i honestly have no idea whats going on for certain so im gonna drop my assumptions/theories for a few things
1) the only significance of the casino is a representation of shiraishi-sans unrequited love for his boss (jae in?). it's not actually essential to the gang, its a personal desire to make his boss proud.
2) im also gonna assume yuta and shiraishi-san had a relationship where yuta had his own unrequited love for shiraishi-san while he was a prostitute and yuta got abandoned (prolly a misunderstanding) and is taking his anger out in the form of leveraging the casino. basically, i don't think shiraishi-san actually did anything to yuta, yuta just feels betrayed.
3) they both rape eachother at various circumstances to feel like they're the superior/the one in control but deep down they care about eachother and are just scared of being vulnerable. plus neither actually wins cause neither of them really enjoyed fucking for those old people in this "family".
4) i also assume shiraishi-sans internalised homophobia is both cause he's a gang member (which is hella macho and antihomo) AND his anger at the fact he couldn't act on his love for his boss. So hes refusing to accept the truth - denial is a river in egypt and he's gay.
i don't know if this is accurate info but its what makes the most sense to me? i guess ill find out but i actually am enjoying the plot when i read based on these theories, like i dont think its bad, there's just a few fill in the blank spots ya know. holy yap. thanks for reading (￣∇￣")
so he has to sleep with someone as a substitute for his husband but also cant jack off cause that's disloyal and should only have feelings for the guy he's never seen before not the guy he fucks every night. well when in rome do as the romans do... ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Pure manipulation I tell you
mom im scared i feel like this story is gonna end with me in tears
having to watch your own people being violated as children both sexually and through neglect and abuse over such a long period of time whilst knowing you've devoted your entire life and faith to the system caused it? then kill your best friend who is like your sibling and suffered just like you only for him to be literally ripped to pieces by the people you protect? whilst those same people debate whether you're a demon they need to attack?
ill take whatever the other option is, i could never be you elva you poor soul ╥﹏╥
Frl…I genuinely was in tears and felt sick my stomach. I want elva to be happy and safe the rest of his life, no longer needing to fight and for all of them to be free .
If Elva didn't protect the people, Alto wouldn't have existed. Innocent civilians deserve a chance to live. :(
But yeah, ugh... But how can you stop the cycle? They just rediscovered the truth so now it's up to how they will stop it.
It's all so sad. I hate that Mika ended this way. I'd like to think Mika was set free from the chains if hatred and revenge, and now, leaving the rest to the others for them to solve this issue once and for all. （/TДT)/
i just know kdj gets drawn with one hand man he's too damn sexy
where the other hand at
My cock
REAL
haewon needs a break bro. neglected by his family, busy at work and a rebellious boyfriend. get this man a cig. also as much as i sympathise with yunhos struggle for independence and with his feelings, haewon has been nothing but good to him so he needs to chill out a lil bit after all he's already clearly the most important person in his life. (〜￣△￣)〜
it's so true in my experience that for some people just one person/thing is special enough to love unconditionally above all else and for others multiple things are of utmost importance. tldr - andrew is just like my ex
i remember my ex saying to me when i was busy with other things that although he respects that i have other priorities it was a shame he's not the most important one because i was his. it was lowk deep cause he was right and i assumed that meant i didn't like him enough or as much as he liked me at least. that was basically why we broke up too, i didn't want to make him feel lonely in a relationship ya know. andrew's monologue slapped me with flashbacks of this time period.
this conflict of interest is hitting real close to home maybe itll help me understand how people get past this difference in personality and perspective ╥﹏╥
i feel like it’s pretty unhealthy for someone to prioritize someone to that extent.. having someone you love doesn’t mean they need to be your #1 priority- having other things going on in ur life and NOT having ur lover be ur #1 priority doesn’t mean you love them any less.
i have a huge pet peeve when it comes to people who absorb so much of themselves/motivations/livelihood into their lover because they just means they have nothing else going for themselves. to truly love someone you have to be your own individual first. (this is coming from someone who was LIKE ANDREW/your ex, but is now currently in a relationship where both people are equal)
your partner shouldn’t be your other half- you should already be a complete person to begin. with, and your partner should uplift you and motivate you to be an even better version of yourself/vice versa
boo my ex too ╥﹏╥