
JHEEZUS, shame on all the dumbasses flaming the sister. As someone else said, trauma isn’t always rational, she’s on edge, in a state of hyper vigilance, it sucks that that is her response but alas it happened, and it isn’t her fault, some of you are even acting like what she did is on the same plane as what their dad did, it isn’t gheez. If you’ve been beaten by a male authority figure your entire life, someone who is supposed to love you and protect you it fucks with your perception. Once again it sucks but she doesn’t deserve this vitriol, they’re both just kids, hopefully they actually talked about this specific incident but it seems they haven’t. Regardless they do have a good relationship now.

Ch 37: FL: Oh! My dearest childhood friend seems to have had feelings for me for quite some time… Lemme show this nude painting of this guy I slept with, I hope he loves it, even though he doesn’t seem sophisticated or into art or anything ahahhahahaaa
Why does everyone feel it’s ok if she plays around with these men’s emotions and bodies just because she’s been abused and imprisoned? Just because you’ve had a shitty life doesn’t give the right to inflict harm and emotionally abuse others? I don’t get it. If it ends up as polyamory and each one knows the other exists and is ok with it then that’s great! I support it, if not and she’s just holding their feelings for her as hostage to make them accept that she can do whatever she wants with whoever she wants then she is cruel. If it is a monogamy ending I want to know who the ml is so my mind can rest. Ch 37 is the first L for me in this story, FL and childhood friend had the best love which could 100% qualify as end game. He loves her for her, not the idea of her in his head (unlike the other two), he knew her and loved her and he wrote to her all these years. Why did the authors make him a dunce randomly???? There’s no way he wouldn’t know how to drink tea??? I mean commoners would 100% know and he’s a margrave!! An accomplished one too so he has to have some wealth! She kinda just looks down on him because why? Why are they playing into him not being sophisticated or some shit? It just doesn’t fit his character from what we know. And ugh the misunderstandings at the end. Urghhhhhhhh. Also him telling her he has a fake fiancé, ARGH. It was such a lovely connection and the authors knew they had to dilute it so they pulled this shit.

I’m at ch 54 and I actually don’t think she’s playing around with their feelings, no one ever asked to be exclusive or let this boundary be known and all of them are aware of the other to a certain extent, whenever she is with them and what she does with them just happens, they go with the flow in that situation, I don’t think she’s being manipulative or intentional in any sense.

The auto asphyxiation creeped me tf out because the btk serial killer liked to do the same shit. The author is playing up the masochistic tendencies a lot so I’m wondering how is that important to his personality? Like it’s brought up a lot here? Also if he loved getting beat up why did he beat up the dude who beat him up??? Also if he wants to find a femdom he can find many, what up with his fixation on Yoshino? I mean I am a major simp for Yoshino too but like????? She doesn’t seem to be a dom at all?????? Is it because of her connection with his great uncle’s friend? Does he see himself in his great uncle? So if his great uncle found a friend in Yoshino’s grandpa then he can find a friend in Yoshino?
EDIT: It turns out he was only given money for food when he was taken under his great uncle’s wing and he had to live with a bunch of sugar mommies, some of whom were doms. So, what does him being masochistic have anything to do with his personality other than to say he’s weird (not kink shaming but that is how it is portrayed)??

Ugh this is the second time I’m dropping this series, the power imbalance is prominent with Myeongin holding most of it, I think the author thinks this is balanced because Myeongin has had a one sided crush for so long, remember the first half of the story where Myeongin was literally an ass? And the misunderstanding oh ma gawd, aight byeee
I hope you are ok uploaded!!! Thanks for the ep!