finally real action and not just sex. i've been saying, nanjo-ssi is a pro at poker face. i knew he saw their exchanges as nothing but something to get what he wanted (twink), he IS a business man after all. he might even like it, but it will be a long road before he recognizes any feelings for monkyeon. i wonder how things will go down next chapter, how it will unreval. monkyeon is kinda of a crazy bastard, and now not only is his ego and pride hurt, but his heart as well. his face when he left the room after the threesome? the man is heartbroken cause he knows nanjo feels absolutely nothing romantic for him. which must be twice as hard since monkyeon himself hardly recognizes his own feelings for nanjo. aaah, this i gonna be a hell of a road. i hope the author don't disappoint cause it has everything to be a good angst and yearning.
I just finished re-reading it (the whole story) for the 5th time and I just realized Nok NEVER gave Jaeshin head in 96 chapters. Like, never. Might be the first time I see this in a BL lol. And Jaeshin gave him plenty. I like this change. Usually we get bottoms being pushed to do it and never receiving, but not my Lord Jaeshin. He worships every part of Nok's body
lowkey sad that the official tittle isn't "the borderline of delusion" like only "borderline" is kinda boring??!! but glad the officials are here (tho i think the translations were on point, thank you for your hard work guys!!!)
I have seen too those tweets of her explaining you're mentioning how this title best convey the korean title essence . But in reality this unofficial title is very close literal meaning which author herself accepted. I have also seen another tweet of her where she was using extremely bad language for this unofficial title which she deleted just after few minutes. But I have a screenshot of that tweet. So I feel like it's her personal anger towards the illegal title that made her go for something else.





For Monkyeon to smile, someone will have to cry and I don't care if it is even Nanjo atp because of the two, at least one is true: Nanjo either knows Sunhwa is a piece of shit, or he will not care/believe whatever Monkyeon says, and in either options he's being an idiot and I don't take him for an idiot. Atp in the story I feel like Monkyeon is the only character who cares depth of feelings. Sunhwa is a little bitch and Nanjo is so indifferent that even his affection towards Sunhwa feels bland. As Monkyeon said "fake smile", and I agree. Everything about his interactions with Sunhwa feels fake because he's trying to polish himself and their relationship into perfection. But little does he know that perfection doesn't equal love. Anyways, things are getting good. I feel sorry for Monkyeon and pity Nanjo.
the way u summed everything up so perfectly TRUTH NUKE