I just love the full body blush on Lux when viewing all the love bites. I think he realized he’s interested in being a switch when it comes to Hana, and I like his aftercare. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
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ML’s background is a story of survival, he really didn’t have to help the FL at all and he’d finally be free of his “family” and maybe pave a new life for himself. I’ve always been interested in who he really was and how he became her “fiancé” now I genuinely hope for his happiness and that his first romantic relationship with the FL works out well. Also, I’m wondering what number he was given…will she call him that in the future or will he come up with his own name?
I get how marriage may be rushed since she sees him as a friend or like he said a child to be nurtured since she regained memories of her past. But before marriage, even when they leave or go to the academy they could be roommates and stay in the same house splitting living expenses if she’s able to life away from the school, or they could live right next to each other or nearby. They could date with thoughts of engagement or marriage…if all the scenarios don’t change her mind they could still be besties/family. There doesn’t have to be a separation of long lengths of time, it really just takes talking it through. I guess another lens to take into consideration is how abandoned/alone an orphan already feels ML doesn’t want the genuine warmth from FL to vanish. ┗( T﹏T )┛
I’m picking up vibes that the divine/holy side of things is darker the hellish/demon side. I was thinking early on when FL told ML that demons only lie and hurt, it was very one-sided. If ML has demon blood he can decide what kind of person/being he want to be…he could be honest and protect what’s dear. Just like an angelic being could deceive the masses far better since people lower their guard or discriminate based on appearances. I mean the children who tried to kill a child and who were bullies should be punished differently than those who are seeking shelter from being harassed. All of the images show demons being killed by celestial beings, I’m thinking there’s more to the story and there’s more past the surface.
Like I read in other comments all of the versions of the same soul are so different but there is a core that never changes. This has a very coming of age vibe as her worldview broadens. Plus mad respect for Mito having so many survival skills that she had from the farm and that she learned from time traveling.
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I teared up when she told Ikesu “ I don’t care about strength I just want you to live” after hear about how his family was killed in another life like Garhi’s. I started seeing more of the love of small mammals with Erec and tied that to Rui in present time. Oh that’s right the harvest goddess said that they all were tied to her in some way, so she could have been happy I guess with any of the guys interested in her but only one had the depth of soulmate. (▰˘◡˘▰)
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This is mainly a rant I’m very much enjoying the storytelling.
* I know it’s apart of the journey. I’m impatient…Garhi is the origin (first time she began to look past the surface) but I kept thinking:
-Mito he reminds you of Garhi in the way that he rushes in to protect, can’t help but be drawn to you, is thoughtful of your needs
- brings you the only thing you eat and the goddess said “find your soulmate” not Garhi that may mean something else is going on here.
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Go back and check out the sides notes if you haven’t…it always gives a little extra insider info. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I’m interested/invested in the personal growth of the FL. I love that the goddess of harvest imparted her with a spiritual journey to find her soulmate. I think the first problem is how she was viewing her perfect guy as, “strong and courageous as these fields.” She was looking purely at the musclely/fit glory on the outside, I get that being built like a Greek god is wonderful, but it doesn’t account for internal strengths, maturity, or what courage really means (being afraid and facing it anyway). (Also sidenote: I liked the guy Rui who responded with “he tends to do that” when being called on during class. Like that easygoing attitude) (づ￣ ³￣)づ
It’s definitely easy to hate Cliff but I can see the toll the control and love that he has for Lize has on him. First, he’s envious of the sweet moment Killian has with Edith (so natural and intimate) and crushed that he’ll never be enough for her. She’s either stealing both hearts and affections or not happy at all. If she’d stop her tirade she could go toward a path of redemption and give that sad sexy Cliff real love.
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I was pondering what would be true and would be blown out of proportion about the ML. He has survivor’s guilt and PTSD from not being able to stop his cousin and fellow soldiers from dying. And the only biological family he had was the one who stabbed him with a fatal poison. And the rumors and her father’s disappearance also clouded the FL’s judgment about the time he spent in their small village. That’s why people should always observe and talk to the source, the ML is a warrior but he’s not a bloodthirsty murder who would kill his friends. (￣ε(#￣)Σ
The development of their relationship, the doctor/patient dynamic, falling for each other and lowering their guard slowly. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄
All he was thinking before was that Sowah was weak and he’d eat her later. I get tigers are carnivores and predators, but is the main reason the omnivores and herbivores don’t know what they look like is that they stay as far away from them as possible? And when he was an injured cub was it human hunters that did that and killed his parents or something? There’s some things I still don’t get, but you definitely don’t see foxes and tigers together in the wild. I knew he was schemer and some of it was to survive and because he was getting attached, but he’s hard to resist when he says “you’re all I have” my mind went dark as I thought yes you can be endearing but you are the neighbors.
I got by the title "her men" that it would be a reverse harem for the OGFL. I usually really like them if all the partners are loved and treated fairly. I get the FL not be being upset about the first fiancé since the engagement was before birth, second seemed to be a magician that I usually like but okay he joined the harem, maybe it's the calm before the storm I'd be furious about the ML I gave my heart to that uttered that same garbage about fallen for "titi"....like did are time together mean nothing to you...literally how is she better and she already had 2 guys at that point but if you'd stayed you'd be her only. And the OGFL yes it's her world but it's clear she can have as many guys as she wants why steal the hidden character with her protagonist buff or is there brainwashing? Then this 4th fiancé is good with pining for OGFLs love without her even knowing about while being married to someone else. I mean he was cool with an open relationship so that's something but it must have been another hard slap in the face...I did think it be fun if he was rejected and then only had the FL to lean on and maybe slowly some sense would seep in. I'd want to be a smart villainess and find ways to hurt the OGFL for toying with me. I have high hopes for the crown prince ML...please don't disappoint. （￣へ￣）
I like that she gave an apology to her son for how her past self behaved/treated him, told him she loved him, and threw him a birthday party for ones not thrown in the past. I was surprised that she didn’t remember her husband’s name since she was trying to help him lower his guard around her and at some point coparent. Just being called by one’s title is strange, but I like that she could only think of his nickname that worked in her favor.
The sheer passion and communication through body and words allowed Lux to fully trust Hana. I think their bond is stronger than ever, and I got my wish. Lux said I love you in his way, “you can have everything including my heart!” ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
Instead of the protagonist it’s looking like Hilda is rooting for Priscilla. I do love that she’s making a plushie for the countess even if it’s a goat head it’s better than a real one and she got some sort of herb to help with her recovery. She probably won’t but would she make Adrian an angel or Devil plushie if she gave him one? I know it’s Hilda’s decision to increase the interest of whoever she chooses, but maybe it would be in the Devil’s best interest to win favor with Hilda…he won’t find out anything by testing her since that just increases her fight/flight. Right now he has his mind control and the doctor, but his mother has the church scheming to be rid of him and Hilda’s right there with them.
Adrian is a clever Devil and he was not going back on his order this time with the tea. For a moment I thought maybe he has a sense of humor and it will be a terrible tasting tea that he says is good for her health to pay her back for all her “compliments.” But no it was legit poison, and how was he able to cover his murderous intent, Adrian considers her a threat still instead of being useful…I mean Hilda just wants to survive. I wanna get to that point where they can lower their guard with each other, but that may be a ways off. ╥﹏╥
I like that the FLs are vibing but it’s so sad her ML didn’t get a dance…it always frustrates me when the FL has a one-track mind and they alter the very fabric of the storyline. （￣へ￣）
I liked a bit of the build-up and wish I could have seen more of the ML incubus unknown cute, kind, heroic side, but the older incubus aspect isn’t something you see. Especially one that hadn’t been “eating” regularly, I like the FL and I’d think that a few others would see his appeal.
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The fact that he hadn’t always known about his demon genes is also different, since his grandfather was an incubus wouldn’t he still be alive and young? Did he leave and not show his grandson the ropes? （￣へ￣）
ML is kinda rude and dishonest, but oddly nice when FL is literally trying to rip his horns out of his head. It always makes me laugh when seeing isn’t believing she saw the horns pop right out and still asked if it was cosplay, that would be some impressive shit if it was. Plus, I’m thinking it will be a llllooooonnnnggg hard road before they like each other and his “prophetic dream” takes place…he’d be so fun to tease and I don’t have the virtue of patience. (づ￣ ³￣)づ