what's the NSA guy's agenda? he ''just wants to help'' but also doesn't have a guide anymore and seems pretty unhappy MC will be demoted to a A-rank. is he helping him just to get a S-guide to himself?
┗( T﹏T )┛ what is happening!!!!!
He just has an inferiority complex and is jealous of ML accomplishment without much effort because of his S class rank. He's trying to use the MC to 'beat' ML in terms of accomplishments or something. Even I barely understand after reading the novel, but I only know that he just wants to 'win' against the ML.
poisoning drinkable water with your soon to be rotting corpse as your last act on earth... smh
also he's so stupid, wishing for MC to never find his body and know of his death. if MC ever finds out he escaped his prison, he'll live his whole life thinking he could run into him.. better for him to know he'll never have to see him ever again.
the key to winning someone's heart back is just harassment, a gift here and there but most importantly, denying everything they say until they cave in, i guess
ლ(´ڡ`ლ) yum harassment
And imprisonment ✍
i'd love to see her try to appeal to freya, being like ''ruby threw tea on me, help" only for freya to be like ''you threw it on yourslef again didn't you'' hehe
once your lies and munipulations are uncovered, who would believe the thruth
oops i meant freya trying to appeal to ellen and ellen not believing her
istg i'm so over seing this ''i'm mad, let's not talk this thru, instead let's fuck'' in BLs. the 'angry sex' trope is actually good when done well but these are just lazy af and 9/10 straight up assault. always done the same way with the top throwing the bottom on a flat surface and then this zoomed-panel of him taking his close off.. i'm so fed up with this omg. why do they always write conflict scene the same way??
is Yeon Heyop really Jintae ?? are the two personnalities co-existing in his head, with Yeon Heyop being in control 80% of the time and Jintae surfacing to fuck with MC? this character is so confusing.
I think hyeop is imitatting jintae ☹ cuz there was a chapter that showed hyeop was also one of them that was part of the sacrifices in their past life
wait wait wait!!!!! so the timeline(1) where ines and oscar were married wasn't actually their first life?? oscar called ines ''your wife'' while talking to carcel, meaning they where actually married in the previous timeline(0), and nobody but oscar remembers. god grants oblivion to the souls that were unfairly taken from their destiny but lets those who committed suicide keep their memories... it means true destiny is for ines and carcel to be together!!! aaaah fated lovers T^T
so in their first life(0) they were together and somehow died unfairly. then oscar killed himself and decided to take revenge on carcel by marrying ines on the next timeline(1), but he was so resentful she chose carcel before that he mistreated her so bad she killed herself and started the next timeline(2).
carcel never had memories so he didn't kill himself at any point, but what about oscar.... he's too suspicious in the current timeline(3). he was so resentful and jealous in the timeline(1) ines and him were married, i can't believe he let go of her in this life(3). i think he commited suicide angain, actually remembers and choose another strategy to have her this time.
don't know why carcel's benn having flash of memories but i'm glad he knows what oscar did. can't wait for the confrontation
i think it's great he remembers cause ines will have the final confirmation she isn't crazy and alone in this timeloop. but idk if she'd want carcel to know of her dark and traumatizing past...
Ines never chose carcel in their second life. She was betrothed to oscar and only ever liked him. But it was oscar's oen inferiority complex. He always suspected ines and carcel, maybe because he saw carcel's live for ines. And maybe ines and carcel's love was that great in the first timeline that he can't shake off the suspicion that they wouldn't fall in love again. But ines was always faithful to oscar. It was that dirty bastard's disgusting mentality.
Also, while the punishment for killing yourself was to remember their past memories, they also have a choice. God grants those who died without following their planned death a wish. So the 2nd timeline oscar wished to have his memories intact, the same with the 3rd timeline. Now he's in his fourth time. Can you imagine how obsessed he is with ines to want to keep all tge memories from his past 3 lives? Even the way he died..
his inferiority complex caused all of this misery.. fuck this guy
but i wrote ''she chose carcel before'' referencing the life(0) carcel and ines were married, not the one(1) where she got woth oscar. it's especially sad how he treated her because she was so devoted to him but he couldn't see that as he was still jealous of her marrying carcel in the previous timeline(0).
i thought the ''granting a whish'' was only for those who died without following their planned death because they were unfairly killed, and not for the ones who comitted suicide. i thought emilio could make a wish because he was unfairly killed. ines never seemed to have been granted a wish, so i thought those who commited suicide were not given a choice and just repeated their lifes with memories intact.
so oscar would've either killed himself and kept his memories, or died unfairly and wished to remember. but yeah it's scary his obsession had 4 lives to grow...
-Those who commit suicide do not get a wish.
-Carcel is remember due to Anastasio (God's apostle) interviening and giving him some memories back.
his ''smell'' being drawn as some kind of fog, him being scared of having his neck bitten, him getting kinda wet???? these are giving omegaverse TT the author would just be playing with the usual codes but.. is he?? an omega? tbh i thought he was some kind of incubus at first with him appearing in MC's dreams after only one meeting... maybe i'm just too deep into the BL tropes lmao
no fucking way