chapter of hush.

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also little things like him not saying happy birthday to juhyun first and him laughing an smiling with his ex tutor while juhyun was waiting for him, and texting him and calling him and getting no reply from jigoo since he was preoccupied with his tutor. dont misunderstand though, jigoo did nothing wrong, he was just having a convo with the tutor. its weird, jigoo has done nothing wrong yet im so petty when it comes to him

nemu needs more friends, his social circle is shockingly small and i think in some ways that keeps him naive and inexperienced. he needs to meet more people and see more kinds of interactions in order to better understand human relations. im not saying everyone needs tons of friends but nemu needs to meet more people, i really hope he does

maya gets irrationally angry when nemu goes to comfort his friend who was heartbroken and is obviously not in love with him.
and yet he continues to hang out with, work with, and take care of a dude who made his own boyfriend insecure, keeps it a secret, and to top if off with a huge fucking cherry, this dude is in love with him and obviously so. like i dont get why he wouldn't be able to understand how it would affect nemu if he found out that ruka and maya were spending time together alone.
the truth is, maya and nemu only love each other so them hanging out with other people even other people who (might) like them shouldnt be an issue because neither is the unfaithful type, at least not when they are with each other. but they are both immensely insecure people who seem to have doubts about the others love for them otherwise they wouldn't get so hurt. their communication seems to be the biggest issue in addition to the fact that neither of them seem to have experience in a serious loving relationship. i mean maya never even tells nemu he loves him while nemu actually says it, which is the total opposite of what i expected considering nemu was the reluctant one. the both got issues and need to work on themselves more. they have matured with this relationship but they need to mature outside of it too.

Yea but Maya said he wouldn't hang out with him if Nemu wanted but Nemu said he would never want that nor want to give him an ultimatum. They both need to have more character development outside of the relationship as well. They don't have much problems with each other being friends with those who might like them. Its when those people make a move that's not entirely appropriate and threatens their relationship but then again their relationship is pretty stable and both aren't the type to cheat like you said.

I think my biggest problem here is how Nemu seems to have grown since volume one, while Maya... didn't. I mean, alright, he regreted raping Nemu (which is, well, thanks for not being a total trash I guess?), and decided to take college seriously. But those stuff didn't make his relationship grow, only he as a person. Whilst Nemu has been jumping hurdles from the get-go, learning how to show affection, how to compromise, how to soet his priorities, how to speak about the things that hurt him, etc. I whish Maya had to take responsibility for his shit just once in a while, so he too gets to grow as a bf.

hyesung is younger than dojin, hes obviously going to be less mature about being pregnant and of course does not want to be tied down by a man or a baby, he just wants to live life comfortably after suffering for all of these years. hes young and selfish and the fact that yall can't understand that young people need time to grow and mature is baffling to. hes not going to just wake up one day a think wow, heres the guy this barely know anything about, i think ill love him now. he has no idea what dojin thinks of him, hes never been treated well by any men in his life, what reason would he have to believe dojin actually has feelings for him. all he sees is an alpha who wants to dominate his life

5 years, in fact, but I agree (=・ω・=)

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again, i dont understand why everyone is jumping to endgame jaewon/karam
im happy with either pairing HOWEVER, there has almost never been a time where the main character has had an unrequited love for /another main/ character and then had their love stay unrequited. even if jaewon is dating karam, we've seen time and time again that those puppy love relationships dont last and the main character ends up turning his attention to his friend. i swear its one of the number on cliches in romance yaoi and manga overall. karam is no where near a main character imo and itd honestly surprise if jaewon a main character ended up with a side chracter.
regardless, dont drop this just yet because jaewon and karam are dating, you never know what will happen. i am sorry to jaewon/junseo shippers if im wrong

why does shuu have friends like that in the first place?? hes obviously not responsible for anything those bastards did but i cant help but feel a little bitter towards him? i know he cares deeply for maki but idk...dont hate me

No, I'm bitter with Shuu too. If he'd at least explained why he wasn't having sex with him, then maybe Maki wouldn't have gone to the club, and he wouldn't have accepted that drink. I am so pissed

qing yu is not even his half brother or anything, not to mention his mom isn't even alive so she won't even suffer by seeing her sons life ruined, so who exactly is he getting revenge on? younger dude obviously was very young when his mom died, he knows nothing about what his mom supposedly did to older dudes mom

but just in case anyone is confused, they are closer to being step brothers i think. they both have a different set of parents and then younger dudes mom and older dudes dad must have gotten together.

It's obvious you don't fully grasp the concept of step and half siblings. As a person that has both a half sister and a step-sister, I can explain that situation in full detail.
A half sibling is when two children share a "common" parent. Like, they both have different moms, but have the same dad. It doesn't necessarily depend on whether one of the children was born after the father was remarried. Sometimes, you might even have half siblings even if you dad isn't married to that particular person, (*cough* adultery *cough*). Hence the term adults use "illegitimate child" which isn't seen in a political standard anymore.
Then we have step siblings. Now that type of sibling is only acquired by remarriage. It's when two people already have children with their past lovers and marry each other, then the children become step siblings.
If you want a real world example of both kinds of siblings existing in the same family, take my own personal experience. My mother was remarried to a guy who already has a child as well. That child later becomes my step-sister. Then my mother and step-father do the do, and now I have a half sibling. Why? Well it wasn't because she was born after they remarried but because I am directly related to my mother, but have no relations to my step-father at all, hence why I'm only half siblings with that little girl.
I know this was a wordy explanation, but I felt that it was necessary to go into details with this situation.
Since the situation of the characters' parents weren't fully explained yet, we can't have a definite conclusion whether they are step siblings or half siblings.
that the irrational reason i dont like jigoo is because ive not seen a main character have such strong feelings for and be so deeply affected by someone who is not the other main character. like seeing him cry over the end of his first love for his tutor made me very unhappy, lol