lowkey hate it when ukes are written like this, which is too common in yaoi unfortunately. Seme looks and acts completely unbothered while he's over there doing mental gymnastics every minute of every day, getting frazzled and flustered by everything... easy to tease and toy with you're a grown man my guy, where is your composure?!
FUCK ISSAC THAT PIECE OF SHIT I HOPE HE ROTS IN HELL!!!!!
I'm still a little uncomfy with Kenny and Lou's relationship...(Kenny is a good man btw and I really like him). We know mentally Lou is very much a child still, but physically he is in fact and adult, so I wish he wasn't drawn to look like a little boy. It gives it a pedophilic feel.. for example Yiseng is small in stature as well, but he doesn't look like that. The point I want to make is that art style plays a huge role in how we experience a story, and it influences readers' perception. perhaps it was done intentionally to reflect his mental age? idk. Other than that the art is absolutely stunning!!!
on a different note, I'm not a professional so I can't say what the right/best solution is to helping Lou heal from his trauma... but if psychologist/therapists aren't a thing in the time period this is set, I don't entirely disagree with Rahman said about basically overwriting his negative experiences and perception of sex with a more positive and loving one.
MC has the brain function of a 9 year old with the way he's been acting I bet Jin Kang, VX and Black are all the same fcking guy! manipulating him from every direction and every way possible cuz he's one obsessive piece of work... this stupid mc is just dancing to his tunes. His "feelings" are just a product of all seme's manipulations.











I get being into rough sex or having kinks and all.. but whatever is going on here seems very unhealthy, abusive and harmful to both parties involved, be it physically or psychologically. Go to therapy ya'll!