
This author understands me (▰˘◡˘▰)
The admiration for hands, the sexiness of veins, curves, and muscle definition, the cool and sexy slick backed hairstyle when it becomes tousled, the manly bottom, the short but muscular built character, the fluffy lovey dovey stuff that comes after a couple finally gets together. She hit the nail on the head for everything ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
Too bad her actual stories were problematic.

I feel awful for Nakyum. I can feel his pain. It must be so sad he can't fit in anywhere. It must be awfully lonely. He doesnt fit in with the servants because SH favors him, and he doesnt fit in with SH or the nobles because he is a lowborn. And the one safe place he had is no longer available to him because the kisaengs that raised him just want a better life for him. The one person he looked up to turned his back on him. Overall NK is trapped and isolated. Now SH is his only source of "comfort". For goodness sake┗( T﹏T )┛i just want Nakyum to be happy. But this ain't it. I knew ever since the last chapter our boy has totally given up. I hope its just a phase and he tries picking himself up again though.

My personal opinion. I don't think Seungho is the type of person who could ever say anything kind or affectionate. So we kinda have to live with the fact his words are that of a douche nozzle. That is just his personality. And if anything Id be more in shock or kind of disturbed to hear him say anything sincerely sweet or romantic lollllll i wouldnt be able to believe it without it seeming sarcastic.
I think Seungho is more of the type whose actions speak louder than his words. So far he has shown a lot of considerate actions towards Nakyum. Don't come at me, I still think he sucks. But for someone who is so cold, terrible, and violent he has done a couple of "good" things here and there for Nakyum that he would normally never do for ANYONE, let alone a lowborn. So I guess what I'm trying to say to those who ship these two is, dont get your hopes up about Seungho being nicer to Nakyum using his words or being better at expressing his emotions. Rather, focus on his literal actions and hope for the best.
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when it comes to Nakyum in bed even though he doesn't want to admit it lolllll.
As soon as he heard Nakyum say he liked it SH went like BLAST OFFFFF ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
I'm convinced NK didnt mean it the way SH might wish he intended it to mean though. Not like it really matters to SH though.
Also I can't believe the fiance thing really was just town gossip uwu i was hoping it was something a little deeper than that, like in terms of SH's past or something. But oh well.
Funny how the villager's first thought was that SH was engaged because he wasn't having his famous orgies. Like even if he were just screwing around at home with some woman, why would it automatically mean engagement? It's SH they are talking about! Lol

Oh that does make sense. But it also circles back to Seungho being notorious for sleeping around. So wouldn't the logical thing to assume be that the woman could be a kisaeng? Then again, for that a man would go to the kisaeng house. It wouldnt make sense for a noble to bring one to his home directly, maybe...
Had to log in just to say that Satoru can go eat shit
(▰˘◡˘▰)凸 I ship Maria and Jun or Maria and reaper.