I think I'll take a break from this and maybe come back after the shitty parts are over. Yul doesn't deserve any of this shit!! this is why people who aren't mentally and emotionally unstable shouldn't jump into relationships! GO TO FCKING THERAPY!! Yul was at least aware of his own wounds and trauma so he refused seme's advances.. but seme kept fcking persisting and made him open up his heart and accept. After making him lower down his walls and trust you, you go ahead and fcking assault him?!?!?! go deal with your anger issues first you asshole!!! and wtf is up with that hyung of his coming back after 5 years?? I fcking despise people like him.
he's a saint, truly. considering so many other stories, he really is a breath of fresh air. so kind, patient and understanding.
just wanted to get that off my chest. uke needs to stop being a horny idiot and realize he deserves a better love, and more importantly some respect.
guess yaoi writers will never move on from the "fell in love with my r@pist" trope. "I'm in love with you so I sexually assaulted and harrased you every chance I got because what is communication? confessing my feelings would be too boring. assault is sExIeR"
as unfortunate as it is, I feel like there's no hope in a relationship like this and they shouldn't be together. sometimes love isn't enough.
I get that in this world having to "play" is a necessity otherwise they'd suffer from major side effects.. but Rui shouldn't have to change himself or endure violent play just to stay with seme. Wanting to satisfy your partner is one thing, and there's limits to how far you can go in terms of doing things you don't inherently enjoy. I also understand Ritsu not wanting to hurt Rui.. but this is something they should talk about and find a solution to together. Whether he had sex with the other sub or not, if he was in an exclusive relationship with Rui, then that's still cheating. in this universe "play" is an intimate act so I'd say it's cheating. They should have had the boundary talk before he went and satisfied himself elsewhere. This is such a hard and sad situation.. Ritsu's needs are very extreme so unfortunately I don't see this working out. curious to see where author takes this. I just hope Rui doesn't feel obligated to suffer and put up with violence just to appease seme, especially after he cheated on him?! that'd break my heart. he deserves happiness and a better boyfriend!
is it me? or did the art change in the past 10 or chapters? (maybe even earlier) it was so good in the beginning
I was going to comment that
Ikr it's so wobbly now(〜￣△￣)〜 stretchy elastic bands
this page is full of my comments lmao that's how irritated I am! LET HIM MOVE ON BRO! and fuck off from his life! how selfish can a man be?? go hang out with your new fuckbuddy. Sojoong my dude, you need to grow a fcking backbone too!
they were the best one. Wholesome and actually cute, and everything was consensual and loving! the other two were literally r@pe. last one was the worst, seme was a disgusting piece of trash!
seme is acting fcking crazy... clearly obsessive and possessive uke seems to be a masochist, which is fine as long as he consents to the acts. That's a must, regardless of their sexual inclinations. Seme is starting to enter r@pey territory and I don't like it...
Ngl have a feeling professor might ask for that type of roleplay in the future after everything and when the story’s close to the end YK when the authors just giving us nice scenes w them （￣へ￣）
uke pissed me off for allowing himself to be manipulated and toyed with like that... if you really love someone you wouldn't act like that. Seme just didn't want anyone else playing with his toy. disgusting