Omg and all this time I thought he was a young master from rich family
Can relate with seyeong. Its hard to trust someone love me when I feel like I dont have anything worth to be loved. I feel like they'll leave me when they know I cant give them what they want. I feel so insecure thats why its so hard to open up to someone.
When I was in college there's this guy who always hangout with me. I was so poor back then so whenever we go out together he often pays for our meal. I tried to pay him back whenever I have money from my part time job but he refuses, saying Im poor and need to save money, even throw the money to my face when I insist to give him that money. Since then I thought I need to compensate him with something else, like help him with his assignment, and just being a good friend for him since he dont want my money.
One day he confessed. Of course I refuse. Since the beginning of our friendship I have told him that I dont want to be in romantic relationship, I just want to focus on my education first. After that he blame me and saying I used him :'). He was popular and have many friends in his social circle so his friends spread the information to the whole departmeng that I was a bitch who just took their friend's money haha
Well its true that he spend a lot to pay my meal, but I never asked for it. I've tried to pay him but he refuses :') I have no intention to use him but what can I do if he feels that way? So i cant say anything back to those accussation
That experience traumatized me a lot. Whenever people help me even for little things I will make sure to pay them back somehow. And whenever people being nice to me I cant feel their sincerity and always thought that they just want something from me.
So yeah, being comfortable with someone is so scary. I dont want to get used to their kindness or rely on them, cuz I dont think I can handle it when they leave :')
I feel you. It's harder to accept kindness than to give them. I don't like the feeling of being indebted to someone. It makes me feel anxious.
is this anxious avoidant attachment gathering? cause i feel you guys.
Honestly I like her more than those OP FL. Sure OP FL is satisfying to watch but this girl is more relatable as a 'real' person. Like her emotions is so human (if u know what I mean).
Pls recommend me BL like this T^T
The characters were well written. The story and characters development are so good T^T
?? Isnt it normal to have a crush on adult as a child? i remember I was in 6 grade and I have a crush on my neighbour that really close to me. He was in highschool, around 10th grade i think??
Well the difference is just I didn't fantasized anything sexual about him and just hide my feeling for my self. Its close to being a fan than romantic crush tbh
Yeah from what I hear it's normal lmao but it's the adult responsibility to not accept those feelings
Yeah true... If they accept their feelings or used their feelings then thats makes them pedhopile
Thats why im confused why people arguing in this comments about pedhopile just because a kid have a crush on his older childhood friend?? Its not like Yuu used him or do anything sexual with tsubaki
Ngl, I don't take them seriously atp alot of things are not that deep or that serious what do they think will happen? Tsubaki thanking them for protecting him because he has a massive crush towards his childhood friend????
Right? He's still pure and innocent