
finally we can comment again and finally I'll be able to express all the anger I feel for the mc. first of all, I really hope that at some point dan will tell jaekyoung that it was his first time ever having sex at his apartment, so jaekyoung will be able to remember how ridiculous he was, treating dan as a whore and being so violent. he never even considered the possibility of dan being a virgin so I want him to feel all the regret and pain after figuring that out.
and i'm still waiting for some.. you know.. progress.. I don't know, I have this feeling that the author is focusing so much on all the explicit scenes that she's kind of forgetting to develop the rest of the storyline. she could use a lot of that space filled with them having the same violent sex to, maybe, work on jaekyoung's character improvement instead

This manga is absolutely not for people who can’t see the situations more deeply than what it looks like. This was absolutely not a rape, Tamaki made very clear that he wanted, but saying no is the “mechanism” that is comfortable for him (“I don’t want it, he is forcing me”), which is exactly what Shii told him (“Let it be my fault”). It’s psychological. Tamaki's consciousness doesn’t accept his sexual desires, so he keeps thinking that he doesn’t want it, cause he learned that sex is wrong. The “only” way he can learn that he CAN feel all of that, is experiencing it and seeing that is actually okay, and Shii is helping him the best he can (remembering that they're both teenagers, so it is OBVIOUS that shii is immature and has immature methods for that).
By the way, HE IS NOT ASEXUAL. He has traumas. He has desires, but he thinks that he can’t have it, so he denies his own sexual desires and feelings

Ok, so now things makes sense (a little bit more). He’s taking medicine for ages because he’s gay, probably psychiatric medicine, that’s probably why he has mental imbalance. I have the feeling that he was also sexually, physically and mentally assaulted (he had bruises when he was young), and that could explain why he is almost addicted to sex (specially violent sex, which also could explain why he assaulted Nakyum at first) to the point of consuming erotic art and kidnapped an artist to paint his sex experiences (I can remember his facial expression on firsts chapters... he literally looked insane). What I think is.... maybe he is stopping taking his medicine after getting more involved with Nakyum, that’s why he is stopping being so violent and impulsive ALL THE TIME (even tho he is still like that sometimes, which is understandable), but he is suffering from abstinence and that’s why he’s having sleeping troubles and being sick (with dark circles under his eyes and all that) all the time?
I love this manhwa SO MUCH. the plot is so peculiar and interesting, and the construction is really good. I really wanted to see more present scenes tho, specially knowing how their relationship is developing, but i really do like the past scenes too, they’re so cute
btw i have the feeling that yoonsung already knew that hakyung was a man
right + the fact hes interested in the present, male hakyung(?). and something about how they keep showing his hands omg, they mentioned his hands being super masculine and its true. aswell as that one family member already knowing at first glance lmfao, maybe yoonsung is just delusional though
yeaaa, you've just pointed out everything that made me think about it, specially the situation with yoonsungs sister in law. i remember she said something like “oh, how yoonsung didn't notice it? he is usually so smart” and i was like ohhhh ok so he absolutely know the truth. and of course the fact that he immediately accepted hakyungs male version i mean he's so not straight lmfao
Yes! I think he's known since the doctor came to help Hakyung with the fever in chapter 9. Yoonsung says "Want my help?" vs how are you feeling... but maybe that wig has real stay power and the Dr. skipped anatomy class, lol. (just a theory though)