
GUYS PLEASE CAN ANYONE WHO READ THE RAWS EXPLAIN WTF IS GOING ON
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link to the raws: https://boylove.cc/home/book/capter/id/35063
First of all. I'm so conflicted. The seme is either the cutest, fluffiest bb or he's a monster that wears his victims face. There's no in-between
Second, when the uke woke up to everyone dead and he was running away from the seme and fell down the cliff, did he lose his memory? They showed the seme holding him all bloody but then the next chp. they were all normal and loving. It was like there was a missing chp. or something
3rd who tf is the red haired guy? The seme would literally slaughter anyone who looks at the uke weird but THIS BITCH THREW MY BB DOWN THE STAIRS IN FRONT OF THE SEME, HE RAPED THE UKE, ABUSED HIM, and literally just treats him like shit in front of the seme and he hasn't done anything? All he does is get mad and threatens him but hasnt even punched him. LIKE YOULL WEAR THE FACE OF A MAN WHO WAS GETTING A LITTLE TOO CLOSE TO THE UKE BUT WHEN IT REALLY MATTERS WTF
I'm confused and pissed and I need help

It's kind of crazy how much the uke is like me. The fact that the author had the traits down to a T makes me feel better because that has to mean there are other people like me too and that we can change for the better. The author did so well portraying things realistically . Things really do be like this. Misunderstandings, toxicity.
Like me, he's extremely toxic, prideful, and has a bad inferiority complex. Instead of being happy for other people's success, he feels envy. He says hurtful things he doesn't even mean when he's angry because he holds his feelings in. He's very fake. He'll talk shit about people he call "friends" in his head while smiling at them because he can't just be honest and tell them no. So he accepts everything with a smile while getting angry silently. All while having feelings of extreme guilt. It's exactly like me. Even the self hate and the idea that no one likes him is so accurate it's kind of scary. This type of personality stemmed even in a similar way as the uke. Just feeling ignored while growing up and being judged. So accurate. Wow. Made me cry in he beginning when they were fighting because it was as if someone was saying it to me.

It's so good! You should def. read. Not only is the storyline one where it makes you stand on your toes and all you want to do is root for the couple, it's also just so realistic.
Ofc wholesome, cute yaois are nice where the uke is perfectly innocent and sweet or the seme is the the perfect boyfriend but reality is we're all just human and humans are a very flawed species. It's just one of those few mangas were the author makes the uke have an unlikeable, realistic personality (at least in the beginning) but somehow you end up loving him.

I'm actually crying yall. Like after finishing the most recent chapter I sat there and really soaked up the fucked up shit I read and it hit me so hard. I can't believe they took a real boy and basically made him a vegetable for disgusting people to rape over and over again. I just - . I really hope shindou can save him and give him his life back (if it's even possible considering they literally slaughtered his brain). My poor bb ):

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After skimming through the raws (mind you, I don't know a lick of Korean) I just feel bad for Set. Don't get me wrong, he did very bad things but any dog will become aggressive if cornered and abused. I just feel like he's always gotten the shorter end of the stick. He was pushed until he had gone mad. Probably an unpopular opinion, but I just hope that he can be happy honestly.

Well in the extras, Set was Horus's slave and was being raped constantly. I was like noooo. His dad literally broke him and raped him himself, then his kid has to. Nonstop it just seems like everyone does Set dirty so I was pissssssed. Thankfully it's not the case and we get some wholesome shit in season 2
That boi is just ... Umph. It's a crime to make the 2nd lead that sexy