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who's the uke and the seme? is there a novel?

May you give the novel link?

I think the bully is the uke and the top student is the seme

https://m.shubaow.net/52/52973/ saw this in the comments. it's google translate

Second link to the novel: https://www.gongzicp.com/read-263546.html (on another site)
It's fully translated so yay!

Omg Thanks sm

Is there an english link ?

It isn't officially translated so it's upto Google translate but it's pretty readable still

hi. what's the difference of the two sites?

Nothing. Just two different formats. Though I like the original link more - easier to read format on the phone. (￣ε(#￣)Σ

thank you so much ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

Hehehe you're welcome. Hopefully it'll get properly translated in the future. The story is pretty good.

Well to be fair, he did suffer 3 years of being lied to and emotionally manipulated by his bastard of an ex. We know that he already has feeling for oh so yummy ah-juicy but it's understandable how he doubts himself in that area. Wounds need to heal and it is far more better to not enter a relationship when you really have not fully moved on yet.


Id rather want a slow paced relationship rather that a fast one but goes toxic in the end. just sayin'

He wasn't an ex... it was an unrequited crush on euijoon's end and even when he confessed, they didn't date at all, since he came clean with euijoon about already having a girlfriend which he didn't like as much as him.
I don't really get why he's acting like he was cheated on after being together...and using it as an excuse to push away ahjuicy who didn't do anything but support him during the time he was "heartbroken"

But I get he needs some "space" but then he shouldn't have gotten entangled with ahjuicy in the first place. Not just sex, but having dinner etc, and after he decided to end it, he was the one who asked to be "friends" like what...and even after knowing ahjuicy's feelings, he keeps leading him on and pulling back when ahjuicy makes a move... it's kinda annoying. Ahjuicy doesn't deserve this blue balls situation since he's being straight (lol) with euijoon from the get go. That's why I said euijoon better get his shit together and make it clear.

oh sorry about the misinformation hehe I gad to reread that.. but he was indeed inlove with tht bastard for 3 years only to know that he's a player who told the uke that he wants to keep have a relationship with uke while have a releationship with someone else. and that's Effed up, not only that.. His crush also tried to manipulate him mentally just to be with him... (If that is not effed up then what is) so my point still stands..


and the other point is that for the entire time euijoon thought he was just a sex friend of A-juicy and was not really expecting anything at all and he even told a-juicy that he wants to stop being fuck buddy ( because he knows he is already falling inlove with a juicy and he doesn't want a relationship that started with sex).. We can say that he is, at this point, afraid of even starting a relationship but also has a part of him that doesn't want to let go of him...

Yeah. He's being indecisive. Which is what I said. It's soooooo agitating to watch him do exactly what that bastard did to him (leading him on and giving him blue balls) do it to ahjuicy under the pretense of "I'm so heartbroken"
Tbh, I can't believe the fact that euijoon had a crush on him and didn't know he was dating someone...like, how is it even possible? Like did he not know he was straight or bi or whatever...
You can't have one-sided feelings for someone for that long without actually knowing what the other person is like...I don't think the author elaborated their dynamic at all so it feels kinda inconsistent and stupid to have him this damaged lol.

In any case, press F for Ahjuicy's maturity and level-headedness. If euijoon was really falling for him, the second he heard ahjuicy's love confession, he wouldn't have asked him to be friends or whatever and acted like he didn't catch feelings smh. In any other manhwa, euijoon would be tolerable being like this, but when the opposite person is ahjuicy, his excuses and behaviour fall short by 1000 miles. I just find it really....aggravating.

Also it's not manipulation on euijoon"s crush end...since he came clear cut about it to euijoon and didn't keep it a secret from him. It was kinda douchey, but I wouldn't say it was manipulative. It clearly showed their feelings weren't on the same level at all...kinda like how it is with ahjuicy and euijoon, but here euijoon is in the same shoes like his BELOVED crush smh. He can't make up his mind - and is leading ahjuicy on. (Like why he did he let him kiss him here...) he's so...idk.
All I know is ahjuicy is a king and deserves someone who adores every cell in his gorgeous body ┗( T﹏T )┛

well he tried to use the fact that euijoon has a crush on him, still manipulative. he doesn't like euijoon but he wants him to be a third party? that seems pretty shitty to me. And I don't think he is doing what his excrush was doing to him, he is being decent. I won't enter a relation ship that I am not sure of, especially if what happened to euijoon happens to me... It is not that he can't "make up his mind" no, he is being careful. They started as a fuck buddy, a relationship that is more fragile than anything.

What do you expect him to do, throw his arms to ah-juicy just because he confessed without even settling his personal issues and his remaining feelings for his crush? that would seem pretty shitty to me

Ah-juicy doesn't deserve to be treated like that but Euijoon also has to properly heal. Ah-juicy is the one who loves euijoon more than the latter so it's only natural. he CHOSE to stay and wait for him.

I think he did have feelings for him, but not like euijoon. Which is the same in this case with ahjuicy as well.
Euijoon has feelings for him, but not like ahjuicy. So the longer he drags on like this, without making it clear, it'll lead onto the same thing with his crush that's didn't work out from the start.
I want euijoon to actually tell ahjuicy he likes him a little bit, not say "let's be friends" right after they had sex "for the last time" according to his wishes...that was a pretty shitty thing to do. Imagine if his ex-crush did that... it was like when he asked him to date him after telling him he had already had a girlfriend lol.
Ahjuicy thinks his feelings are one-sided and he's forcing his feelings on euijoon, because euijoon has rejected him again and again by using that crush that didn't even begin anything as an excuse

I don't know. I'm on ahjuicy's side. Right now, he deserves the world. Watching euijoon leading him on, and pushing him away when he reaches for him, is soooooo agitating. I don't think ahjuicy deserves that at all. Euijoon clearly has some feelings for him and he should be honest about it rather than having the "let's be friends" shit lmao

You are looking to far into the future, Euijoonn is starting to waver already, I don't even think that this courtship stage is going to last for a long time. And I don't think ah-juicy is not aware of euijoon's feelings, more like he is waiting for euijoon to acknowledge the fact that he like ah-juicy. Reading it again and again you kinda get that Ah-juicy is not the type who would let that happen, he's basically actively swaying Euijoon's feelings and he know what he is doing so I never worry for him.


I am also on ah-juicy's side but I would rather a slow paced relationship than rush euijoon into things, it would be better to settle his personal issues first. they did not start off on a good start, they became fuck buddies when euijoon was heartbroken. I just like the fact that our Uke right here is smart unlike other Bls where the uke unnecessarily suffers because they dumb af.

I don't think so. To me, it's quite similar to what his crush did/was hoping to do. Just because euijoon fell harder for his crush (which was how it was even to him) and the fact that his crush was honest about it, though kinda douchey, doesn't make him a poor victim in my eyes. If they had begun dating and he found out later, I would definitely take his side here. The author didn't elaborate on their relationship enough to justify euijoon's "heartbreak" or whatever. He was jerking off to ahjuicy after meeting him once lol. Pardon me if I don't think his love was that deep for his "crush" pfff

Yeah, it shouldn't be rushed as well, since euijoon knows nothing about ahjuicy, but I don't want euijoon to drag out this because of a damn crush that never even worked out in the first place. It seems too much to be using that as an excuse.. and it's not like he didn't have feeling for ahjuicy, him pretending otherwise and leading him on is what's aggrativing.

I wouldn't be too sure that euijoon would be able to sort out his feelings any time soon or the manhwa would end lol. They'll surely go through the whole "I like you but I'm afraid of you" bullshit I'm sure. Euijoin doesn't have
a lack of excuses to push him away at the point. Ahjuicy will try even more to Express himself and try not to be "scary" and I just get the feeling it's not going to go that easy as we think sin r euijoon has more troubles other than his ex. His vegetative brother etc etc. I'm sure he"ll somehow come into play later on as well...

I don't know about that. I would've liked him more if he hadn't slept with him "for the last time" then said they should be friends and then lead him on with letting him kiss him and invite him to his house if he still needs the distance lol. Idk. I dislike people who say one thing and easily do the other. I still think ahjuicy is too good for him lmao. So rn for me, euijoon is the same as other annoying ukes.

Thude, I got say, I admire the effort

Uhm there’s only 2 chap left (=・ω・=)

Oh great.

Lol i thought i was the only one who sensed jelousy amd yes omg the uke is soo pretty his eyes.. ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

It was very kdrama like...hahaha him listening to his every word and be like "why isn't he this nice to me" like prosecutor daddy, he is...you just too angry all the time to not see it. And I get the feeling, he means it with you heheheh and with others he's being polite because they're your coworkers...
Their dynamic is so fresh idk why. Like everything about it - the prosecutor is so Manly yet innocent and pure, but he isn't naive. Whereas Ideun looks so innocent and pure but is downright sadistic and so promiscuous it makes my face burn up hahahaha it's like being tied to a comet, that kinda feeling when he's in the same room with you and he fancies you and only you...
No wonder prosecutor is gonna fuck his brains out like we saw in the first chapter hehehehehe like how do you even resist someone that gorgeous and mysterious and charming...*deep breath* at this point I don't even care how twisted ideun might be, I'm just...gonna love him forever ;_;

How can they to that to us（/TДT)/

The dialogues are a big part why I’m desperate for the mature version since they too get censored along with the sex scenes and end up making the story feel incomplete.

Yes ;_; the story is much better in korean. Probably in my top 3 BLs of all time. Eunsung and soohyun's interactions are soooooo well done and funny also the sexual tension and it really shows how possessive soohyun is and how flirty and soft eunsung is...the English translations aren't doing it justice at all. English readers, hang in there. Maybe someone will pick this up and do gods work. ┗( T﹏T )┛

They really have some vendetta against Tann-ssi. If I were the author, I would sue them.

I've read the raws so many times and I didnt even know thisthat's soo adorable- this is one of my favs atm and so I'm sad that most of the scenes and words will be censored

Haha that's right, eunsung is really really adorable. My favourite scene is when after he gets punched (earlier he threatens to punch eunsung"s face but he couldn't bring himself to and later actually stops someone from punching his face...soohyun is such a tsundere) anyway he tells soohyun after that "Ah, serioulsy...i wish we should have met normally, who knows? We could have been really good friends..." which makes soohyun mad and he says "You're saying this bullshit about being friends again..." hahaha eunsung flirts with soohyun way too much even if it is to tease him.
Also before they enter the exhibition, soohyun asks him "Why are you here? Have you lost your mind? Who are you here to flirt with?" And eunsung says "Um, you?" Hahaha he came to this exhibition despite knowing he'd face that Munseop bastard and the press would be on him, but letting soohyun go alone didn't sit well with him (since the stalker told him he had orders to bring soohyun to munseop)
Also whenever eunsung starts to get depressed and apathetic about how gross munseop is during the exhibition, Soohyun always came through and saved him. ;_; I could go on and on....the censorship has really ruined this great manhwa ┗( T﹏T )┛

Are you serious ?? omg I wish I knew korean wtf- their interactions are so adorable do u know any more cute moments they shared?

Yes plenty of scenes are in the upcoming chapters so hang in there. They're the cutest. I'll maybe translate some scenes in the comments after they appear if they don't do justice to the original dialogues ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
However I doubt they're show the sex scenes that are coming which are downright the most fun scenes hahaha soohyun melts in eunsung's hands like candle wax all the while cursing at him and pulling at his hair with tears streaming down his face...soohyun-ah is most pretty when he cries...
My favourite moments when they have sex after the hotel room, since eunsung found out soohyun gets turned on when he calls his name out-loud, he says it so many times in the upcoming scenes...
I wish they didn't censor at least the dialogues during the steamy scenes...they're the best parts of the manhwa. They censored so many panels in the hotel room chapter - like when eunsung cums after eunsung calls his name repeatedly, eunsung is slightly surprised and says, "What, you really came? Do you have a fetish for having your name called? Or is your ear your exogenous zone?" (As in he has sensitive ears hahaha) after that he calls soohyun by his name whenever they do the deed, and soohyun tells him to "Fuck off. Stop calling me by my name, bastard..." hahaha
I was very disappointed to see how they butchered that chapter so in the future readers won't even know the significance why he calls his name when they have sex...

*soohyun cums after eunsung calls his name
*erogenous zone
Sorry for the typos.

ughh they're so adorable I really hope someone uploads the noncensored version bc I really wanna see these interactions between them

Yes :((( even the first time they had "sex" on the day they reunited, eunsung actually told soohyun "Mr. Reporter's body is as sensitive and honest like he is himself..." that's how actually a key point on how eunsung has always seen soohyun, since he recognized him right away when they met, but they cut that out in the censored version because there was an explicit scene at that moment. Eunsung had obviously noticed soohyun's anger at him during their high school, and moreover a future chapter flashback of their past, he also sees soohyun crying while looking at him on graduation day, so he knows he's actually sensitive hehehe...he remembered all that, along with how he looked in his glasses, the pens he used to have in high school (the same eunsung had), just the fact that he used the glasses as leverage (just to see him in his old look from school) and he had knows soohyun was using the same pen he did even after 10 years....man, he //knows// soohyun and that's why he says "You're different from the others. It's cute. The way you hate me." ┗( T﹏T )┛eunsung even defends him to his friend later on in the coming chapters and even to his friend working for munseop who was reluctant about trusting soohyun ("he's honest and he can be trusted"- about soohyun - so he would say yes to being interviewed by soohyun) though he knew he would get scolded by soohyun again for interfering lol. He was like "ah...will he get pissed off if I sent thsi?" Hahaha

omogkogm this makes me super excited. I didnt realize how close they were actually becoming :) I was hoping eunsung didnt remember how soohyun always copied him but when u told me that he did, I got 2nd hand embarrassment HAHAHA

2nd hand embarrassment? But why? It would be hard not to notice it, but it could be potentially what intrigued him, because unlike the others who were surrounding him that kissed his ass, soohyun copying his stationary would normally indicate that he LIKED him but he acted very hostile to him, which would confuse anyone. Eunsung just found it cute hahaha (though I think he noticed on their last day that mayhaps soohyun liked him all along, which was different from the way others liked him) you'll see in the future hehe (〜￣△￣)〜
I wouldn't say they're close yet in the "friends" way, but both of them have been trying to invade into each others life. Eunsung by trying to go to his house (lol he gets rejected everytime and he's like 'what are you hiding in there? A pot of gold?) And soohyun obviously has stated many times he wants to dictate every inch of his life, moreover, he said in the Hotel chapter, "Why am I the only one who doesn't know about this? (Munseop situation) I should be the one who knows you best." Hahaha, for me the second hand embarrassment came at the moment when eunsung told soohyun he remembered him (next time wear your glasses, like you did back then) and soohyun pretends to not recognize him up until that point hahaha (ah was it you, jung eunsung?") He knows it's pathetic to have been played into his game of not pretending to know the other, also he actually couldn't believe eunsung would remember him at all. Especially after their first meeting where he was feeling taken aback lol. He thought his feelings were one-sided so he was naturally at a loss, but he just made the situation even funnier from eunsung's side - who knew he "liked" him since school etc etc. I think eunsung just finds him even cuter and funnier when he acts all high and mighty in front of him and he lets him

It begs the question: why even license an explicit, intensely sexual and psychological sorry of you're just gonna water it down? I can't remember if it was this story or another one where one of the officially translated chapters was basically about 4 pages long cuz they cut out all the explicit content lol.

┗( T﹏T )┛for real...I don't get why...it's easily the worst thing to do to such a masterpiece...;_; I wish more people read it and enjoyed the story as it is written. The censored is almost like a parody of the original...I feel so bad for Tan-nim. I'd use L

I'd sue lezhin if I were in her shoes.