
after I reread the whole thing, I feel like Zed is better off without her. My guy is ready to be used but this girl is really a strong independent woman. Zed was trying to support her and not to be protected. I feel like there are a alot of misunderstandings between them, since the fl is too stubborn to protect him and vice versa.. The bantering of words between them is sooo damn intense, to the point I kinda get why the ml gets mad Like after I reread that, I kinda hope that Zed is better off without her. like she truly hurt his feelings The guy just want to say use him but it felt like you really did throw him. That hurts so bad, girl. I know you want to protect him but this is not it, just like you don't want to be treated like that...
btw it's a good read, sometimes I like the fl but sometimes it's not coz I find it hard how indecisive she is so many times esp with the bad decisions she made in the past but whatever... I wanna know the ending... spoiler something like that...
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There is also parts of their past - between khalid and the fl... I kinda felt the part where in her past life she is quite oblivious while khalid is trying to bring up the truth to her but she says she can cut ties with other people and will not bother knowing the reason behind it, even for her sake... I mean kinda ass attitude to me. I know it's wrong to lie for the sake of other people but it seems that's her personality... idw to blame her cause it's not also her fault she is kind of insensitive(?) idk how to explain this shit,... since she has this bright personality that makes it hard for her to see the wrong in other people (I wonder if it is a good point but I also think it is a disadvantage for me) but after hearing some things, idky she didn't try to communicate it to him, well maybe it's the author's decision lol. and khalid assume things he can keep those secrets forever but it's wrong of him as well.. well past is past... I know we saw khalid as an ass but I the fl in her past life is kinda messy afterall. (for me, my opinion) I can't quite pinpoint but this is my opinion. lol
ahhh idk anymore my mind is jumbling with these happenings... but go girl whatever it is you are doing go for it, it's your decision this time hopefully you succeed and + i wonder if Zed will go back to you after you hurt him but I guess you can live alone, hahah just kidding hopefully you both resolve your issues and please after this I hope you communicate with each other, a heart to heart one I felt really sorry to Zed, like he has the right to break things with you, I mean I wanna say "deserve"
p.s. don't attack me. It's my opinion. This is what I feel after rereading this. hopefully it will change for the next chapters. LoL
LIKE ONE OF THE ANIME IN 2025 ---- IT'S ONE OF THE BEST RELEASES WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE STORY.
Not cringy or anything but a wholesome friendship, family and love with no too much drama. Rintaro and Kaoruko is soooo such a healthy bf and gf THAT IS THE COMMUNICATION I WANT TO SEE AND THEY GROW AS A CHARACTER Even their parents and siblings are quite supportive. It's really nice.
at first it was som tragic love where either the male lead or female lead will die coz the art...*too much watching angst and reading tragic stories lol*
btw, The only thing I'm nervous about is that suspicious teacher in Kaoruko's school like her hatred to chidori seems so deep. I hope she will not cause any problem with the leads but I know that many people care about this cute couple, I know they will be fine. I want mooooore. I hope there is a novel for this.