I love these mangas. The stories are more mature and use adult language. This kind of artwork is my favorite because it's so smooth and seamless. The characters are so beautiful while being masculine. I want more from this author.
Such a good manga. I love mangas drawn like this. Sweet story. Only issue is him adopting that boy and then he started having a prostitute over at night. Really irresponsible. That part made me really mad.
Everything the ex just said is totally what I thought his motives were. That fucking ass wipe. I still didn't get my closure if that kiss happened between them or not.
My heart totally broke when he found out about the trip that his bf had planned. He pushed him away before knowing about it and ruined everything. Once again, that fucking ex getting in the way being a trigger.
I'm glad they're together. I'm really glad he turned the ex down in such a clear and final way. The arrogance for him to ask for them to get back together like it was the most logical thing to do and almost like it was a fact. That scum. God, I cannot express how much I hate him.
These type of third party influences make my skin crawl. That ex wants nothing more than to return after failing in the big city back to his hometown where he can be top dog again. He also wants his discarded toys to all be waiting for him too; all right where he left them.
He can't stand to see his ex being strong and rejecting him. His ego can't take it since he had to come home with his tail between his legs.
I just knew he was going to get cornered as soon as his boyfriend wasn't around. The way he talked to him and crushed his spirit so easily made me want to puke. I hope so much that kiss didn't happen and that he actually pushed him away and ran home when we cut to the next scene of him in the restaurant.
After he had come so far and found real love and healing with his new boyfriend. I'm so pissed off I can't stand it.
Sorry I didn't mean to downvote, my hands are sweaty and it was supposed to be a upvote
I just finished chapter 42 and I'm already fed up with the uke. He was told right from the beginning it was just sex but he still choose to have this other relationship in his head.
The whole drunk moment and complaining about it only being special to him and why is it always sex and now he knows he meant nothing to the seme is driving me crazy. Of course all that is true is because it was a sex arrangement.
He was told and did this to himself. He's pushed his feelings and imaginary relationship onto the seme like he should feel guilty for not seeing it the same way. Good god that uke.
Ok. My rant is done. Back to reading.
That’s one of the feelings many of us felt when just starting the manga. I do hope you don’t give up on and continue because it’s gotten better over the couple months. Don’t give up on DG
I understand how you feel! but imagine yourself in the position- or well, maybe you could do better than him, but the whole point of Dong-Hyun's character is to show a sensitive boy who's somehow found someone he's totally gaga over, esp for the struggles of being gay- Meeting someone you've been in love with, even though its a celeb, it's hard for him to turn down being with someone so amazing to him, but now the issue is that he needs to learn to love him for who he is- and also the issue is Jiwon himself- soon you'll find to like him as well. Really, he becomes such an amazing person because of Dong-Hyun, and I think you'll come to love them both! Really, I felt a connection to Dong-Hyun, and so I am so happy for him in these later chapters.
I really hope you find a special place for this work in your heart though, I for sure have. It's very different from doujn's and other works- It really touches more realistically on relationships and is less "yaoi owo!!11!!" and is more about actual adult gay drama, with spicy sex and just as spicy story.
Oh oops I got his name wrong! I mean Dong-Gyun, sorry lmao
I was very frustrated with Donggyun too, but I was also super frustrated with Jiwon since he had this constant hot and cold thing going on, which was what led Donggyun to feeling so confused. Jiwon said this was a no feelings situation, but everytime he felt jealous, he took it out on Donggyun and acted like it was all somehow Donggyun's fault he was feeling feelings, which would confuse anyone. It's one thing to say that this is a no-strings attached relationship, but Jiwon failed at that miserably from the start, and then he turns around and gets pissed at Donggyun for later doing the same thing he himself was doing all along. I hated that Donggyun was being such a weak, low self-esteem pushover, but he was in front of his idol, so I had a tiny bit of sympathy for him. But Jiwon just pissed me off with his hypocriticism and straight-up mean bullshit.
Admittedly has happened to me too, but lmao now I am with that person seriously, a year after a sexual only relationship. I got lucky I guess, but I know how dg felt fr. I guess I relate to his situation and it hits hard because rn I never would have thought I'd have my current girlfriend. I thought she'd only use me and move on, but I somehow swayed her heart and this work really touches me because the relations I have to our Mc.
Yeah, though I would hope for others they'd have the same luck if they found someone they really really like. I was lucky because she had dated so many "tough" guys who were total assholes, she didn't know how an overly loving, mushy, emotional guy like me would treat her lol. I have my flaws, but I guess being really emotional can help at times lol, team DG!
This whole serious is so fucking good. Cool story on too if epic love on top of hot sex.
It's so refreshing to have a couple that mutually want to be with each other. There isn't any hesitation or doubt. Yeah, the very beginning he did end it before it started but that was blip so we won't count that.
It's also so nice to have a seme who gives just as much of a reaction during sex as the uke instead of that typical semes composed face while the ukes face is melting and all that.
They thought about each other in the way. It was nice to have a balance in having both their pov instead of just one of the.
This seme is my favorite type. He's just awesome and this couple is the best and hottest.
Couldnt agree more
I also can't believe he let his friend touch him. If it was the other way around and he found out kabu let another woman touch him, he would have lost it and probably killed her. I can't believe it.
This is so damn cute. I enjoy every chapter of this. Good story, good sex, security in their love. It just has it all.
Those are some shitty friends.
Pushing a straight married man onto their friend to cheat.
Then that guy thanking him because he credits him for saving his marriage.
So basically, "because I had an affair with you and used you, it saved my marriage. Thanks for that."
So shitty.
Of course he didn't have to go along with it blah blah blah. I'm not applying logic to this. It was fucked up what they did to him either way.
It really upset me to learn he slept with his superior. He's been stalking his friend for 4 years basically and has only ever loved him and onmy ever wanted to keep loving him but yet he slept with someone else.
If you have that kind of love for someone and go to those lengths how could you sleep with someone else!?!
His friend was rejected and so he cut contact and he never touched another person because he was so in love and never stopped but yet the other guy could?!
It still feels like it's a betrayal and cheating. I have obscure views I guess. It just makes me feel gross he could that
Imagine feeling unloved and undesired for years. And then some guy comes around very passionate about you. It's nice until you realize he's aggressive and doesn't care about you. I don't know how to explain it but I think he was just feeling lonely and wanted some comfort.
Yeah you're right so i understand fugita. But if its like other cheating romance i will not allow it. Since they executed the story well it's fine for me.
Maybe but, the uke broke up with the seme, so I'm not sure why he was the one feeling unloved and undesired when HE's the one who suggested dating girls.
Plus he knew where the seme was and could have contacted him at any time, he was just too much of a coward to do so. Those two aspects of it, in addition to him basically stalking the seme, makes him sleeping around a little sketchy. It wouldn't be a deal breaker for me, but it is sketchy, and makes me think a bit less of the uke.
Kawasaki took advantage of him in a weak state, and continued to have sex with the excuse of it being "educational" and never told him how he felt.
Just because Fujita loved him for 4 years doesn't mean he can't sleep with someone else. And the way he said it, he really didn't feel like he had much of a choice. The guy was a superior at his workplace that he couldn't quit at the time & he was super aggressive. To judge Fujita on a tiny plot point that isn't explored is WILD
Sure, but did it look like he wanted to be in a relationship with that guy? It just seems awfully critical to say this about Fujita given how clearly distressed he was.
I was rereading Oko-sama Star (which is one of my all time favorite stories) and them decided to reread this one, because I've read it only once. I thought it was weird, that I gave it a score of only 3*, when I'm usually pretty generous with my *... and then I understood that rating in those last few pages. The fact that Fujita slept with his boss made me sick. He literally stalked Kawasaki, but then slept with another guy just like that... it just feels ugh, I totally get what you mean by your comment.
I loved the part where we looked into Kawasaki, but Fujita was honestly a bit annoying. They are both at fault for their messy relationship and assuming, but Fujita was the one who ended it, without any consideration for Kawasaki's feelings.
Anyway, it would be much better if Fujita didn't mention that hookup, because that made his feelings feel less genuine...
i totally agree. fujita might be thinking of the consequences he'll have to suffer if he says no to his boss. a certain panel clearly shows how much he's uncomfortable with their relationship.
Agreed. Fujita didn't even state that he wanted to be in a relationship with the superior.
I really can't stand this thread. I'm sorry I have to ask but, are you virgins? People have sex outside of relationships all the time? He thought the seme didn't love him, was just taking pity on him so of course he broke it off? Would you stay in a relationship where the other person didn't love you? I sure af wouldn't. That didn't mean he stopped loving the seme though so he lowkey stalked him. Who cares whether or not the boss forced him? He's allowed to sleep with other people. Even if he doesn't love him. Sex releases endorphins like anything else. Drinking, binge eating, but I don't see you rating 3 stars to ukes that instead chase their sorrows in a bottle instead of human connection. Having sex with someone else wasn't going to solve his problems and he knew that, but maybe it would feel like they didn't have him by the throat
Preach!!
Yes I absolutely agree. Fujita broke it off because Kawasaki never told him clearly that he loved him so he must have felt hurt, but of course being in love still he wanted to be near to the person he loved in whatever ways he could after. He WASNT in a relationship with Kawasaki when he slept with his superior, and it didnt sound like it was in any way meaningful sex. Its really naive how people can judge him and get feeling all distasteful just on that.
I totally agree with u!! Some people have sex friends even if they have a one-sided love with someone else. It's not considered cheating for God's sake! They were not in a relationship.Yeah sure the seme didn't fuck someone else, doesn't mean the uke shouldn't. Sex feels good, it's actually considered healthy to do it regularly. It can help release stress just like anything else that releases u from stress. Having sex with others while in an unrequited love doesn't make the feelings less genuine, everyone is making it sound like people don't actually get sexually frustrated or horny.
Exactly what I was thinking, the views on feelings in this thread is entirely too shallow and naïve. And apparently everyone blames the Uke entirely when the souring of their relationship is the fault of both parties.
"I love him so I must stay pure even if we're not together or even better haven't spoken in years" that's a good deal of naïve thinking
Facts I am so disgusted by these hate comments he thought the seme was just pitying him and decided to stop and move on to find happiness but he still loved the seme then he meet someone else who showed him love and decided to try to move on but he couldn't and he actually told the seme he could of kept it a secret they was not dating and honestly the seme manipulated the uke into sex while the uke was not clear about his feelings the seme knew what he wanted and used educational motives to get with the uke and then he didn't even have the balls to confuse when so he wasted years just having sex when he could of confess its nobody fault really just the fucking homophobic society that makes ppl afraid to love each other and also thank u for your comment it was perfect