oh man i needed like 40+ chapters of this
i want more of them specifically but also the story would have just benefitted from being longer. it's not bad at all i fucking loved it but it could have been even better (cuz yea there were some things kinda rushed/left without being said)
holy fuck philip is my type. huge weird-ass puppy top with messy silver hair? give me 20
basic ass lazy rape to love scenario with another poor traumatized mc
mc really said he dissociated through sex the way he did when the loan sharks came after him. like wow there's no coming back from that one.
ch7 when he says his 'memories become a blur' -- what he's describing is dissociation/disassociation and it happens to protect the mind from a traumatizing situation. like okay sure if someone is pushed past their limits sexually (which is still not cool) you could potentially sort of drift in and out and lose time
but the author made a deliberate choice to link being beaten/the stress of his father's debts with sex with ml
idk if they did it knowing what they were saying but still if you know the psychology behind that it's very very yikes
anyway i am also an enjoyer of choso's tiddies











this manhwa continues to have the most unhinged sex scenes in the best way
side couple has me feeling some ways tho...