Bugo man ata ning buanga ni… Why not just say “it’s my brother”??? Bugo-a uy… “It’s happening again, I’m hurting Lu Tao again”… bugo jud diay ka?! Of course it will be the same as before when you were forcing him to marry you since now you’re saying you’re buying his body for his future… stupid lng jud?!! Couldn’t you just say “Oh, no, you’ve misunderstood, we are not in this kind of relationship”. Since Lu Tao has amnesia, whatever Cheng Jin says is the law of his world, was it really necessary to make him believe you’re using your authority to force him into a relationship with you, AGAIN?! You know how well that went the first time. You never really learn! Is this your one and only trick?! Even with the excuse that you should go along with it because of the mental instability at the beginning, there were a lot of opportunities to clear up your relationship instead of just “Oh no, I’ve hurt him again” blah blah blah ning tawhana bugo jud kaayo. Ambot nimo bugo ka, makamata ra ka ug idomestic abuse na sad ka sa imong buang na bana…
Kalma ra uyy hahahahaah but yeah it’s frustrating. Majority of their problems would have been settled with a proper communication
Well, yeah… it’s a bit frustrating because the main story is about their misunderstandings, how they realize their own faults, separate to try to make themselves into better people, then fix their relationship after appropriate character development and then be lovey-dovey in a more mature and healthier way.
In the extras, it isn’t Lu Tao’s fault now since he’s got amnesia and is mentally unstable but Cheng Jin is just going through the same things he did when he made Lu Tao dislike him before. Even though I was a bit excited about this amnesia thing because I thought they were gonna make up for their past and not repeat their mistakes but then I get the same thing from what I’ve been reading for like 70-80 chapters… I mean, where’s the character development, right? When Cheng Jin realized “Oh no, Lu Tao is having the same kinds of misunderstandings he had like before and is getting hurt by our status in this kind of relationship like what we had before” I thought he’d be like “This is my chance to leave him better and sweeter memories and correct our regrets from back when we were both so stupid”. But he’s just wasting this precious “blessing in disguise” opportunity because he’s having too much fun by himself since Lu Tao’s like kinda regressed.
I think it started to get weird and repetitive coz from what i’ve read from the other comments, the story was supposed to end when they had a kid. But for some reasons, the manhua extended the story. And maybe because it’s no longer following the original plot, whoever is in charge of the script is just copying whatever was happening in the first parts thinking it’s what made the story famous. This is why people are saying this manhua is Mr. Dior wanna be since that manhua is the same. The only difference is that Mr. Dior has actual character development and the different amnesias allows the readers a chance to understand more about the characters, about their past, and learning more about the story instead of it being a repetitive cycle. In this story however, it’s like they’re stuck in the same characters just different scenarios.
Ahhh, that’s… wow… I should just unsubscribe from this. Copy Mr. Dior? But Mr. Dior is like a genre of it’s own, like a masterpiece pioneer… if others wanna make something similar, they have to be at least 20% better just to be able to compare… otherwise it will always be subpar.
It’s because I’ve already 100+ chapters so I always keep thinking I should just read the rest whenever I get a notification of an update.
Anyway, thanks for replying.
Same. I always run out of reading material so i just read whatever pops out in my notif hahaahah i guess i’ll stop reading this too for a while and maybe come back to check if the character would get better hahahaah better stop reading it altogether if it’s making you feel frustrated. Don’t let it ruin your day.
Why does Siyeol never say “No, I don’t like JooHa” clearly and firmly every time AeJoon asks? He’s just like “I love you, the one I’m with now is you, I think you’re misunderstanding the depth of my feelings for you”, like… just tell him “No, I don’t like JooHa” after which you say “The one I love and will love is you”. He doesn’t even need to deny that he once loved JooHa, just say that he doesn’t love him currently. I mean the question’s pretty simple, right? “Do you still like JooHa?” Yes or no. The way he’s not answering the way I expect makes me think he’s in love with both AeJoon and JooHa at the same time… which is a thing that is possible and is just… ???
I dunno, maybe it’s just me. I’m too hung up on little things… I just feel so uncomfortable that he never once denies to AeJoon that he likes JooHa. True, he denies it in a thought bubble but like never once to AeJoon. Even when JooHa and AeJoon went out for drinks, even JooHa thought SiYeol came for him. Ok, maybe it was because JooHa didn’t yet know that SiYeol and AeJoon were dating but, wow, imagine how that must suck big time for AeJoon… I totally understand him being jealous and insecure.
ikrr!!! it felt unsatisfying for me :<<<
I can’t… I feel like my veins are gonna pop and my chest just feels so heavy like every breath is a frustrated sigh… when is this gonna end? Is it ok to ask for spoilers??? I mean, is that allowed here??? I kinda don’t wanna read anymore but I also don’t want to never know what happens… ╥﹏╥ Honestly I don’t even like both main characters and the plot I can’t even… can this happen in real life too? Are there exaggeratedly stupid people like these who can fuck up their lives to this point? I certainly hate SeungEun - he’s one fucked up lowlife who would most probably die if you just made him talk; but like, I hate JiWook more, you know? Because between the two of them, he’s the original sin. Yeah, they’re both flawed and I can’t even weigh their mistakes against each other’s to know who made the gravest, but JiWook started it all. Yeah, it wasn’t his fault shit hit the fan. Like, he’s just one of the shit being banged around all over in the first place, BUT!!!! Imagine if he put down his pride in the beginning, yeah?! Like, accepted help and not run away! Yeah, yeah…. Emotionally, it’s hard to do. He’s human, too. Because of love he didn’t want to be a burden and didn’t want to feel lesser. Rationally, though, what the fuck?If he has an inferiority complex, at least also give him self-awareness. Even if he didn’t want to accept help, feel like charity, from the way he viewed himself, did he ever stop to think he could not have afforded not to accept help? Okay. Okay, I get it. The first time he ran away, maybe it was excusable. We’re all humans, we got to have DIGNITY. Then what about the second time? What about those times no normal person without some deep, deep masochistic tendencies would be able to tolerate? Did he not think, I was gonna be treated like shit anyway, why not at least let me treat myself as shit and beg my ex for help rather than let nobodies reduce me to nothing, even worse than shit. I mean, at least shit would be left alone in the name of being shit… He was constantly yanked around, rubbed to the ground, and just generally played with… SeungEun would have at worst treated him like a caged bird or a beloved dog and if he had to sell his body, wouldn’t it be better to sell it to someone with that face and with that body? If he was gonna suffer anyway, why not suffer under a BL manga’s ML, right? I just… haizzzz
Anyway, I’m just talking shit because I can’t possibly understand the psyche of someone in his shoes and unlike him who’s in the thick of things, I have the privilege of a reader looking in from outside in possession still of my rational thinking capabilities. Yeah, you know just hypothetically if I were made to choose… then I wouldn’t have chosen what he did but this also would have been a totally different manhwa which might be better, might be worse.
And I’m not just throwing shade at JiWook ‘cause I like SeungEun more, f***, I hate them both and they’re both stupid, left their brains out at some point and forgot to pick it back up. Just, I dunno why I have more of a sense of substitution with JiWook… maybe I think his choices are simpler? Choose between bad A and worse B multiple times, and all times he’d choose B. Not that SeungEun didn’t choose B’s too but like… argghhh, I dunno. Well, if I were SeungEun, the moment JiWook ran away and gave up on me, I’d fucking move on with my life.
Alright, no hate… just wanna ask for SPOILERS… Anyone have them? If it’s not alright to post them here, can you tell me where I can find them? Like I wanna if they ever realize they had both been just f***ing stupid and talked and maybe, everything had been so simple all along moment??? Like is there even something like that or does everything just get glossed over with a big, fat, greasy, and shiny HAPPY EVER AFTER halo that just leaves readers dazed and confused? Tell me, is this suffering worth it in the end??? Not theirs, I mean OUR suffering?
You've said what I always think about this story that goes nowhere. Thank you.
They're back at square 1 and I wonder how many much more chapters needs the author to put some common sense in both protagonistes's head... I think I'll come back in months to see how things progressed.
I think it's from cosmetic play lover !! not sure since I reversed image searched it and it was all in jp
Thanks
Are there any differences in the plot???
And, for all those out there browsing the topics before reading to get a feel of the story: YES, THERE IS A WEBTOON VERSION. The scans are perfect, the colors are beautiful, so before you give up on the blurry black-and-whites or destroy your eyes trying to finish the original version, try the webtoon version in the same book - starts on the second coming of Chapter 1 (obviously, which I never did notice or, even if I did, think as weird).
P.S.: However, I do think Mookyul and Ewon look more beautiful in black and white
Who else saw that?!! That smol, cute BB totally has the same lovestruck look DoJin does when DoJin looks at HyeSung!!!
... or somewhat like it. I mean, just imagine any sexy uke with a long-sleeved white button-up shirt fully unbuttoned but his seme only bothered to push it back just enough past the shoulders and the shoulder blades. Of course he's naked from the waist down, except when he's wearing some seriously tight, tiny, black pants that are almost skin. I don't really care much for ties - they could be around uke's hands or discarded on the floor. Socks are a hindrance to perfectly pink toes, slightly cold with excitement; that is, unless they're on the sheer side of black and comes up at least to midcalf. It's already 10/10 but if one of them had a pair of those black, tight half-gloves on... TT___TT If I had a dick, I'd be-
What in the wattpad...
I mean I’m not complaining tho
...oops-..? (≧∀≦)
I totally ans sincerely understand and agree, whatever u just said.
Chowon's a psychotic bitch but he's one damn beautiful bite-sized dessert of a psychotic bitch just mmm~ whoo!
Ikrr how can someone be so pretty?
Right??? And especially this last chapter... he's so pretty it's getting scary
YESSS! I WAS SO SURPRISED! Like with his hair back-- daaaamn
I'm glad they can both say they lived more than half of their lives with each other ╥﹏╥
I only feel bad for Wataru that he was deceived but I don’t feel bad for him that Shiki moved on. After all, they have had no contact for four years already at Wataru’s own choice and he wasn’t exactly working so hard for Shiki, he was working to pay off his own debts, just that he didn’t want to involve Shiki anymore. Instead, because he kept mum, he ended up causing more trouble for Shiki. Well, I also admire him for not forcing Shiki to get back together with him and accepting that Shiki has already moved on. I also admire him for being brave enough to go back to Shiki just in case he still had a chance. Shiki also, was definitely too kind for his own good. When he thought Wataru had abandoned him with the debt, he kept staying in their house to wait in case Wataru came back, not to be foolish to wait for him so they could go back together but just to make sure that Wataru was alright. Their relationship must have been really good back when they were together and they were good friends to each other as they were lovers. It’s just that Wataru had some difficulties which ended up causing him to wrong Shiki.
One thing I just don’t understand about Shiki is why he lets Tenma live with him in that place now that he and Wataru are completely done. Yeah, it’s Tenma’s choice but he knew Tenma was only doing it to be with him. Sure, he didn’t want their relationship to be mixed up with money and wants to pay Tenma but he could have chosen to do that in the comfort of Tenma’s own residence. As Tenma’s housekeeper/life manager and Tenma’s lover, letting go of that bit of pride could only be good for the both of them, since as a model, it is best for Tenma to be comfortable as much as possible in his off days and especially since that house was where he lived with and waited for his past lover.
Anyways, best boii Tenma!!!