Mafuyu's Topics (83)

Truthfully, it's definitely worth it. I read it in two days because i had work and unfortunately had to force myself to stop reading and sleep. Otherwise, i would have binged til the morning LOOOL! I've literally just finished it and it was one heck of a rid. Good consistent plot line, no unnecessary characters, and good amount of action, thriller and angst inducing scenes. Of course, you know BWAT can't have a story without something no being quite right "morally", but it's worth it. I'd say try it and if its not for you drop it BUT don't deny yourself a possibly great reading experience ╮(￣▽￣)╭

You should read it but keep in mind the only bad thing is that this dude won’t stop calling him dad(not sexually idk why tf he keeps calling him that, it’s based on trauma I understood that much but comn the guy does NOT get traumatized he’s cold hearted cuz of his childhood, maybe that’s the trauma?? Idk- they’re not related but yeah)

And they also step brothers- chats it’s crazy but anyways also I accidentally followed idk how to undo it

yep, about that... i hope you don't take this in offense as i don't mean to impose my views haha

but honestly, the dad calling from pil-gyun's side makes sense to me. idk if im over-psychoanalysing but as a psychology student, i can kinda see this as part of his APD (antisocial personality disorder aka psychopathy, characterised by a lack of empathy) due to APD having a genetic basis that can be triggered by environmental "cues", a main one is physical and/or emotional trauma, which Pil-gyun experienced at the Wang guy's hands...

I think a genetic vulnerability to APD is hinted when Director Hwang is killed, as his last thought before he dies is "Heeran, you gave birth to a monster" so the whole "dad" calling could be a coping mechanism for his APD as we can see he struggles with his intrusive and borderline obsessive thoughts sometimes, but Nanmu is pretty much the only thing that keeps him 'sane'.

I hope you understand where I'm coming from, and if you feel like i'm overanalysing feel free to call me out on anything that's wrong!

also sorry abt the paragraph i tend to yap quite a bit haha

No offense taking lol I understand where you are coming from- and pilgyum for sure has psychopathic tendencies- the coping mechanism does make sense now that you’ve said it! And don’t worry about your long paragraph- I’m sorry that mine r trashy written

Don't, pls suffer with us >_<

NO I’M SCARED

In the beginning i was truly interested in this story but now I’m scared it might become toxic or weird omgg

I think angst will be present but lets not hope on toxicity so far its all lovely with continues update, but if it's alright with chu I'll update you when it's all hood (see u in 2030 babe)

Wait why disgusted?

I literally wrote it, imagine you’re interested in someone, but they aren’t they are interested only because u remind em of one of your parents.. wouldn’t u be disgusted too?? It’s so weird and NOT OK

Oh I must have missed your extended comment somehow. Yeah I agree it’s sad to base a relationship on someone looking like your crush and I agree it’s sad and wrong. However after being gone it seemed like he did grow genuine feelings for the son that separates him and his father. Also I agree love stage overall is wack as it victim blames, ignores consent constantly leading to rape in some cases

I think it's a sarcastic comment/joke made by ml?

It's the homewrecker mentality I'm not fcking with I wish ml looked more hesitant or guilty or regrettable about what happened. Idk, his nonchalantness about the mc cheating with him is just ickkkk. This isnt exactly a serious or deep story itself so I'm not gonna harp too much but still, wish things could have been tinnyyy bit different.

For me it just looks like a joke the ML cracked, he probably knows it's unlikely that the MC is still with his ex but continues to joke about him being a cheater cus the mc wants to keep their relationship a secret

That's not how I read it? Mc even says ml still thinks he's with the ex, that's why he's asking for mc to choose him (implying for them to break it off, I'm assuming?). But mc continues teasing saying they should keep the relationship a secret, furthering ml's belief he's cheating.

oh, I missed that panel, mb

YES EXACTLY THIS, he was really like “dang i’m dating a cheater” as if it was something normal

Bench it for now and come back a few months later, the new arc needs a lot of chapters to actually explain everything, so binging will be fun. It's a very fun read, don't worry.