if any other guy would pull something similar like Yechan everyone would hate their creepy ass, but Yechan is so cute ahahaha....cause he has no bad intentions and is considerate and goes with the flow....if seme were to show real negative reactions, he would immediately back up and stop and bring back distance and stuff.....ah he is so adorable ahahaha
if Yeonwu is into this, because he is projecting his self worth onto Taehwan. They say you want to love you think you deserve. Obviously someone that respects and values themselves and knows their own worth would never let someone treat them this way. But this kid is getting horny by it. He wants it. He is kinda turning something that hurts his ego, heart, psyche into pleasure. A person that hates himself and through sex lives out his self hatred I guess. He thinks this is all he deserves and could ever get, but he is also very lonely and deep deep down actually wants love but is afraid of getting hurt and shit and so he digs this kind of stuff so well. It is attention. Just twisted attention. But it is all he can handle. I think, the way things are going and we know Taehwan can really be a possessive person towards people he loves and be OVERLY CARING, he will fall for Yeonwu and that will make Yeonwu run away. There are vulnerable people, who actually could use some real love and caring from people, but are so traumatised, they feel threatened and FEAR in face of that. I know, cause I am the similar hahah..Just that I have more self-love and self-worth I grew and still constantly work on every day to maintain and grow. But the people I fell in love with years ago when I was a depressed person that hated herself were guys who were bound to reject me so I could only get close to them if I was a friend or something. I felt so alive when they gave me attention, but also a pain somewhere, knowing they would reject me instantly and never talk to me again if they knew I was infatuated with them romantically. I did get rejected as well by a guy I thought was definitely interested as well, which was another huge blow to my confidence, especially cause he did flirt with me ( i confirmed it with a friend who was there as well cause I thought may be I started to hallucinate or some shit and imagined everything)....now I do not want love because I don't ever want to feel dependent. I will never know the true intentions, thoughts and feelings of someone and I am so busy with working on acquiring my goals....being thrown around and confused by feelings, having to make space in my span of attention for someone else NOPE....it´s funny how now, when someone shows interest in me, i recoil AHAHAH....anyway...back then it was really bad though....if someone i was interested in, suddenly showed interest to me as a woman romantically (happened twice), I FELT DISGUSTED ahahahahah...self hatred is interesting.....anyway...i feel may be yeonwu might have this reaction seeing as how low he thinks of himself secretly...and taehwan will have to do some character development and convince yeonwu his feelings are sincere and that yeonwu realises he deserves love and good things in life...
Yeah what you said is so true... Exactly what i am thinking. Yeon woo thinks that himself being gay is something wrong and thats all he deserve.
right now, I don't ship them.
I also had a weird feeling about that sundae and his friends are shit, too it seems. May be the red hear is ok for caring so much about his friends life story.
Anyway, as someone that did her best to escape a house that was toxic and abusive, but only a fourth of what this kid went through (may be even less) and thought she would go insane with every month I spent there, I got goosebumps when he was involved with his dad again. I am sure deep down somewhere he wishes he could at least have a normal conversation without strings attached once in a while with his dad, but as that is not possible that is something that he has to work on to not let it make him depressive.
Escaping after working that hard and enduring all that abuse,pain,isolation and all over negativity since childhood and then having to be involved with a guy that seems to like his father who is probably like a devil incarnate to him, kill and be a "gangster" while smiling and he also has a glib tongue....bro....he will need some magic traits to make someone who came out of such a life with his own power want to give up that freedom to an extend and be involved with someone like him (who is like his dad and likes his dad and is loyal to him) especially romantically ....
i don't know why but i feel very sad for him...
Well let me tell you you have empathy, and that is a compliment. Society certainly need more people that can sympathize like you just did.
I feel you. I'm just hoping this is the wholesome romantic story between a decent guy and a psycho, because I have a thing for those.
I hope the father just sent that guy to protect him and not to being him back
I agree with you, trying to escape from something that everyone surrounds you with is painful.
who has hands big as fuck and super heavy....when he flexes his fingers it looks like tiny biceps and triceps and shit are thigtening...he is also a 2 dan jujitsu master....so whenever i see big guys in manga slap someone i hear this insane explosive sound that comes when he slaps something hahahahaha i have such an amazing repertoire of sound effects in my head :D
when you grow independent and then your parents suddenly change and adapt and become more open like you always wanted/needed them to be when you were younger and just learning that you exist, that you have all these feelings and learn how to deal with them, that you have your own flaws and character and stuff to deal with, too....it´s super weird you know....like I appreciate it, it makes my life easier and it's nice that I have a conversation and good relationship with my mom now and that my dad is quiet and doesn't try to butt in whatever I do anymore...just sometimes....it makes you sad thinking about all the unneccessary pain and feelings of neglect and abandonment you had as a pre 18 year old and the time you could have spent growing closer to your parents and having this "nice healthy family atmosphere" and less trauma haha....anyway...I totally get chiefs blank face when his dad suddenly behaved like that hahaha....it´s very accurate to my own experience....and WHEN are they gonna use their names like hello?? apart from that i am happy the hands became more normal now (like fuck sometimes they were abnormally huge duh)....i love their faces and height stuff...so beautiful hehe...and haruka is an amazing women...especially looking at asian women in general....she is the very model of "modern women"....she was married forcefully, didn't give herself up and was optimistic and did the best out of it....self reflected on her own short comings and did such amazing growth and you can tell she loves herself and her own life and doesn't blame it on others....usually you see women get obsessed with their arranged partner as a form to project their negative feelings onto and feel stable, ignore the reality of their marriage and relationship and then destroy everything and themselves especially because reality won't fit into the delusion they created in their head....i got so tired of always seeing such weak women in these kinds of stories so finally a human with a female identity who is a proper stable person that knows how to self-reflect, manifest and grow on her own all optimistically and strong and curious for life itself....love people like her and actually know a real person who reminds me of haruka...they have this very bubbly aura that makes you feel all energetic hehehe
and yes, a lot of things here would be so not ok in real life, but I dunno...i feel like the author is not trying to make it seem like she thinks it is all actually ok...it seems more like morbid humour? intentionally made funny? cause it's all actually tragic, wrong, sad, creepy etc. but haha...i always felt that seizawa...like dude seriously? are you that pure? but now i am at the onset scene and when he showed his piercings i was like SEIZAWA YOU ARE A FOX AREN`T YOU hahahahah i love this omg and they are both so gorgeous especially considering this is old fashioned art style....the author is did an amazing job with the art wow....
a few minutes later:
ok wow i`m ded now lol...crying tears from laughter and such...the fantasies are getting so smooth and good I though it was real and was like WOW and then poof...omg..i felt the shock he got from the cold can on his face ahahahahah FUCK HAHA THIS IS DOPE
like whenever I see this kind of man/woman, I wonder...I am not really into being super irrational when reacting to reality. If I were Uke I wold watch this guy and let it pass, cause I don't want stress especially if I lack enough understanding of the situation and if it does not yet have negative impact on me how they behave. But at some point I would lose patience, if they end up standing in my way and making life a bit more uncomfy for me. Like hello....why can people not be selfish in the right way? I would probably totally pokerfaced look at him for a while, then breath in and slowly talk: "I guess it is somewhat pleasing for my ego to see someone be so into me, but there is one thing I cannot accept. Even my ego: That you treat me as if I am some sale item in a supermarket. I am an individual. My life belongs to me. My body belongs to me. I belong only to myself and to nobody else. I am the only one that has the right to claim me. No one else can ever dare to even utter the word "You belong to me." And you even go as far as to use arguments such as "I saw him first, I call dibs." That is the most disgusting thing I have ever heard. You lack of respect towards my person is very regrettable and I don't see any use in interacting with someone and spending time on someone that does not understand his own boundaries and my worth. Please let's not meet again. I hope you learn from this and grow into an adult with a semblance of emotional intelligence. Thanks for the nice times we had. Bye."
I would have no patience for someone like this.