
TBH, I'm kinda pissed the author kinda led us on. I thought MD and Chanwoo were already a couple and a good representation of BDSM.
But what is this shit? Literally ANY type of drama could be done. Why turn Chanwoo into someone who likes to be treated like actual garbage and turn MD into actual garbage? Why?
Author is also giving BDSM a bad name as if 50 Shades of Gray didn't do enough damage. BDSM is still ALL ABOUT CONSENT. Anything else is outright abuse!

This is clearly CLEARLY a rape fetish yaoi and the author is trying to pretend it has a plot.
They're trying to pretend it has deep writing when it's practically a kiddie pool filled with alphabet soup.
Pretends to have a redemption arc, with a violent fight scene, when it's actually the equivalent of a slap slap kiss.
There is no resolution, just a big heaping pile of NOPE covered in Band-Aids and shitty dollar store sprinkles.
You're better off reading Harada or whatever.
I thought the story sounded familiar and it looks like I've read this novel already.
I gotta give props to the author. I've read some Japanese manga where, while tragic, it still felt that you were a spectator from the other side of the window.
This though, I felt the emotions in my bones. I'm impressed with some of the Chinese BL/manhua I read. Like "Somewhere in Time" or Mo Dao Zu Shi. They just feel so real somehow.