this was so disappointing, it was really promising at the start and i loved their story during high school. but when they started having sex together it was so forceful, with chungho going along with everything even though he didn't want to. and the fact that park jun KNEW he didn't like it, and yet chose to keep on going?
obviously it was intended by the author for it to come off that way because it was to show how jealous and possessive park jun actually is, but it just was not a good choice whatsoever. all semblance of the romance we got before flew completely out of the window. there was no love anymore, just feelings of discomfort.
for a story with a rating of 9.4, this was just not it.
i fucking loved every second of this so much HELP HAHAHA their interactions are so funny and absurd i kept laughing my ass off. i did not expect to enjoy this that much and wow am i pleasantly surprised. the personalities of the characters and the dynamic feels so fresh and new to me and my god am i living for it. ahhh now i wish i marinated because i want more so bad!! might have to cave and read the novel.
the art is rlly fucking good and i love the character designs so i'm pretty disappointed with the "plot"... this had potential like it's not a terrible concept (models, a switch who's pretending to be a dom), but they went in such a cliche rapey route. there's no build up, no development, nothing, just straight to rape. i will lwk probably still keep reading tho lol i rlly love the art it's so pretty imo, the uke is gorgeous.
it's not finished yet (thank god), there's at least 215 chapters. i can't find the site where he read it, but in this video this youtuber commentates on the manhua: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yeUIcazYikA the manhua definitely used to be on kuaikan before, but for some reason it was removed from the platform.










also, it really bothers me when authors write about a character wanting to switch, making the readers expect it, and then not delivering it at all. WHY EVEN WRITE IT THEN? what in the false advertising? the thing is, i literally do not like switch so im personally glad it didn't happen. however, it pisses me off all the same because i would much rather they never write about it in the first place and then the readers who wanted it wouldn't feel tricked and disappointed too. it's so ridiculous that so many authors do this when it leaves ALL readers disappointed and annoyed. both those who want switching and those who don't. just stop with it, please.