
Totally can relate to this lol a bit different from my school and country.
I am a Singaporean and this cracks me up cuz it's just too funny. In my high school days I used to have a teacher like Baldie lol
Don't remember his name but he's always saying 'kalaulah korang graduate cepat. Kan lege hati aku'
Basically meaning 'if only you guys graduate fast, I'll feel at ease'
He's always trying to get outta class fast and end his lessons cuz he's teaching a bunch of trash including myself. Lol
Tupperware is the most common thing. MY MOM ALWAYS WANTS ALL HER TUPPERWARE BACK EVEN IF SHE GAVE FOOD TO HER RELATIVES WTFFF WE NOT THAT SENGKET...BUT THEN AGAIN TUPPERWARE IS SOME HOW AN EX BRAND FOR JUST A...TUPPERWARE...

Me: Honestly...I am not a fan of such plot. Male Mc turns into a female. And the only way to revert himself back is by having sex with another male lead or a man.
And then after the sex, Mc turns back into a male. And again somehow or maybe at night or day, he turns back into a woman. And the other male lead has to fuck mc's female self. It's more like a straight smut if u tell me. There's more m/f fuckibg then m/m. And them after some time Mc falls for male lead...urgh...and then they have sex as m/m for once and then turns female again...and then someone tries to take his female self ot something cliché plot non stop XD
I just hope it's not like all the other cliché guy turns into woman plot. I am tired of it. I wanna read something different XD
Also me: bruh...who hurt you? Why so serious?

Urgh...it's soo angsty...my heart...if only Theo didn't kill himself. I know...it's a lot to take in...but maybe...maybe at least Theo and Dean couldve been happy...and Rain wasn't needed to be created...my child...his poor poor love...when Dean professed his love for Theo. It wasn't recuperated...but now that Theo's 'rebirth' returned the long awaited love of Dean...the one loving him still wasn't Theo...but this enigma of sorts called Rain...and even then Dean didn't wanna accept it. Cuz all he saw in Rain was the child reincarnation of his beloved Theo. A child. Just a child. Nothing more than that. As long as he could be with Theo then it's fine. But Dean. That child isn't Theo. He's was indeed made by a part of Theo. But 90% of it is born from a Demon. So why can't u accept it?

Did you just called my child 'little whore'
You're soo dead sonuvabish. I'mma grind you in the grinder and have you blended and I'll feed ur remains to them stray hyenas with a Lil bit of mint leaves as toppings. First things first gotta find them hyenas. And we can talk business.
I hope u can wait bish, cuz it's covid and I can't go travelling places. But I'll be watching you from my screen. Real close. Watch me.

I did all the routes minus Bad Ends. EXCEPT FOR V'S just cuz I am scared for him cuz we all know what happens to him in Saeyoung's another route.(I think. I don't remember.) Can we get a route for Rika? I honestly like her too XD
Finally MC has eyes lol kinda difficult to draw her since she's depicted with no eyes lol should just out 2 dots like Ditto.

Thank god XD
I didn't want a salty route and I have this guilty feeling that one time when I played Saeran's route...choosing Lil cinnamon roll over V made me feel all salty and depressed...like he's trying to help me and I'mma just shrug him off. Like duh...I am going for Saeran lol
So I always fear for messing up V route cuz I know there's like Saeran in there. And Saeran is a need to save XD
I honestly cannot play like the deeper story types lol
Reading chapter four had me sweating like made eventho I am infront of the fan. One of my hand cover my mouth and I realised I was holding my breath...I felt like puking...this is like the worse BL scene I've seen in my whole 11 years if being a fujoshi...I...really wanna kill that sonuvabish man if a sensei...he's just a third grade bitch!!!!
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I...just wanna forget that...what I just read...I've never felt thus fvcked up...don't yoy go trying to castrate the child after raping him...that amount of blood...urgh...its worse than gore. No offence...I just wanna turn back time...never have read that part...the author really did a great job. It was soo damn realistic and painful to read and watch...goodness gracious...why in the name of Lord Matthias...did this hafta happen to poor poor Arima...it's all his mother's fault! If she hadn't forced her peers and ideals on her SON turning the poor innocent child into a 'DAUGHTER/GIRL' Young Arima wouldnt hafta face the horror that had scarred his for life...I hope he gets justice...that pederasty man should be sentenced to death or hanging. I don't care how harsh and brutal I sound...I need justice for Arima/Maria.
I told this to my cousin who is a Cop. And I was literally crying while telling him. I swear it was so fucking embarrassing cuz he was looking at me like I was crazy. But he told me that since it's a story, he can only ask me to pretend that he's working on Arima's case lol
This 28 years old guy entertaining my 23 years old idiotic self lol hahahah and he said if something like this we're to happen irl, both him and his bestie gonna do their best and attain justice. Male or female. Rape is still raoe. COUZIE I LOVE U FOR BEING AN UNDERSTANDING MAN LOL Thanks for reassuring me XD
I have died and has been Resurrected under Lord Matthias's orders...
Honestly the authors depiction was intentionally fetishistic depiction designed to have the rape be titillating to the more perverted readers. You can depict rape as graphic and violent without doing what she did and using the angles she did. Just take an episode from some crime drama—they are not fetishized and depict it as graphic and traumatizing and it can still make you feel sick. This mangas scene very much reads as gratifying to the people who like that shit or was extremely misguided on the authors part. There is a reason that would be censored in most other countries but isn’t in Japan. The US would not allow shota hentai to be sold legally because it’s considered child porn but Japan has tons of it. Reading from a western lens it’s easy to think that the author is just trying to make it traumatizing for the reader to show how bad it is but you only see it that way because you aren’t a pervert/pedophile and because of the culture where you live. There are plenty of people that will be into it in Japan especially. Fujoshi means rotten woman for a reason...they’re the main customer for tons of extreme stuff and a culture that is just different on this English dominated site. Japanese fujoshi and otaku are actually very apologetic and sympathetic to some things that would not pass western standards. They fetishize gay people and children and it’s a lot more objectifying than we realize. Once I was able to read queer comic written by actual queer people I realize just how fetishized and misguided a lot of the shit I read was. There are some manga actually written by lgbt Japanese authors and they feel completely different and are very rare. Just....keep in mind this manga is written by a cis straight person and isn’t not problematic though it is very entertaining with lovely art and interesting characters and an intriguing message about how we think of the word hero and what a hero is and means.
Honestly same, I am still denial for months how to see this manga, cause that chapter made me fell off, do u think it was on purpose or am I just overthinking?