
Ok him being desperate was hot and mean. The system curse is a huge pervert and definitely out to torture him. Like not being easily able to reach him, forcing restarts if there is failure, it’s just getting more and more intense.
There is literally no way to know what mission will pop up too. I love how this is smutty and hot but also the plot stays strong.
I am as invested in this story as I am in their missions.
I do hope she gets better with boundaries though, she is just gonna keep hurting herself at this point. He isn’t the worse and he has issues but damn dude. She confessed and still wants help even after that brutal rejection of her even having feelings. I get it but I hope they get to actually hang out eventually. It’s mostly smut and angst, which is great but I want good things for them

Is he the ml? Does he love her? Or is he just obsessed cause he sounds nuts. Is he a bomb?? Did this dumb blond bitch just set off a bomb?? So much is happening lol. You don’t have to answer, just my feels to this chapter

from what i heard he is the ml... he loved her in his past life too, but was like too proud to admit it i think, she wasn't liked that much then by everybody and the blondie manipulated the family, idk if she also used the dark magic thing like in the last chapter, when she ''heals'' someone or tries to manipulate them

He’s definitely unstable because he has been resonating with his past life memories, been accumulating corruption, and got smacked with demonic energy by Lorena. I don’t think he actually loved her in either life since Lorena’s influence prevented him from viewing/treating her in any positive way from the moment she arrived.
He feels a certain guilt, emptiness, and longing for her which he doesn’t understand in the context of his second life. It feels more like the guilt of crushing an innocent soul who only ever tried to live up to the Nacht name. He doesn’t understand where these emotions are coming from, but they make him sensitive to her passive forms of rejection towards him.
That immense feeling of unknown guilt and isolation made it easier for him to develop the seeds of corruption in his mind, and Lorena’s attempt at dark magic mind control tipped him over the edge
Ok buddy, you can have this one pass for your mental breakdown. Only because of that but that was manipulative and weird. You aren’t close because you’re not trying like the rest of the
family. You can’t just be like be close to me or let me die, that’s stupid and unfair. ( Though it IS a typical ML Webtoon/Manga move )