damn jihyuk's brother really did a number on him...him thinking ''i have to end things with hyung'' just because his brother is pregnant is so sad. you're still family bby
it feels like his fear of abandonment is the main motivation behind his decision to end it with the MLs. he'd rather leave them both instead of ''drifting from one to another''. the problem isn't even that they hurt him, it's that because he can't make a choice between them, he doesn't feel like he belongs anywhere.
so yeah, the MLs begging him to not abandon them is for sure gonna make him feel guilty. and them now being okay with being a throuple will bring him the sense of belonging he was longing for.
fuck his brother srly.
this shit gave me war flashback of that one twd scene..
but yeah, not surprised about this development. ML's mentality is one of a child who's still learning emotions. he's not in a situation where he can learn compassion or pity. he's the leader of a survivor town in a zombie apocalypse, of course he turned up ruthless and twisted (maybe he was like this before he lost his memories too idk). like killing with a smile while crying ?? i honestly don't know how to interpret this.. is it guilt or performance? it kinda felt like a weird ''sect guru'' emotional flogging.. idk.
also MC was still really naive about their situation. he got lucky to end up in this town right after waking up, the others probably went thru some tough times that made them ruthless... they could've at least vote to kill the guy more cleanly tho.. bashing him in the head multiple time while he's begging for his child is cruel. like okay the law is strict but at least the ''offender'' could get a painless death.
idk how to feel about thiiis
i mean it was hot!! but i don't think they should've slept together this soon... ML is so clueless about everything that it makes me uncomfortable. i think they should've taken time to teach him about feelings and stuff. kinda scared the sensations will overpower emotions now and he'll just be obsessed with MC... maybe it's just the trauma from all these crazy-obsessive-tops i've seen
now that she does not have debts to pay anymore (i think?) can't she move from THEIR appartement?? like girly he's gonna come back knocking on your door, MOVE. it was nice to see her overwrite her bad memories of this place by sleeping with Taeha in it but i'm getting anxious now that her ex is getting clingy.
also what was that about her ex having ''connexions'' ??? don't give him power to control her please










was 100% panicking then i remembered she can rewind time. this manwha is testing my emotional strengh istg